yeah...
[12/14/2014 9:20:27 PM] Hikaru: I can play AtWart if you multitask
[12/14/2014 9:20:32 PM] *** Hikaru offers ***
[12/14/2014 9:20:52 PM] Garzerlake: >.>
[12/14/2014 9:20:55 PM] Garzerlake: No... you suck, lol.
[12/14/2014 9:21:01 PM] Garzerlake: Yeah, I'm not gonna post...
[12/14/2014 9:24:05 PM] Hikaru: Why?
[12/14/2014 9:25:25 PM] Garzerlake: I'll post tonight.
[12/14/2014 9:25:29 PM] Garzerlake: But I won't do the deal. -.-
[12/14/2014 9:25:43 PM] Garzerlake: I'm not gonna succumb to your RP-is-life, Hik.
[12/14/2014 9:26:51 PM] Hikaru: Just figured since you wanted to play the game with someone
[12/14/2014 9:28:57 PM] Garzerlake: Ah.
[12/14/2014 9:33:02 PM] Hikaru: I just don't get it...
[12/14/2014 9:33:45 PM] Hikaru: In real life you tried to offer me deal after deal for me to make you my posting bitch (why? I still don't understand). Then online when I try to make deals for the posting part to a lesser degree than posting bitch you get offended/Maddish. What's more add to the fact in the past when I begged you to post online you just lol'd or playfully got mad never actually angry as far as chat logs go. You're confusing me... A lot. I can't tell what's right, what's wrong, what's allowed, what's gonna make you blow up, or what's playful, how far I can carry begging of joke begging or even asking. I can't tell any of it anymore.
[12/14/2014 9:36:25 PM] Garzerlake: Hrm... I know what you mean. I think online interactions are different. We can't see each other smile, for example.
[12/14/2014 9:36:50 PM] Garzerlake: And like, when I said "I felt like it" to your question, if you saw me say that IRL, you probably would have a different reaction.
[12/14/2014 9:37:00 PM] Garzerlake: It would have been easier to see that I wasn't being a smartass.
[12/14/2014 9:37:02 PM] Garzerlake: And vice-vesa.
[12/14/2014 9:37:04 PM] Garzerlake: versa*
[12/14/2014 9:37:34 PM] Garzerlake: Though, I don't think I should be  your posting bitch, anyway. Posting really gets on my nerves after a while.
[12/14/2014 9:37:41 PM] Garzerlake: So I dont' think we should make deals of it, anymore.
[12/14/2014 9:38:00 PM] Garzerlake: I think IRL, I was thinking with my dick, too. :/
[12/14/2014 9:38:21 PM] Hikaru: Oh
[12/14/2014 9:38:47 PM] Hikaru: You started trying to make deals so I thought it was fine..
[12/14/2014 9:39:17 PM] Hikaru: Again you're confusing me a lot
[12/14/2014 9:39:29 PM] Garzerlake: Yeah... sorry, Hik...
[12/14/2014 9:43:59 PM] Hikaru: Then there's as I said the past before we lived together. You'd playfully get mad at me begging you to post but you never got frustrated and mad or blocked me or threatened to block me over it. Why now?
[12/14/2014 9:44:39 PM] Garzerlake: Over time, the tension I have with you builds.
[12/14/2014 9:45:39 PM] Hikaru: It's really hard to tell limits now
[12/14/2014 9:46:55 PM] Garzerlake: yeah... sorry.
[12/14/2014 9:49:52 PM] Hikaru: I'm just saying like you say you'd  post tonight and I was gonna ask when or remind you before you go to bed but at the same time I can't help but worry you're going to bite my head off for dare asking.

And then you're kinda back happy... In the past no matter what tension we had you never blocked me unless it was a huge fight like breaking a deal, the half life death match one I think. Actually I think I blocked you more then you ever blocked me before back then. Now... ...I'm lost.
[12/14/2014 9:51:25 PM] Garzerlake: Yeah... again, the tension grew and grew.
[12/14/2014 9:55:34 PM] Hikaru: What to do about it? Victor says its lack of communication... But it seems like I'm the only one that tries to communicate lately. You just auto-rage and before that auto-block or... Auto "done with you" instead of trying to talk it out..
[12/14/2014 10:00:51 PM] Garzerlake: How does he explain that as lack of communication?
[12/14/2014 10:00:58 PM | Edited 10:01:03 PM] Garzerlake: ANd you told him about me being your post bitch? lol. >.>
[12/14/2014 10:02:48 PM] Hikaru: No
[12/14/2014 10:03:02 PM] Hikaru: The autoblocks
[12/14/2014 10:04:02 PM] Hikaru: And auto rages
[12/14/2014 10:04:21 PM] Garzerlake: oh
[12/14/2014 10:04:27 PM] Garzerlake: It might be that, too...
[12/14/2014 10:04:29 PM] Garzerlake: the lack of communication.
[12/14/2014 10:06:02 PM] Hikaru: But I seem like the only one trying
[12/14/2014 10:06:10 PM] Garzerlake: Yeah...
[12/14/2014 10:06:15 PM] Garzerlake: Cuz of the tension.
[12/14/2014 10:13:23 PM] Hikaru: So how do we communicate better?
[12/14/2014 10:13:54 PM] Garzerlake: Well... we try to communicate through ways that make a good day.
[12/14/2014 10:13:56 PM] Garzerlake: Like games...
[12/14/2014 10:13:59 PM] Garzerlake: Other than the RP.
[12/14/2014 10:14:00 PM] Garzerlake: >.>
[12/14/2014 10:14:06 PM] Garzerlake: STO, yeah, I got bored...
[12/14/2014 10:14:11 PM] Garzerlake: So it's sorta tricky, right now.
[12/14/2014 10:16:55 PM] Garzerlake: Well...
[12/14/2014 10:16:55 PM] Garzerlake: :/
[12/14/2014 10:17:01 PM] Garzerlake: I'm not so sure when it comes to talking.

So uh.. can I ask you to post before you go to bed or soonish without you biting my head off?
[12/14/2014 11:46:59 PM] Garzerlake: sure
[12/14/2014 11:47:05 PM] *** Garzerlake bites Hikky's head off. : 3 ***
[12/14/2014 11:47:10 PM] Hikaru: ...
[12/14/2014 11:49:35 PM] Hikaru: You don't say sure if you do it anyways
[12/14/2014 11:50:09 PM] Hikaru: And just so this doesn't get confused when I say post I don't mean just Caelum, but the Salve RP too. Just so there's no confusion.
[12/14/2014 11:51:02 PM] Garzerlake: kay
[12/14/2014 11:51:06 PM] Garzerlake: salve, lol.
[12/15/2014 1:13:05 AM] Hikaru: *Slave
[12/15/2014 1:13:19 AM] Garzerlake: You said you wouldn't nag.
[12/15/2014 1:13:20 AM] Garzerlake: -.-
[12/15/2014 1:13:43 AM] Hikaru: I was fixing the typo I didn't notice
[12/15/2014 1:13:55 AM] Garzerlake: Caelum
Hikaru turns into broken record.
[12/15/2014 1:14:00 AM] Garzerlake: Don't play stupid with me.
[12/15/2014 1:14:25 AM] Hikaru: That was a joke hence the broken record thing...
[12/15/2014 1:14:29 AM] Garzerlake: Yeah...
[12/15/2014 1:14:32 AM] Garzerlake: I dunno.
[12/15/2014 1:14:36 AM] Garzerlake: I"m cautious, right now.
[12/15/2014 1:14:43 AM] Hikaru: Sorry..
[12/15/2014 1:42:59 AM] Garzerlake: Gonna sleep, now. Laters, Hikky!
[12/15/2014 1:43:33 AM] Hikaru: So no post in pm before...? Kay them night..
[12/15/2014 1:44:28 AM] Garzerlake: no...
[12/15/2014 1:45:36 AM] Hikaru: Kinda led me to believe you were
[12/15/2014 1:46:30 AM] Garzerlake: I do one tomorrow.
[12/15/2014 1:46:32 AM] Garzerlake: Sorry...
[12/15/2014 1:46:33 AM] Garzerlake: But yeah.
[12/15/2014 1:46:40 AM] Garzerlake: I'll do a few, maybe tomorrow.
[12/15/2014 1:46:47 AM] Garzerlake: Laters.

I did.
[12/15/2014 3:44:47 PM] Garzerlake: And random?
[12/15/2014 3:44:49 PM] Garzerlake: oh
[12/15/2014 3:46:43 PM] Hikaru: Er can you post in pm now? Not nagging.... Just reminding once
[12/15/2014 3:47:14 PM] Garzerlake: k...
[12/15/2014 3:59:32 PM] Hikaru: I was just reminding you since you said you'd do it last night before bed and never did.
[12/15/2014 5:34:19 PM] Garzerlake: Ugh.
[12/15/2014 5:34:25 PM] Garzerlake: I know it's my post in Caelum.
[12/15/2014 5:52:11 PM] Garzerlake: I'll never let you hear the end of it. :P
[12/15/2014 5:52:36 PM] Hikaru: I could counter that
[12/15/2014 5:52:43 PM] Garzerlake: lolwithwhat?
[12/15/2014 5:52:49 PM] Hikaru: Nagging
[12/15/2014 5:52:52 PM] Hikaru: Lol
[12/15/2014 5:52:56 PM] Garzerlake: >.>
[12/15/2014 5:52:58 PM] Garzerlake: I can counter that.
[12/15/2014 5:53:04 PM] Garzerlake: With simply not posting.
[12/15/2014 5:53:10 PM] Hikaru: Nooooo
[12/15/2014 5:53:20 PM] Garzerlake: Then be a good girl and don't nag! : 3
[12/15/2014 5:53:41 PM] Garzerlake: Btw... when you took those pics, you didn't shave. Damn you.
[12/15/2014 5:55:17 PM] Hikaru: Thats another deal since you already got more than dealed.
[12/15/2014 5:55:34 PM] Garzerlake: >.>
[12/15/2014 5:55:46 PM] Garzerlake: You're that hairy?
[12/15/2014 5:56:27 PM] Hikaru: When I don't have a razor with me.
[12/15/2014 5:57:26 PM] Garzerlake: What's the next deal? >.>
[12/15/2014 5:58:39 PM] Hikaru: If you wanted shaved.
[12/15/2014 6:00:10 PM | Edited 6:00:16 PM] Garzerlake: I mean, what do I have to do to see it shaved?
[12/15/2014 6:02:46 PM] Garzerlake: I want a front pic, and a close-up.
[12/15/2014 6:02:51 PM | Edited 6:02:57 PM] Garzerlake: Shaved, this time. >.>
[12/15/2014 6:03:12 PM] Hikaru: Same deal is what I meant
[12/15/2014 6:03:24 PM] Garzerlake: A week of posting?
[12/15/2014 6:03:33 PM] Hikaru: Probably
[12/15/2014 6:03:47 PM] Garzerlake: What you mean by same deal, then?
[12/15/2014 6:05:00 PM] Hikaru: That's what I meant was a week of posting. But... I rethought it as That'd just accompany another long break or longer
[12/15/2014 6:05:45 PM] Garzerlake: Fine... after the end of the week of the chess deal, I'll be your post bitch for a week, and I have only 3 days of break?
[12/15/2014 6:05:49 PM] Garzerlake: THEN you give me the pics?
[12/15/2014 6:07:01 PM] Garzerlake: A front pic, and a close-up pic.
[12/15/2014 6:07:03 PM] Garzerlake: Deal?
[12/15/2014 6:07:13 PM] Hikaru: I'll think about it
[12/15/2014 6:07:24 PM] Garzerlake: Why?
[12/15/2014 6:07:38 PM] Garzerlake: I'll do 2 days, then...
[12/15/2014 6:07:44 PM] Garzerlake: As in, a 2-day break...
[12/15/2014 6:08:59 PM] Hikaru: I still have to think about it before I decide. Since you got raged and I still had to practically beg the deal
[12/15/2014 6:09:34 PM] Garzerlake: Well, I mean, you give me the pics after the week, and if you don't feel that I did enough, just add on another day, or something.
[12/15/2014 6:10:44 PM] Hikaru: And get blocked..
[12/15/2014 6:11:07 PM] Garzerlake: If I block you, then you just don't give me pics...
[12/15/2014 6:11:22 PM] Garzerlake: So if I did block you, you just got free posts.
[12/15/2014 6:11:39 PM] Hikaru: But then I'd still be blocked which I'm not sure I wanna risk
[12/15/2014 6:11:56 PM] Garzerlake: Eh... I'd thinking about blocking you if I get to have those pics.
[12/15/2014 6:12:15 PM] Garzerlake: As in, I would keep the pics in mind if I feel like blocking you.
[12/15/2014 6:12:24 PM] Garzerlake: I promise I won't block you this time. >.>
[12/15/2014 6:14:56 PM] Garzerlake: ^
[12/15/2014 6:15:29 PM] Hikaru: Okay... I guess
[12/15/2014 6:15:45 PM] Garzerlake: Thanks, Hik!
[12/15/2014 6:15:49 PM] Garzerlake: So, deal?
[12/15/2014 6:16:10 PM] Hikaru: Deal..
[12/15/2014 6:16:23 PM] Garzerlake: THanks. I hope I earn my trust.
[12/15/2014 6:16:56 PM] Garzerlake: And btw... I was thinking that if I visit you, and Dan and James are gone somewhere, you sit on my lap?
[12/15/2014 6:17:46 PM] Garzerlake: Oh wait. You don't have that apartment, anymore. Oh, well.
[12/15/2014 6:18:43 PM] Hikaru: We're there right now packing
[12/15/2014 6:18:50 PM] Garzerlake: ah
[12/15/2014 6:18:56 PM] Hikaru: Till the summons is given
[12/15/2014 6:19:08 PM] Hikaru: But working on getting a place.
[12/15/2014 6:19:15 PM] Garzerlake: Summons?
[12/15/2014 6:19:39 PM] Hikaru: The court evict
[12/15/2014 6:19:49 PM] Garzerlake: oh
[12/15/2014 6:19:51 PM] Garzerlake: :/
[12/15/2014 6:19:52 PM] Garzerlake: Meh.
[12/15/2014 6:20:36 PM] Garzerlake: But yeah, I was thinking that... uhhh... Something that would actually not make me mad for being your post bitch, if you still had that apartment.
[12/15/2014 6:20:55 PM] Garzerlake: Though, you probably won't do it.
[12/15/2014 6:26:26 PM] Hikaru: What?
[12/15/2014 6:28:03 PM] Garzerlake: Basically, I sit at your computer. You strip completely naked, and you it on my lap, and you post  on your laptop.
[12/15/2014 6:31:32 PM] Hikaru: ...
[12/15/2014 6:32:14 PM] Hikaru: I have to think on that one for a while. A long while.
[12/15/2014 6:32:32 PM] Garzerlake: lol, okay.
[12/15/2014 6:32:36 PM] Garzerlake: But yeah...
[12/15/2014 6:32:51 PM] Garzerlake: That's if or when I get to visit you and Dan and James go out somewhere.
[12/15/2014 6:32:58 PM] Hikaru: Yeah
[12/15/2014 6:33:34 PM] Hikaru: For now can you please post the post you said you'd post last night but then went to bed and said you'd post today?
[12/15/2014 6:33:46 PM] Hikaru: That was a total tongue twister
[12/15/2014 6:38:33 PM] Garzerlake: lol
[12/15/2014 6:38:34 PM] Garzerlake: yeah...

Hmm
[12/15/2014 9:06:31 PM] Hikaru: Posuto kudasai
[12/15/2014 9:09:42 PM] Hikaru: ^
[12/15/2014 9:13:19 PM] Garzerlake: -.-
[12/15/2014 9:13:27 PM] Garzerlake: Quit nagging me!
[12/15/2014 9:16:26 PM] Hikaru: ..I thought you'd find that funny
[12/15/2014 9:17:35 PM] Garzerlake: yeah, yeah.
[12/15/2014 9:17:36 PM] Garzerlake: no
[12/15/2014 9:18:19 PM] Hikaru: ...
[12/15/2014 9:23:08 PM] Hikaru: So why find it funny in chat but not IM? I sent it in IM before chat but got no answer so I sent it to chat.
[12/15/2014 9:24:44 PM] Garzerlake: eh...
[12/15/2014 9:24:49 PM] Garzerlake: the convo made it funny.
[12/15/2014 9:24:54 PM] Garzerlake: But the thing itself is annoying.

But the thing itself is annoying.
[12/15/2014 9:26:52 PM] Garzerlake: I hate this format.
[12/15/2014 9:26:59 PM] Garzerlake: How do you change the Skype skin?
[12/15/2014 9:27:08 PM] Hikaru: I dunno
[12/15/2014 9:27:12 PM] Hikaru: I leave it default
[12/15/2014 9:28:01 PM] Hikaru: And then don't say you'll do something and not do it for hours to a day. Like seriously, you said yesderday but then when I reminded you, you went to bed, and then you said today, but I swear you'll probably go to bed without doing so. Only being annoying because I was told something would happen 20+ hours ago and it didn't.
[12/15/2014 9:28:32 PM] Garzerlake: kay...
[12/15/2014 9:28:35 PM] Garzerlake: ffs
[12/15/2014 9:28:37 PM] Garzerlake: Wait.
[12/15/2014 9:28:38 PM] Garzerlake: I DID fucking post.
[12/15/2014 9:28:43 PM] Garzerlake: Don't fucking manipulate me.
[12/15/2014 9:28:44 PM] Garzerlake: -.-
[12/15/2014 9:28:56 PM] Garzerlake: Yeah, I said it 20 hours ago.
[12/15/2014 9:28:58 PM] Garzerlake: I did it since.
[12/15/2014 9:29:00 PM] Hikaru: I meant PM. You said you would yesterday to PM. I'm not manipulating you
[12/15/2014 9:29:05 PM] Garzerlake: Bah.
[12/15/2014 9:30:00 PM] Hikaru: I mean if you're not going to do it then you should have just said that yeserday. But to keep saying you would over and over is leading me on.
[12/15/2014 9:32:38 PM] Garzerlake: Fine... don't expect me to...
[12/15/2014 9:32:46 PM] Garzerlake: I think I said that, when I first mentioned breaks.
[12/15/2014 9:32:46 PM] Garzerlake: >.>
[12/15/2014 9:33:29 PM] Hikaru: ...After telling me you would the one time. ... Okay then, well I got lead on. I wouldn't have expected it if you didn't say you would.
[12/15/2014 9:37:03 PM] Hikaru: This is what pissed me off about the deal. The deal was you got your pics and I would get posting for a week whenever I said to post,but of course moderation. You got moderation, I didn't ask it every waking minute or hour. But then when I did remind you got pissed yet said you would. Hours go by, remind you again because you said you would, still none, hours more, finally when you do you it was because I had to nag because you led me on to think you were going to and didn't. I don't think there's a point in making deals because  I don't get my entire half without problems.

So it's probably not a good idea to do that other one.
[12/15/2014 9:44:35 PM] Garzerlake: Yeah, reminding me hours after hour is you know... sorta nagging
[12/15/2014 9:44:36 PM] Garzerlake: .-.-
[12/15/2014 9:44:38 PM] Garzerlake: -.-*
[12/15/2014 9:44:42 PM] Garzerlake: So don't bend the rules with me.
[12/15/2014 9:44:58 PM] Garzerlake: And it's a good idea to do the other one, cuz I would have to post for a week first.
[12/15/2014 9:45:14 PM] Garzerlake: Since you already knew that, I conclude that you're purposely trying to start a problem, to try to get me to post.
[12/15/2014 9:45:16 PM] Garzerlake: Yeah, no.
[12/15/2014 9:45:28 PM] Hikaru: ?
[12/15/2014 9:45:48 PM] Garzerlake: These sentences are too complicated for you to understand? >.>
[12/15/2014 9:48:10 PM] Hikaru: I'm simply saying I don't trust the other deal because I know it won't work.
[12/15/2014 9:51:48 PM] Garzerlake: You don't know it will work.
[12/15/2014 9:51:49 PM] Garzerlake: wow...
[12/15/2014 9:52:06 PM] Garzerlake: You don't know it will, you don't know it won't.
[12/15/2014 9:52:09 PM] Garzerlake: How will it not?
[12/15/2014 9:52:23 PM] Garzerlake: -.-
[12/15/2014 9:52:25 PM] Garzerlake: YOu know it won't work.
[12/15/2014 9:52:28 PM] Garzerlake: You know the future!
[12/15/2014 9:52:29 PM] Garzerlake: holy shit!
[12/15/2014 9:52:43 PM] Garzerlake: Obviously, you don't.
[12/15/2014 9:52:44 PM] Garzerlake: And you know it.
[12/15/2014 9:52:48 PM] Garzerlake: Therefore, you're causing a problem.
[12/15/2014 9:52:50 PM] Garzerlake: Deliberately.
[12/15/2014 9:54:52 PM] Hikaru: Just forget any deals.
[12/15/2014 9:54:59 PM] Garzerlake: kay
[12/15/2014 9:55:10 PM] Garzerlake: Be a bitch.
[12/15/2014 9:55:15 PM] Garzerlake: YOu and your stupid religious logic.
[12/15/2014 10:21:09 PM] Hikaru: There you don't have to worry about it anymore. BBL.
[12/15/2014 10:40:03 PM] Garzerlake: k
[12/15/2014 11:55:36 PM] Garzerlake: Quit nagging me. -.-
[12/15/2014 11:58:05 PM] Garzerlake: You're doing this on purpose, now. It's getting obvious.