[FR] Monomania - Part 5

“We are never deceived; we deceive ourselves.” - Johann Wolfgang von Goethe

>So you started your treatment the next day
>The session included talking about what you thought happened, and that was all.
>How it made you feel, specific details from the memory, what not.
>Doctor Octagonapus asked you why you thought you were here the next day
>And you told him because you threatened to get revenge on Fluttershy, and that Twilight had also looked into your past and found you used to have mentalissues
>You left out the fact that Celestia is out to get you
>Believing in conspiracies is just another sign of mania, which you didn't need
>Even though she does hate you
>On the third day he tried to convince you why it didn't happen, using logic, reasoning and evidence
>You bulshitted your way through that session, and he could tell. You basicly just agreed with everything he said, not really listening.
>Something they probably saw when someone just wanted to leave
>The next day he wanted you to repeat why Fluttershy didn't rape you. You couldn't.
>He said you'd start over the next day. And that you'd begin working on letting it go, and forgiving yourself for making up such a fabrication
>Fucking Octagonapus

>Your sessions were always in the morning,a nd would last until lunch.
>After that, your day was pretty routine.
>Go to the cafeteria, grab some chili, sit down at the retard table
>You know the one
>Except all the tables were the retard table in here
>If Oxy-Cotten Candy ever showed up, which she did occasionly, you would sit at a table with her
>At least she was fucking sane, and none of the other crazies would sit there with you because they were all intimidated by the staff
>Today went like many others, and you entered the cafeteria to the sound of clinking plates and cutlery, obnoxiously loud voices, grunts, squeals and the dull thud that came as a result of bashing one's head against the wall.
>The smell of un-washed jumpsuits and chili-beans assauts your nostrils as you step over the thresh-hold and into the table area
>Walking over to the line for lunch, you grab a plastic bowl and step in line
>You're behind the same grey pony from your first day here, he's usually at your table with you
>His name is something like starcaller, but whenever you call him that, he corrects you and tells you to call him Admiral
>You grab some chili and sit down next to Admiral, with some other crazies you don't bother to learn the names of
>"Hey seargent"
Hey Admiral
>"Have the troops moved in on the est side yet?"
No, they switched tactics and are flanking from the northeast
>"Ha ha! Then we shall have them right where we want them!"
It appears so...

>This is a relatively normal conversation compared to other ones you have
>Yesterday's topic was glistening black eels {shudder}
>You begin to dig into your chili with little excitement, the stuff was getting old
>The table is silent as everyp0ny eats their meals, until somep0ny with a fizzled blue mane pipes up
>"Fruitbats!"
>Another pony with a long red mane says
>"You take that back!" and tackles the first pony
>The 'lunch-aids' come over and break up the fight
>The red-maned one has to be restrained, and as he is being pulled out yells
>"I'll cut you, motherbucker!"
>Such is life in the nuthouse
>Later on, you're walking back to your room when you hear murmuring coming from the room across the hall from yours
>Patients that had free-walking privileges (you) weren't allowed to enter other patient's rooms, but you decide to investigate anyway
>You slowly open the door and peer in

>The standard bed that every room comes with is flipped sideways on the floor, and the sheet is raised on a leg to make a flag of sorts
>The walls have various words, pictures and phrases scribbled on them in what looks like charcoal, or some sort of black chalk
>You spot several words you don't recognize, including 'Nootla'
>On one wall, a huge map of P0nyville hangs upside down
>You take another step in the door and hear a voice yell
>"HALT! You have ten seconds to tell me who you are or I will attack!"
>Startled, you yell
Jesus Christ!
>"I highly doubt it! Now who are you?!"
Anon!
>Admiral pokes his head up from behind the bed-fortress
>"Oh, well welcome back to base then!"
>Back?
Uh, thanks. So.....they just let you do this in your room?
>"They? The enemy? They can't tell me what to do in my own base silly!"
Uh huh. Well how goes the war?
>"Don't ask me, I'm off duty! Go ask the secretary of the fence, Tom Jr.!"
>You look over and see his rock on a small wooden stool, wearing a teeny tiny army seargent hat
>Too much wut for one day
>You leave, giving Admiral a wave, and he salutes you on your way out
>You go back to your room and don't leave again for the day

>The next day you enter Doctor Octagonapus's Office and he's already there
>Dr.O:"Ready to begin?"
Sure
>"So tell me Anon. Say you were to see Fluttershy tomorow. How would you react?
Well, I'd probably try to just advoid her. Not much to say I guess
>"Okay, lets approach it this way. Imagine I'm Fluttershy, and you're seeing me for the first since your episode"
Okay
>"So, Hi Anon"
Hi Fluttershy
"....hows it going?"
Fine
.....
>He's silent, so you are too
>After a minute he speaks up again
>"Okay, so we gotta work on the whole communicating thing"
Well what do you want me to say, 'Hey, my mind makes me think you raped me, and its not entirely crazy for me to think because you did stalk me before that happened. So whats new with you?'
>He doesn't appreciate your sarcasm
>"Look Anon, we'll work on this more tomorow. I have a special session scheduled for tomorow, so we can cut this one short. Oh, and report to exam room B instead of here tomorow."

>You spend the rest of the day much as you did yesterday, except Candy comes by your room at about six and tells you you have a visitor
>You rush down the stairs and see Applejack in the waiting room again
>The night nurse is already on shift, and is eyeing you warily as you hug AJ
Hey Applejack!
>"Hey Anon! How're y'all holdin' up?"
Same as I was. Its so boooring here. I miss working on the farm and seeing you everyday too
>She blushes
>"Ah here ya' sugarcube. We all wish you was out and with us on the farm too. But, I brought ya'll something to do. Its.....a journal!"
>You fake enthusiasm for Applejack
>You never were much of a writer
Thanks Applejack
>You go for a hug, but she twists and grabs your face with her hooves
>"Come 'ere sugarcube"
>She plants her lips on yours, unexpectedly
>You kiss back, you'd never admitted it to someone else, but you had a crush on Applejack for a little while now

>The elderly night-shift pony calls "Oh get a room!"
>You smile, and call back
I have a room, but is that allowed here?
>AJ giggles
>Night-shift pony just huffs and goes back to her magazine
>After a few minutes, AJ leaves, and you head back to your room
>Tonight was a good night
>Things were looking up
>You and Applejack felt the same way about each other
>You had a 'special' session tomorow, which probably meant something good, right?
>And the war was going well
>You fell asleep content, for now
----
>Wake up
>shit and shower
>They didn't allow you razor blades to shave in here
>But you have sexy stubble for now, so its ok
>As long as you don't grow a neckbeard you'll be happy
>You stroll on out and head down to the first floor, towards examination room B

>You knock on the door, and Dr.O opens it for you
>"Hello Anon, please come on in"
>You walk inside and notice a chair up against a wall; it has straps on it
>"Anon, for your safety and the safety of those helping, I need you toget into those restraints."
Woah, what's going on here? Is this gonna hurt?
>"Hurt? No. We just want you to be safe and the ponies involved to be safe"
>You give him a look, and arch your eyebrow
>"Anon, you'll be fine. And this is key to you re-enetring society."
>You consent and sit down in the chair
I'm trusting you on this one Doc.
>"You have nothing to worry about Anon."
>He straps you in
>You hear a tapping at the door
>"Should I come in yet?"
>"Yes, I think we're about ready to begin"
>That voice
You didn't
>"Now Anon, I know its a little unorthodox, but I believe you and Fluttershy should talk this out. Then, when you two are done, she can come out and tell me personally how you did"
>He walks over, and lets Fluttershy in the room

>You hear the door click shut behind her
>Your heart starts beating frantically
>It was gonna happen again!
And you were tied up
AGAIN
>"H-hi Anon"
>You don't respond
>"Your doctor said we should talk about our relationship problems"
You know thats not what he said
>"Well, he didn't say it in those words exactly, but it doesn't matter now, because I can show you that you really do love me again"
>She trots towards you
Fluttershy, I'm begging you, don't
>"She begins to undo your jumpsuit
Wouldn't you rather me show you my love when i'm out of this nuthouse? Get me out of here and I'll fuck you five ways to sunday
>"Oh Anon, you and I both know thats a lie. So why don't you just sit back, and give Momma what she wants?"
She finally exposes your member, and raises a hoof
>Her wings snap upwards with a *pompf*
>She begins to stroke it up and down, and the softness of her hooves gets you hard almost instantly

>"Oh my! See how excited you were for me?"
Thats called biology Fluttershy. its only natural I'd react like that
>She doesn't respond because at this point her toungue is wrapped around the head of your member
>Giving it a slurp, she lowers her head and repositions herself
>Placing her toungue at the base of your shaft she gives it a long, slow lick upwards
>You involuntarily elicit a small moan, and Fluttershy smiles knowingly
>Then, opening her mouth, she places her lips on the tip of your cock
>Moving downwards, she engulfs your head, and then moves down your shaft
>Reaching the base, her head moves back up again
>She repeats the process again, but faster
>And again, gaining speed each time
>Her head goes from a bobbing to a pumping, her lips up and down the length of your member faster and faster
>Finally, the sensation sends you over the edge, and you release, painting her pink mouth and throat white
>She swalows it all, and suckles your cock for more until its completely dry
>Standing up, she says
>"I'll have to get us a longer session for tomorow, so maybe I can have some fun to"
>She redresses you, and walks out the door

>A minute later Dr.O comes storiming in
>"Fluttershy told me the things you said to her! If you want ANY chance of rehabilitation, you cannot say such things! You're lucky she's so kind, she agreed to meet again tomorow!"
>Heh, lucky
>So this was life now
>Fluttershy would keep you here, as her personal fucktoy
>And you couldn't do anything about it
>And to think you thought you were safe from her here
>Maybe you weren't safe from her anywhere
>Had this been her plan all along, or did your own issues get you in here, and hers wouldn't let you out?
>Maybe she was crazy
>Maybe there was no escape
>Maybe you were crazy