In the past 6-7 months of knowing you, i am overall disappointed. When we first met, i thought you were a cool down to earth ass person. I thought that you were the type that could keep it real with me, and never lie about anything. At first when you tried flirting with me and getting with me i was disgusted, because you weren't my type at all. All i ever seen you as was a regular normal FRIEND that i played dc with. If it wasn't for you telling me about the new halls of power dlc, & telling me about the new league hall addition to dc, & if it weren't for you telling me that your league had a "pvp division", i probably would had never ever joined your league tbh. But i joined because of these things you told me, & because i thought u were a cool ass nigga at the time. But even still, i knew not to fall for your flirt traps because i could tell that you were a big flirt, the only reason i gave you a chance was because im a nice ass person and because i wanted to give you the benefit of the doubt, hoping that maybe my assumptions about you weren't true. & i was hoping that maybe you weren't actually a "hoe" like my first impression of you lead off to be. So yes, i gave you a chance, i talked to you more often on the phone, we texted more often. & then out of the blue, you considered me your "bestfriend" so i played along with it, you know, the whole "bestfriend" title, but we still flirt on occassions? Yeah i've had quite a few male "bestfriends" in my days and i know how those work out. So i knew that flirting would be involved. So eventually, after all the game you was spitting, tellin me how you would date me and shit, and after u tell me how i fuck with the wrong type of niggas and shit, i start to actually want to be more than just regular friends, "bestfriends", i wanted to be your "boo" or "bae" Why? Because i actually harbored emotions for you. and i decided to tell you this & you were perfectly contempt with the idea.we started talking on a more serious level, but at the same time, i wasnt expecting to become your girlfriend, or anything more than just "boos" or "baes" until you made it seem like u wanted to be with me. But all this time, i felt like you were leaving me in the dark; you didn't converse with me about things that people who are building up towards a relationship converse about. You didn't inform me or anything retaining to your job, what bothers you, what hurts you, what your hobbies are (other than the obvious video games, & more specific, dcuo). The point is, you did not take me seriously, i wasn't a potential girlfriend in your eyes, but why did you lead me on to believe that i was? Why did you tell me that you loved me, why did you tell me that you could see your self marrying me? Why did you tell me that you'd be mad if i flirted with other men? If all along, you never seen me as anything more than a hoe that you just talkj to on the video game, then why did you lead me on to believe it was more? You could had told me straight up from the job what it was.... And even if you didn't se me as a potential girlfriend, you still told me that you love me, correct? So why did you fail to tell me that you had a potential real life girl? To have me find out the hard way and for my feelings to be hurt? Well People who care for each other,  don't purposely try to hurt one another by lying, but in your case promises, you "love" me, so therefore this is x10 worse. But i mean, this is how you treat me, i just hope you know that a bitch really cared about you & i would had done anything for you, you fucking jerk. But i suppose that i am the one to blame for being such an optimist. I believed that things would go well from being more than friends with you, but i guess not. & naw i ain't gonna say that bullshit that people who just got out of a relationship say, shit like "i hope that you have a good life" like no nigga. Idgaf what you do, tbh. But what i do hope, is that you get HELP asap, get your eyes checked out, get some anger management. You too blind to see that you had this pretty ass bitch who really cared about your ass, i cared for you as a friend and more damn it. But you blew them both with your damn anger. You need to learn who not to take your anger out on.You blew both our friendship and our "relationship" as boos and baes bruh. Real shit. I see now that, that real ass nigga that i thought u were was a damn hallucination my nigga. And naw i aint tryna call you "fake" or anything, more like you don't keep it a hunnit. Oh, and i know that you been flirting with other girls who was in the league.. Lol but i found that out after i left. But real talk, i aint even mad at you, i forgive you for everthing that has happened between us. I hold no type of grudge towards you what so ever, but we just not cool anymore. I hope you aint the type to realize what he has after it's gone. Because i promise you that if you try to hit me up with an apology, i will not accept it. Goodbye