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- Blink.
- Blink.
- Blink.
- ...I'm waiting. I'm always waiting, it would seem. Waiting for something to happen off in some remote corner of the world, to send a message to some other less-remote corner of the world, and then find its way back to me.
- If I wait for long enough it'll eventually happen, but my ma always told me that a watched pot never boils. I don't boil a lot of things in pots, though. Mostly, I boil water in an electrical kettle which is extremely good at boiling water. Much faster than sticking an uncovered, uninsulated metal pot full of water on top of a gas hob and setting it off.
- For my electric kettle to boil "2 cups" of water (according to the markers on the window of the kettle) it takes roughly a minute. Since the "2 cups" marker is the minimum (why is there a minimum? Will the water get too hot if I don't put in a minimum?), I have to wait that long to get my *one* cup of tea.
- I don't mind the wait, though. The wait for a cup of tea distracts me for that one, sweet minute from the waiting I'm doing for something else to happen, which is inifinitely more tedious to wait for.
- In the minute I spend waiting for the kettle to boil, somebody interesting could turn up in the kitchen for me to talk to. If we get into a conversation about something interesting, then who am I to deny Fate this opportunity to distract me from my waiting?
- If I'm lucky, whoever walks in won't ask me about the thing I'm waiting for. The chances are pretty good that the true answer to their question is almost identical to the answer I gave last time they asked me.
- "Yeah, really good ... No, not quite yet, just a few more to do ... How about you?"
- The final part - the "how about you" part, that is - is a genuine question. It's not one of those polite questions you only use when you feel obliged to return the favour of asking about someone's work. No, quite the contrary; I don't want to talk about my work. My work is boring to me, so heaven knows what it must be to you. Look: tell me about what's going on with your work. I'll listen. I'll be interested.
- Alas, nobody has entered the kitchen, and my tea is now brewed. I suppose it's back to the desk, now.
- Blink.
- Blink.
- Blink.
- f. u. n. c. t. i. o. n. <space>. i. s. B. o. r. e. d.
- Blink.
- I wonder what's happening on Reddit.
- Click.
- I thought I'd unsubscribed to /r/atheism... why is it.. oh, I see. I haven't logged in. How curious.
- This isn't interesting either. You know what's interesting? Playing the guitar. Computer games are interesting. Creating computer games is interesting, too. Reading a novel is interesting. Watching a Korean film, that would be interesting too. Why am I sitting here wasting my own time and theirs, working at about 30% capacity and struggling to work any harder? If I told them, would they give me the day off? Would I finally get a check a thing or two off of my list of things to do?
- Would a day really make a difference? Is it lack of time that's bothering me, or is it the job? Is it just boring me?
- I never wanted to make business software, so why did I go into this? The money, I suppose. Someone gave me a copy of Visual Studio and a load of money and said, "make me a website," so I did. I don't even like working in .NET.
- No, when I was a kid all I wanted to do was design games. I wasn't bothered about money or exposure, just making games. Something to entertain and educate - something to test the mind and the body, and to tell a story. This story, perhaps.
- And yet, here I am, at the beginning of my career wondering two and a half years on whether I've made a huge mistake. But I can't leave now. They've got me hooked. I have friends here. I have a generous payslip and benefits package. It's got everything a great job should have, except intrigue. Surely that can't be the most important thing.
- I even get my own copy of Sublime Text. Whoop-de-do. It is a nice editor. I'm using it to write this story now. I turned on the setting which makes the cursor blink in a nice, faded manner rather than the harsher, default way that it blinks. Something like this:
- Blink.
- Blink.
- Blink.
- Blink.
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