PP log 9/18/14

-- littlePrincess [LP] began pestering parapsychologicalParalipomenon [PP] at 18:39 --
[06:39] LP: There.
[06:39] LP: here we are. Just the two of us.
[06:39] PP: (( alright, shit finally ))
[06:39] PP: (( look im not ATTACKING you ))
[06:40] PP: (( you seem to think im trying to make you look bad, when in reality, it seems more like the other way around ))
[06:40] LP: you're right. I used the wrong wording.
[06:40] PP: (( you really seem to be going out of your way to make it look like im putting down some kind of verbal abuse ))
[06:40] PP: (( im not trolling you, im not baiting you, all i did was get upset at something that was IC and say that i was probably going to leave becuase it was upsetting me ))
[06:41] PP: (( and your response to me getting uncomfortable was ))
[06:41] PP: (( CLP: ((stop playing the fucking victim.)) ))
[06:41] PP: (( like wow! ))
[06:41] LP: well
[06:41] PP: (( am i not allowed to get uncomfortable anymore? ))
[06:41] LP: okay look
[06:41] LP: all I meant was you have a history of causing shitstorms
[06:41] LP: and then playing victim when called out on it
[06:41] LP: that's /all/ I meant.
[06:42] PP: (( ive been in this memo for literally 3 days ))
[06:42] PP: (( how the hell can i have ANY sort of reputation ))
[06:42] LP: Well, your reputation can follow you from other memos.
[06:42] LP: people talk, PP.
[06:42] PP: (( ??? ))
[06:42] PP: (( what reputations? ive been here and moonlight, and for like MAYBE three days ))
[06:42] PP: (( two probably ))
[06:43] PP: (( i downloaded psterchum like a WEEK ago ))
[06:44] PP: (( my roleplaying thing was locked down to gaia for years, i moved here a week ago because i was told the community was great ))
[06:44] LP: This is the internet. Word of mouth gets around fast.
[06:44] PP: (( and yet people are saying "i have a reputation"??? ))
[06:44] PP: (( like what POSSIBLE reputation coudl i have ))
[06:45] PP: (( at this point i just feel like youre making stuff up ))
[06:45] LP: Don't fucking ask me I'm just relaying what I heard
[06:45] PP: (( then what did you hear? ))
[06:45] LP: exactly what I said.
[06:45] PP: (( well its kind of bullshit ))
[06:45] PP: (( so ))
[06:45] LP: That you have a history of causing shitstorms and then playing the victim when called out on it.
[06:46] PP: (( i have literally no idea where that comes from ))
[06:46] PP: (( my character was upset about something in character, and then i went ooc to say that i was uncomfortable about it too ))
[06:46] PP: (( and you told me to "stop playing the fucking victim" ))
[06:46] LP: alright
[06:46] LP: I will admit that was douchey of me
[06:46] LP: and for that I apologize.
[06:46] PP: (( it really was, at least kind of. ))
[06:46] PP: (( and thank you for apologizing ))
[06:47] PP: (( do you recognize now that i wasnt baiting anyone? ))
[06:47] PP: (( there was no trolling going on ))
[06:47] PP: (( i just wanted to address the issue at hand instead of being outright ignored ))
[06:47] LP: Yes. I apologize for my wording as well.
[06:47] PP: (( alright ))
[06:47] LP: When I get angry, I have a hard time expressing myself.
[06:47] PP: (( and ill apologize if i said or did anyhting that seemed like trolling ))
[06:47] PP: (( it wasnt my intention ))
[06:47] LP: It's okay.
[06:48] LP: I'm not saying this as an excuse (even though it probably sounds like one at this point) but I am autistic. So I'm a bit awkward socially.
[06:49] LP: Anything I said was not aimed at you, it was just me being flustered and not able to express myself.
[06:49] PP: (( its alright. i know its kinda hard to express yourself when youre upset without seeming angry ))
[06:50] LP: Thank you for understanding.