Sheela - Today at 2:17 PM
Guy was your walk
How *
?
ZILLA - Today at 2:21 PM
co
saw a movie
relaxed
cleared my head
atwe
good birthda
Sheela - Today at 2:22 PM
Atwe?
ZILLA - Today at 2:22 PM
atw
ate
Sheela - Today at 2:23 PM
Where didja go?
ZILLA - Today at 2:23 PM
Pizza King.
Sheela - Today at 2:24 PM
What did you go see?
ZILLA - Today at 2:25 PM
Hidden Figures.
Sheela - Today at 2:25 PM
How was it?
ZILLA - Today at 2:26 PM
Boring. Horrible. A movie about black women and how they helped get white men on the moon. I told them to give me a ticket to whatever was about to start. That pulled the lucky number. Shit was dry af. Filled with a bunch of 60+ people. Obvs a movie for them. I nearly fell asleep towards the end.
Sheela - Today at 2:26 PM
Rofl
I'm sorry
Did you clear your head?
Do you feel better?
?
ZILLA - Today at 2:31 PM
not really. but i can deal
Sheela - Today at 2:31 PM
What's wrong
Just talk about  it
You're bottling it up and dragging yourself down in your own birthday
Why?
?
ZILLA - Today at 2:35 PM
idk
just something.
it started with you last night
because like
you said it started out of nowhere
and it just happened
but it didn't have too
you could have stopped it at any time
you know i've been magoo since I haven't had the chance to roleplay or anything like that and my birthday was basically here and that was what I asked for my birthday.
Sheela - Today at 2:36 PM
I didn't know that's what you asked for for your birthday because you didn't ask me for the writing prompt
ZILLA - Today at 2:36 PM
But then, more than that. I dunno. The Sabine thing got me pretty down, when I told Doc to tell her weeks and weeks ago. Then Doc was all like. It'll be late. But I'll figure something out. It's like. Why the fuck did I bother telling anyone anything if they werre just going toi delay it to the last moment anyway?
Sheela - Today at 2:37 PM
I was drawing  for you
ZILLA - Today at 2:37 PM
So, it's whatever man, I don't need anyone else to chill on my birthday. I got myself. I'm cool. I'm good. I can go out and eat again later and enjoy my day. Because most people just don't give a fuck.
Layne gets some credit for having that shit done ahead of time, being prepped to give it to me and all that.
Sheela - Today at 2:37 PM
I give a fuck
ZILLA - Today at 2:37 PM
'Eh, I know you do.
But I don't wanna talk about it.
I'm just having a eh birthday.
Maybe I'll feel better tomorrow
but the day is pretty much ruined.
Sheela - Today at 2:41 PM
I had plans to draw you even more than you asked for.
ZILLA - Today at 2:41 PM
i dont want it, but thanks.
Sheela - Today at 2:41 PM
I had plans to take you out, spend time with just you
And you treat me like I killed you
Luke I'm trash
Like*
Just because of some roleplaying. You say vile things to me and somehow it's still my fault
It's petty and childish and you hurt me
You can be so selfish. You want and you want but giving in return I have to ask for directly
And usually I have no problem with that. I remind you that hey it'd be nice to be included
And I include you in art when I. Can
ZILLA - Today at 2:44 PM
this is not about you bob
im sorry for what i said, i was hurt
im over it now
but i just dont want anything from anyone
i just want to be this way
i want to be mad
Sheela - Today at 2:45 PM
But now I'm Satan because I roleplayed an idea that you could have liked with someone else
It's petty and it's jealous
And I shouldn't be the person you lash out at
When you're upset with others
I should be the last person you lash out at
I offer you love and affection seemingly without limit, I devote myself to you, I try to make you happy and ask for very little I'm return
And I don't deserve this treatment even if you're mad
I don't care if you're mad. When I'm mad at others i talk to you about it
I seek comfort
You say horrible things to me so I'll be mad along with you
That's not cool
I don't care if it's your birthday, it's not a license to treat me like dirt
Never compare me to vexx again. I mean it. You did it twice and rubbed it in my face
VEXX DOES THIS VEXX DOES THAT
We get it
Vexx is God, vexx is untouchable
ZILLA - Today at 2:49 PM
ok
Sheela - Today at 2:49 PM
I could have lied to you
I could have just sat here and lied
ZILLA - Today at 2:50 PM
you
arent making it better
like
youre just making this worse
this isnt helping anyone but yourself
so whatever
thanks for the birthday wishes
Sheela - Today at 2:50 PM
I'm not trying to make it fucking  better
ZILLA - Today at 2:50 PM
you're the best
please leave me alone
Sheela - Today at 2:50 PM
You treated me like trash
I don't give a fuck if it's your birthday you don't treat the person you love like trash
It's not a license to be a dick
It's not some impenetrable shield that you get to hide behind when you hurt someone
So fine
Go ahead and sulk about how horrible it is that people gave you money and some people attempted to write for you
Go ahead and complain that the nice things people did weren't nice enough
Go ahead and while that your wife wanted to draw you nice things and spend the day with you but that was somehow ruined by text on a screen written at someone else's face that she could have lied about but she's gone out of her way to be exceedingly honest with  you so you never feel uncomfortable
I'm donw
Done*
I'm not gonna sit here and feel bad just because you feel like your birthday wasn't good enough
I was happy on mine just to have you
I asked for almost nothing
And you ask for things and then act like a spoiled child when you get them or something different
You're 28 now.
Act it.