[12/27/2014 12:36:37 AM] Mickayla: I am overwhelmingly sad.
[12/27/2014 12:37:06 AM] Mickayla: Also this is you: https://fbcdn-sphotos-g-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-xpa1/v/t1.0-9/10885421_372985369529196_5617422778670179644_n.jpg?oh=99e436e791a2332147445edd372f27e7&oe=55038B16&__gda__=1429719470_a40d4c408a33308e32819c45f89e4a9e
[12/27/2014 2:04:53 AM] messiah macklemore: ep
[12/27/2014 2:04:57 AM] messiah macklemore: Yep*
[12/27/2014 2:05:00 AM] messiah macklemore: Basically.
[12/27/2014 2:05:22 AM] Mickayla: Mickayla rests her head on Grey's shoulder
[12/27/2014 2:05:24 AM] Mickayla: :c
[12/27/2014 2:06:57 AM] messiah macklemore: (heart)
[12/27/2014 2:07:00 AM] messiah macklemore: messiah macklemore pat pats
[12/27/2014 2:08:44 AM] Mickayla: I want to get drunk.
[12/27/2014 2:08:55 AM] Mickayla: The nights have been hitting me hard.
[12/27/2014 2:09:03 AM] messiah macklemore: I wanna  drink  too
[12/27/2014 2:09:10 AM] Mickayla: Have anything?
[12/27/2014 2:13:18 AM | Removed 2:16:06 AM] Mickayla: This message has been removed.
[12/27/2014 2:26:36 AM] messiah macklemore: No
[12/27/2014 2:26:39 AM] messiah macklemore: But I need sleep
[12/27/2014 2:26:55 AM] messiah macklemore: I was supposed  to sleep  3 hours ago but  was  playing  CSGO
[12/27/2014 2:27:16 AM] Mickayla: ...Okay.
[12/27/2014 2:27:28 AM] messiah macklemore: Holy shit it's 1am
[12/27/2014 2:27:31 AM] messiah macklemore: God  dammit -_-
[12/27/2014 2:27:36 AM] messiah macklemore: I was supposed to sleep 5  hours ago
[12/27/2014 2:27:51 AM] Mickayla: Goodnight, I guess.
[12/27/2014 2:28:01 AM] messiah macklemore: My sleep schedule is fucked ; _ ;
[12/27/2014 2:28:05 AM] messiah macklemore: Night >_<
[12/27/2014 2:28:18 AM | Removed 2:28:23 AM] Mickayla: This message has been removed.
[12/27/2014 2:29:24 AM] Mickayla: I've just been sobbing for the past hour, but you know.
[12/27/2014 2:30:11 AM] Mickayla: I get it.
[12/27/2014 2:30:21 AM] Mickayla: I'm really fucking starting to see what kind of level we're on.
[12/27/2014 2:30:59 AM] messiah macklemore: Sobbing about what?
[12/27/2014 2:31:49 AM] messiah macklemore: And yes,  my Mom has two transgendered people coming over, both lesbians, one with both a penis and a vagina,  and has multiple personalities.  Im  expected to socialize before  they all leave
[12/27/2014 2:31:50 AM] messiah macklemore: o.e
[12/27/2014 2:33:32 AM] Mickayla: I don't know. I'm just really fucking sad and goddamnit, I need some kind of friend support but goddamn you make it so fucking obvious that I will care about you and for you more than you will for me.
And I fucking KNEW that coming in and yet I place you to such a high fucking position, like you're a god. I do it because I know you hurt.
[12/27/2014 2:34:04 AM] messiah macklemore: Obviously I make it obvious because I wouldn't lie about it.
[12/27/2014 2:34:24 AM] messiah macklemore: I got  too many people to constantly worry about, plus trying to heal myself and have fun and act normal
[12/27/2014 2:34:50 AM] messiah macklemore: I'm moving like  10 times faster through the healing process  than everyone else I know
[12/27/2014 2:35:08 AM] Mickayla: And that's great, and I'm happy for you but we aren't all as fucking lucky as you.
[12/27/2014 2:35:14 AM] messiah macklemore: And my Mom's happiness is a little more important
[12/27/2014 2:35:18 AM] messiah macklemore: She needs me a lot more
[12/27/2014 2:35:24 AM] messiah macklemore: She's worse than  you
[12/27/2014 2:35:31 AM] messiah macklemore: Been fucked up for 40  years
[12/27/2014 2:35:52 AM] messiah macklemore: So I gotta go outta my comfort zone and be there for my family and it sucks
[12/27/2014 2:35:56 AM] Mickayla: I'm aware, but goddamnit, you are why I'm fucking awake right now, because I fucked my sleep schedule just to fucking talk with you, bending all sorts of fucking plans and shit.
[12/27/2014 2:36:10 AM] messiah macklemore: You sound like my Mom right now
[12/27/2014 2:36:22 AM] messiah macklemore: Doing all this shit and planning all this shit that you think will happen with me or that I will d o
[12/27/2014 2:36:26 AM] Mickayla: Stop comparing me to people. It isn't charming, it isn't cute.
[12/27/2014 2:36:27 AM] messiah macklemore: Then blaming me
[12/27/2014 2:36:44 AM] messiah macklemore: Stop fucking planning shit and staying up then?
[12/27/2014 2:37:02 AM] Mickayla: And I'm talking about way back when, when we would talk late at night. It just hasn't been fixed since then.
[12/27/2014 2:37:22 AM] Mickayla: It's not like I stay up now in hopes to talk to you, it's just where my sleep schedule was from like a month ago.
[12/27/2014 2:37:31 AM] messiah macklemore: Well duh, I'm on a good schedule, I don't stay up late anymore
[12/27/2014 2:37:41 AM] messiah macklemore: Except now my  shit's fucked
[12/27/2014 2:38:25 AM] Mickayla: You do this to me because this is how you are, and you know that how you are is okay with me. And it is. But fuck, I'm so tired of this shit.
[12/27/2014 2:38:28 AM] Mickayla: I just am.
[12/27/2014 2:38:57 AM] Mickayla: You've got me wrapped around your little finger and you get to play the god-like fucking playboy master, and I fucking hate it.
[12/27/2014 2:39:30 AM] Mickayla: And you can do it because I allow it.
[12/27/2014 2:39:31 AM] messiah macklemore: I'ma do the same thing I  told my Mom, either grow some  balls and change it and stop bitching at me, or GTFO because I'm not changing
[12/27/2014 2:39:34 AM] messiah macklemore: I do shit my way
[12/27/2014 2:39:52 AM] messiah macklemore: Half the time I don't even think about ANYONE on Skype or even talking to anyone
[12/27/2014 2:40:10 AM] Mickayla: Okay, and that's fine. My life isn't fucking devoted to you.
[12/27/2014 2:40:10 AM] messiah macklemore: And when I do check Skype it's either spam or someone bitching about some lame ass shit
[12/27/2014 2:40:26 AM] messiah macklemore: I deal with  this shit everyday from multiple people
[12/27/2014 2:40:33 AM] messiah macklemore: I go through people like fucking toilet paper
[12/27/2014 2:40:35 AM] messiah macklemore: I
[12/27/2014 2:40:36 AM] messiah macklemore: Don't
[12/27/2014 2:40:37 AM] messiah macklemore: Care
[12/27/2014 2:40:50 AM] Mickayla: You're fucking insane, Grey.
[12/27/2014 2:40:54 AM] messiah macklemore: No shit
[12/27/2014 2:41:00 AM] Mickayla: You are so fucking contradictory.
[12/27/2014 2:41:04 AM] messiah macklemore: No shit
[12/27/2014 2:41:32 AM] messiah macklemore: I really don't care, I get this lecture daily.
[12/27/2014 2:41:39 AM] messiah macklemore: Ain't even a thing.
[12/27/2014 2:41:52 AM] messiah macklemore: I've gotten  this shit  for years upon years upon years.
[12/27/2014 2:41:59 AM] Mickayla: Not from me. Not from the person that's fucking put up with your shit with fucking open arms because
[12/27/2014 2:42:01 AM] Mickayla: goddamnit
[12/27/2014 2:42:02 AM] Mickayla: fuck
[12/27/2014 2:42:24 AM] messiah macklemore: There's no shit to put up with. I'm  insensitive and AWOL most of the time, OH NO
[12/27/2014 2:42:40 AM] Mickayla: That's what I mean.
[12/27/2014 2:42:42 AM] messiah macklemore: I like to be alone.
[12/27/2014 2:42:45 AM] Mickayla: the insensitive shit.
[12/27/2014 2:42:47 AM] messiah macklemore: I don't do people.
[12/27/2014 2:42:53 AM] messiah macklemore: I told you this multiple times..
[12/27/2014 2:43:06 AM] messiah macklemore: Like, every other  day.
[12/27/2014 2:43:40 AM] messiah macklemore: I'm tired of people because they're all broken and expecting me to be there when they need someone
[12/27/2014 2:43:46 AM] messiah macklemore: And it ruins my good days
[12/27/2014 2:43:56 AM] messiah macklemore: I stay away  from my Mom because she needs me constantly for shit
[12/27/2014 2:44:09 AM] messiah macklemore: Whether it's emotional or not
[12/27/2014 2:44:30 AM] messiah macklemore: Blame her for being fucked up and ruining my social skills and ability  to give a fuck about constantly broken people
[12/27/2014 2:44:34 AM] messiah macklemore: I like breaks where I can get them
[12/27/2014 2:44:48 AM] messiah macklemore: usually not  at the best time for people, but fuck it
[12/27/2014 2:46:13 AM] Mickayla: You know what, you don't have to deal with me anymore.
[12/27/2014 2:46:25 AM] Mickayla: Message me on your own fucking time because I'm not fucking with you anymore.
[12/27/2014 2:46:32 AM] messiah macklemore: Fucking finally
[12/27/2014 2:46:59 AM] messiah macklemore: Now go ahead and tell the other 30 people in my Skype list  to do the same shit