trip

irked by the gai bar in the middle, not many people, very commercial local fakers too
'for me sunrise is not a new hope' - a Tunisian woman who reminds me that sunrise is a new hope for me. Heartwarming.......i thougth people just liked sports team in a tokenisted, strategic self presentation away. My brother said he was in real sadness and upset by his teams loss. That's something I learned about value system and value learning

don't be afraid and avoid emtoional trauma or you will end upp with the worse emotional truama - depression and anxiety

look at positives of why I dont like and feel scared of hugs as a kid and now cause maybe i was overly cuddled as kid maybe cause i am so cute attactive!

watching a segment on al jazeera - don't think it was bad trip think my sanity was saved on that day and it could have gone badly or call police or suicide etc or take...just like that electrical guy on tv who said i was saved on that day i was electrocuted and now i can steal scoop butter with electric shocked finger

i learned on this trip isolating myself and hidding my lesswrong and reddit and mentalhealth situation from my family is wrong and fearing adn reacting to them wrong, isncerely sit down and address their self improvment and document it and negotiate your own improvmenet like afmaily therapy



used to get bothered by asking where i am from but see it as positive like the white indian accent girl oon aljazeera: wow certainly getting a lot out of TV now!


Maybe kdnapped and human trafficked and unknown drug addict
Maybe night terror