Benzina sul fuoco.

Andewyl: Where?
SharonOY: Oh, wait, you're right.
SharonOY: You never loved me.
SharonOY: My bad.
SharonOY: So you didn't move on.
Andewyl: Yep.
Andewyl: I never did.
SharonOY: Well, in whichever case, I'll take my leave.
SharonOY: Thanks for everything, Andrea.
Andewyl: So you're happy now that I am telling you the truth right.
Andewyl: You dumb blind fuck.
Andewyl: No problem.
SharonOY: Thanks for the pretty words.
Andewyl: No problem.
Andewyl: Never see you again then.
Andewyl: Bye!
SharonOY: Anything else you want to say before I go? c:
Andewyl: Ah yea
Andewyl: I am going to marry
Andewyl: Oh just a sec
Andewyl: Did you like the theater? ^^
Andewyl: Hope it was entertaining!
SharonOY: Please don't talk to me.
Andewyl: Oh but why?
SharonOY: I'm done believing people like you.
Andewyl: I dont care, remember?
Andewyl: I never cared. :)
Andewyl: (Just tell me when you're done wanting me to say bullshit)
SharonOY: I forgot to leave the guild group.
Andewyl: Don't worry.
Andewyl: I will kick you.
Andewyl: Np.
SharonOY: I hope playing with my feelings was fun for you while it lasted.
Andewyl: Hoped it could have lasted more
Andewyl: I was waiting for another webcam chat
Andewyl: Before telling this was all a joke
Andewyl: Too bad. :/
Andewyl: Yeah it was fun.
SharonOY: Telling what was a joke? Our relatoinship?
Andewyl: Yeah of course! What else? :D
SharonOY: You can do that now if you want.
Andewyl: But I did already
Andewyl: I am going to marry Nekro
Andewyl: And be happy forever
Andewyl: Also he agreed with threesomes with Mons hehe
Andewyl: Going to be fun.
SharonOY: Congratulations.
Andewyl: While you'll only be dead.
Andewyl: :(
Andewyl: Too bad.
SharonOY: Now let's be honest.
SharonOY: You hate me, yeah?
Andewyl: Of course I always hated you ^^
Andewyl: From the very first day!
SharonOY: Oh, so now this is your honesty?
SharonOY: Okay.
SharonOY: Thanks for clearing that up.
Andewyl: Of course? Can't you see sincerity in my words now?
Andewyl: It's so obvious and clear.
SharonOY: 1:14 AM - Andewyl: (Just tell me when you're done wanting me to say bullshit)
SharonOY: 1:17 AM - SharonOY: Now let's be honest.
SharonOY: Thanks.
Andewyl: Yeah but I was just kidding between those parenthesys
Andewyl: What did you think?
SharonOY: You know, Ande...
SharonOY: Fuck you.
Andewyl: I've been making fun of you for all these days
Andewyl: It's been so fun. :)
Andewyl: Damn if only it lasted more.
SharonOY: All I wanted was a hug and kiss.
SharonOY: In the end I didn't even get that much.
Andewyl: Lol? From me?
Andewyl: But I hate you, remember?
SharonOY: Yeah.
Andewyl: What the hell?
Andewyl: Why me?
SharonOY: From you.
SharonOY: Why you?
Andewyl: Yeah why?
Andewyl: I can't understand.
SharonOY: You were the light at the end of my tunnel. In a world of darkness that surrounds me
SharonOY: YOu were the only thing I could look towards.
SharonOY: A sunflower will gaze towards the sun, without a second thought or regret.
SharonOY: No matter the storms or winds that may ravage it
SharonOY: It will always look towards the sun in the morning.
SharonOY: You were my sun...
SharonOY: The only star in my galaxy.
SharonOY: And now that you're being honest about hating me...
SharonOY: I really don't know what to say.
SharonOY: In a dark world full of monsters that I live in, you were my lantern.
SharonOY: Though far away, and sometimes even flickering
SharonOY: I thought you were steady through the darkness of my life.
Andewyl: But why are you telling me such things NOW?
SharonOY: I thought you wuold provide me stability in the sea of my horrible emotions.
Andewyl: Now I revelead you my true nature D:
Andewyl: You should have told such things when I was lying to love you.
SharonOY: Tossing and turning, being swallowed by the mixture of my hatred, sadness, and fear.
Andewyl: I tried to give you fake comfort
SharonOY: You were the boat that carried me.
Andewyl: It was fun.
Andewyl: You chose the wrong boat it seems. ^^
SharonOY: So you were really lying all this time, huh...
SharonOY: Even now, when I'm pouring my heart out...
SharonOY: ... That's fine, then...
SharonOY: Even if it was all fake, I was happy.
SharonOY: I wanted to believe it was real...
SharonOY: But in the end... I guess it's my fault again. I blew the flame out...
SharonOY: Thanks for everything, Andrea.
Andewyl: Sorry was speaking with my husband
Andewyl: No problem!
Andewyl: So aren't you leaving?
SharonOY: Yeah, I am.
SharonOY: I just wanted to say one more thing.
Andewyl: Fuck me? :D
SharonOY: No, much worse.
SharonOY: I'm sorry for everything. I'm sorry that I'm a mess, I'm sorry I tested you. I'm sorry that I'm difficult to deal with and that I have trust issues. I'm sorry for everything.
SharonOY: I wish I wasn't such a prideful, egotistical bitch. So I'm sorry.
SharonOY: Just so I won't leave with regrets...
Andewyl: Oh don't be sorry for that. You should be sorry for wasting time with me. :)
Andewyl: And for loving me. If you ever loved me.
Andewyl: All I wanted to do is playing with you :(
Andewyl: And now it's all over
SharonOY: Just so you understand, I'm sorry that it takes me so much to say sorry.
Andewyl: Mehhh that sucks
SharonOY: I really do love you.
Andewyl: Oh I don't care anyway.
Andewyl: You love me? But even now
Andewyl: That I told you
SharonOY: So is this how you really feel...?
Andewyl: I was playing around?
SharonOY: Just give me one truth...
Andewyl: Alright I'll be honest.
Andewyl: It's been quite fun to act the evil bastard part. I'll admit it.
Andewyl: The truth.
Andewyl: Is that I love you. Now you can start blabbing shit of how you asked love and I didn't give you it.
Andewyl: Please do it, go ahead one more time.
Andewyl: I have been in unbearable pain until now, I feel no more pain now.
Andewyl: So you can tell me everything you want.
SharonOY: Everything?
Andewyl: Sure tell me how much you hate me, please.
SharonOY: 1) I'm sorry.
SharonOY: 2) I want to be with you.
Andewyl: Only those?
SharonOY: ...
SharonOY: 3) I took the rest of the pills.
Andewyl: You don't want to tell me how much you hate me?
Andewyl: You don't want to be with me if you took the rest of the pills
Andewyl: You don't want to tell me that I care about my guild more than I do with you?
Andewyl: No more?
SharonOY: If you believed nothing else I said, believe this...
SharonOY: "Save me, Andrea."
Andewyl: Sharon.
Andewyl: I would have.
Andewyl: But you took the rest of the pills, right?
Andewyl: If you don't vomit, it's over. Simple.
Andewyl: I am just giving you straight nude truth now.
Andewyl: I am not playing games here, my love. I was trying to build a life with a person I loved. With a person I wanted to see happy.
Andewyl: A person that one day
Andewyl: I would have strangled of hugs
Andewyl: Soooo tight
Andewyl: That you would have asked for mercy
Andewyl: When I hugged you
Andewyl: I would have wiped away your tears
Andewyl: I would have caressed your head every night before going to sleep
Andewyl: And give you a goodnight kiss
Andewyl: I would've lied awake in my bed waiting for you to wake up
Andewyl: Just to see your eyes
Andewyl: But.
Andewyl: I am not going to say that you don't believe me.
Andewyl: Because I know
Andewyl: That somewhere deep there
Andewyl: You do believe me.
SharonOY: I'm dizzy.
Andewyl: I am just going to say
SharonOY: Give me a reason to live, Andrea...
Andewyl: You took the rest of the pills.
Andewyl: I am a reason to live. Sharon.
Andewyl: Trust me.
Andewyl: I am a good reason.
Andewyl: You only need to experiment it.
Andewyl: But you have to vomit now. My love.
Andewyl: My pain level reached the max seeing you like this.
Andewyl: And seeing you thought that I didn't care about you.
Andewyl: But if you want to be with me.
Andewyl: Vomit now. It's simple.
Andewyl: Really, really simple.
Andewyl: Put your fingers in your mouth, and vomit.
SharonOY: Do you really hate me...?
SharonOY: If I live...
SharonOY: Will you love me again...?
Andewyl: Sharon. How can I hate you..
Andewyl: I love you Sharon.
SharonOY: I'm cold.
Andewyl: It's not like I will love you again.
Andewyl: Because I never stopped loving you.
Andewyl: Think what you want.
Andewyl: But that's the truth.
Andewyl: Go vomit now.
Andewyl: Before it really is too late.
SharonOY: btu..
SharonOY: But.
Andewyl: You are wasting a chance, Sharon.
Andewyl: A chance that will never come back.
Andewyl: You are wrong when you say I have no power on you.
SharonOY: i want you  to lvoe me...
Andewyl: I do. Because you love me.
Andewyl: And you have power on me.
Andewyl: Because I love you.
Andewyl: It's all that matters.
Andewyl: But now, vomit.
SharonOY: poieas dont hate me...
Andewyl: Leave the PC now. And go to the bathroom, please.
Andewyl: Go to the bathroom Sharon.
Andewyl: Hurry up.
Andewyl: If you want to live a happy life.
Andewyl: You can decide
Andewyl: Be happy.
Andewyl: Or die alone now.
Andewyl: Your decision.
Andewyl: Find the strength Sharon.
Andewyl: I know you are strong.
Andewyl: I believe in you.
Andewyl: You will make it.
Andewyl: I love you, Sharon.
Andewyl: If you're dead right now. Or don't have the strength to respond because you were too silly waiting.
Andewyl: I just want to know that I'll be your angel, forever.
Andewyl: And that I love you.
SharonOY: I don't feel good.
Andewyl: I know you don't.
Andewyl: Go vomit. If you didn't.
Andewyl: Or if you can't or already did it.
SharonOY: I did.
Andewyl: Just be strong, you will make it.
SharonOY: 3 times.
SharonOY: My stomach's kiling me.
Andewyl: I am with you. Even if I am not there.
Andewyl: It's going to be alright.
Andewyl: Just believe it will.
SharonOY: ...
SharonOY: I just... wanted a hug and kiss...
SharonOY: WHy did it become like this......
Andewyl: Exactly Sharon, why? *Kisses you gently*
SharonOY: -Turns away-
SharonOY: ><
Andewyl: D:
Andewyl: C'mere.
Andewyl: *Gives you a big hug.. a real one :)*
SharonOY: >< ... -Squirms a little bit-
Andewyl: So...
Andewyl: Be honest.
Andewyl: Don't you think that I really, truly, honestly, love you more than everything and everyone?
SharonOY: ...
Andewyl: Yes or no.
SharonOY: I.... don't know... I hope you do...
Andewyl: Sharon. Sharon.
Andewyl: Yes or no. You know it.
SharonOY: ....
SharonOY: It's... not 'no'...
Andewyl: Then...?
SharonOY: ...
Andewyl: I want you to say. That I love you.
Andewyl: Say it, please
SharonOY: ... Yes...
Andewyl: Please say that you really know that I love you.
Andewyl: You have to believe it.
SharonOY: ...
SharonOY: -Fidgets-
Andewyl: :P
Andewyl: You can do it.
SharonOY: What... do I get in return..?
Andewyl: A nice kiss.
SharonOY: ...
Andewyl: Both now, and when we meet.
SharonOY: That's nice, but... I want something else..
Andewyl: I'll also give you a hug then. Two of them.
Andewyl: But you don't want a hug either right?
SharonOY: .....
SharonOY: -Sighs a little, stares down-
Andewyl: You'll have me and my love.
Andewyl: Promised.
Andewyl: But say it :P
SharonOY: ... That too, but...
SharonOY: ......
SharonOY: -Sigh-
SharonOY: I... guess I know you really love me, genuinely and truly...
Andewyl: Who's the most important person of my life?
SharonOY: ..........
SharonOY: Me.......?
Andewyl: You can do better :P
Andewyl: Without that point at the end
Andewyl: So, who's the most important person of my life?
SharonOY: ... Me...
Andewyl: Yes.
Andewyl: That's right.
Andewyl: Who is mine forever?
SharonOY: ...........
SharonOY: ><
Andewyl: Who's mine forever?
SharonOY: Me........
Andewyl: That's true. :P
SharonOY: ..........
Andewyl: Isn't it really simple?
SharonOY: ..... Maybe for you...
Andewyl: Nope.
Andewyl: It is not easy indeed.
Andewyl: And it's not simple.
Andewyl: But my love for you is unconditioned. Whatever you think about me or not. I want you to KNOW this.
SharonOY: I forgot what it was like to be guildless... All the noobs spamming me with guild invites..... ._.
Andewyl: Hehe
SharonOY: I guess I'm a hopeless lone wolf ;_;
Andewyl: So uhm
Andewyl: You know
Andewyl: We're recruiting
Andewyl: Are you interested in joining a guild? :o
SharonOY: ... I don't know if I can stand to see your jokes with Mons and Daan anymore.
Andewyl: I won't joke with Mons and Daan anymore, if that gets you butthurt. Promised. :P
Andewyl: Hey anyway! Mons did that all by himself! D:
SharonOY: If you change, they'll certainly blame me.
Andewyl: I am not going to change.
Andewyl: I am just going to avoid these jokes.
Andewyl: And they won't blame anyone.
SharonOY: .......
SharonOY: I don't know...
SharonOY: I get the feeling you'll forget and do it again...
Andewyl: I promised it.
SharonOY: ...?
Andewyl: I won't joke anymore about that stuff.
Andewyl: Where's your pinkie when we need it?
SharonOY: ... -Fidgets and shoves my hands into my pockets-
Andewyl: *Holds your hand and the pinky*
Andewyl: *Seals the promise*
Andewyl: If it will ever happen again, and I'll try my best, I'll immediately take it back. :P
SharonOY: .... Okay...
Andewyl: Do you love me?
Andewyl: Because I do.
SharonOY: Nooo....
SharonOY: ;m;
SharonOY: B.. But....
SharonOY: Wait...!
Andewyl: I am waiting. :P What's up?
SharonOY: Um...
SharonOY: Tomorrow, I have to go out with my family in the morning...
SharonOY: Hopefully I'll be home around 6PM Italian time...
SharonOY: Maybe 7 at latest, I hope...
Andewyl: I hope I'll be online. I am never sure with my messy life if I am gonna be there when I want to
SharonOY: :(
SharonOY: You're... gone tomorrow...?
SharonOY: You'll be busy? ;___;
Andewyl: I hope not, about the first one
Andewyl: But yes, I'll be busy with stuff for sure my love
SharonOY: ><
Andewyl: Buuuut we can still talk. Don't worry.
SharonOY: ...
SharonOY: Okay...
SharonOY: Before you go, I...!
SharonOY: ... Tell me how much you love me.....
Andewyl: I love you more than you can imagine and more than I will ever be able to show you. But hold onto your words, cause talk is cheap. And remember me tonight, when you're asleep, ;D
SharonOY: ><
SharonOY: ><
SharonOY: -Leans on you-
Andewyl: Because I'll do the same.
SharonOY: I love you Andrea...
Andewyl: I love you, Sharon.
Andewyl: It's funny
SharonOY: Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you, over again...
Andewyl: Yeah dang it I fell for you
Andewyl: AGAIN!
Andewyl: However I was saying xD
Andewyl: It's funny how when I was trying to be honest
Andewyl: You attacked me and pretending bullshit
Andewyl: And when I actually acted like a bastard
Andewyl: You did the exact opposite telling me how you really felt, uhm?
Andewyl: You're such a beautiful complicated creature.
SharonOY: ... It's because my anger goes in a cycle...
SharonOY: Anger --> Time (10 ~ 30 minutes) --> Sadness / Crying --> (1~3 Hr) --> Tired Myself out
Andewyl: Hehe I know it works
Andewyl: I'm also a human!
SharonOY: Then after that, I just... break down the walls I put arund myself.
SharonOY: I... thought you were being serious.
Andewyl: I was not, dumb girl!
SharonOY: ><
Andewyl: How could I be
Andewyl: No human is so evil to do such things
SharonOY: .... My ex...?
Andewyl: No. Not even your ex, because it would have meant to do ALL I did
Andewyl: And then do the bastard
Andewyl: I am sure your ex is a bastard bitch
Andewyl: But that was pure evilness.
Andewyl: If it was true.
SharonOY: Okay...
SharonOY: -Stares at you-
SharonOY: I... love you, Andrea...