Hi, Zoe, zozo, whichever you want me to call you. I just want to say thank you so much for this relationship that we have. I'm really grateful to have you as my girlfriend and best friend. I'm so happy that I asked you out in this month. December. The month that it's filled with glorious things and euphoria that make everyone so joyful and fill their hearts with happiness. Zoe, It saddens me that I haven't met you before, I guess destiny took it's time and landed where we are and I believe it's perfect that we really met late. The first day I met you. I knew that we're going to build a huge bond together, accepting and overcome things. No one will stop us and no one will ever ruin this relationship. There are no perfect couples out there and I believe two un-perfect couples make the perfect couples. Knowing our past had some mistakes and knowing that our past helped us where we are now. Zoe, you  have such a beautiful personality, a warmhearted heart, smart, and especially your kindness blends well with your body and spirit. Talking to you is like saving the world and it sucks to miss out a day on you. I don't want to be clingy and sound clingy, but please tell me if I am, don't hesitate to tell me. I want to work this relationship out and I don't want it to fail. Always tell me if I do something wrong okay? I know that distance sucks, but at least we're closer. Love has no boundaries and I guarantee you I will fight for you, this relationship,and our love. I'm not really great, but all I can give you is my heart and my kindness. Babe, don't stress out okay? I'm here for you and I will be your backbone. I'm your other half to help you with your life and your priorities. I'm always here for you, babe. I'm willing to give you my fullest and especially my whole potential in our relationship. It sucks that school is distancing us, but we won't allow that to break what we have now. I don’t even know myself anymore and it shows. I losing everything I’ve ever known rapidly and you’re the cornerstone keeping me from completely falling apart. You’re the adrenaline coursing through my veins telling me that I can’t quit. I need you like a sailor needs his anchor to cast ashore. Thank you for having a heart and beauty that shines and shows the radiance of the sun. This is crazy. Every-time I talk to you, I am scared and happy, and I fall for you a little bit more each time. I am scared I will just give in to this torrent of emotion. I want to say so many romantic things..that just are way too premature. I am scared you that you think I am not ready. I am scared that you think you aren’t ready. I know its totally okay to feel that way (we are human after all); but I am still scared. I know your autonomy, and independence and boundaries are critically important to you given your history. I respect your feelings and emotions, and I don’t want to force anything. I am afraid that I will lose my self, and drive you away. Here’s to having a big heart, and an overactive mind. Zoe, I really love you. Ahhhh been typing for too long. ; ____ ;'