you.
[1:24] Draaek: same brb
[1:24] FifteenthMember: im here~
[1:24] Draaek: THERE YOU ARE
[1:24] FifteenthMember: hehe
Hi
*waves*
[1:25] Draaek: I swear I have no idea how to play akali
cries
[1:25] FifteenthMember: also
can we speak in pm this time
cos /r is shorter than /all
[1:26] Draaek: but shift enter is even faster
but ok
[1:26] FifteenthMember: oh wut
You can shift enter
NEVER MIND xD
[1:26] Draaek: yes
[1:26] FifteenthMember: well
gl draaek
You're nerfed
[1:26] Draaek: aye
[1:26] FifteenthMember: so I have a chance again xD
[1:26] Draaek: AYE
AYE
AYE
AYE
AYE
[1:30] : yes that is my name
I swear this is so unfair I cant even reach you
either we do ranged ranged or melee melee
[1:33] : lol yes
[1:34] FifteenthMember: also sorry for wasting time
[1:34] Draaek: this one is ready
lol its k
[1:34] FifteenthMember: we have to go through entire loading screen again
[1:34] Draaek: yes
lol
[1:40] : can you receive this?
k, I', stuck walking in base
lag op
I'll be mid in a sec hopefully
IF brand would stop walking like and idiot
restarting dont quit
[1:46] : its down again
baited for the combo
ha
[1:49] : and I had my hand in the wrong key lol
wanted qer but I went req
had you ever fought a brand before?
[1:53] : well I wasted flash......
lol k
k
[1:55] : bush attack
lol hi it was used already
a brand was there
there
lol
I had to die tho
[1:58] : lolololol
bait op
I'm the kind of player that can sit in a bush for ages to get a good combo
[2:01] : fire over fire = op
[2:02] FifteenthMember: LOL
[2:02] Draaek: lol
at least you missed the ult
AGAIN
[2:03] FifteenthMember: I got that kill
idc xD
[2:03] Draaek: legit
[2:03] FifteenthMember: You tho
[2:03] Draaek: so gj
[2:03] FifteenthMember: I can't believe you zhonyad on me
lol
[2:03] Draaek: :P
#worth
[2:03] FifteenthMember: huhu
it was like the only time you could use it in the game xD
[2:03] Draaek: yep
I wanted to piss you off
because I knew
you would ult to kill me
and I could be like
NOPE
:P
[2:04] FifteenthMember: huhu
you know me so well
#predictableplayer xD
[2:04] Draaek: lol yea
I'm not apparently
because I've had a renek mirror lane
but they can't predict my combo
at all
and they always lose
[2:05] FifteenthMember: wow lol
you are good at league then :P
[2:05] Draaek: meh
ish
I've learned from a good renek player tho
so maybe that is
well, I placed silver 2 my first season
then b4 but carried myself to s3
[2:06] FifteenthMember: isn' it...
8pm at your place?
[2:06] Draaek: so maybe I'm somewhat good
I want gold this season
[2:06] FifteenthMember: You are good lol
Yup
[2:06] Draaek: and I will duo queue with kenna to get her to gold
[2:06] FifteenthMember: You can make gold
[2:06] Draaek: gray was like, I can carry myself
[2:06] FifteenthMember: double team :P
gl
[2:07] Draaek: so kenna will have me all day for ranked
[2:07] FifteenthMember: are you not
going to your dinner now?
you're like wasting your christmas sitting here with me
:P
[2:08] Draaek: eh
dad is still taking a shower so
idc
lol
[2:08] FifteenthMember: kik
*lol
well
[2:08] Draaek: nice typo
[2:08] FifteenthMember: at least my holiday isn't as bad as I thought it'd be
also
i should really play league properly
to get to lvl 30 on a server
or else It'll be season 6 where I finally get a rank xD
[2:09] Draaek: lol
I would love to help mid but you know I'm not made for it
it you ever want to learn top tho
I'm your drag
[2:10] FifteenthMember: yah
my drag
not my dawg
[2:10] Draaek: lame
[2:10] FifteenthMember: I am going to play lulu top
[2:10] Draaek: DONT SPAM LAUGH
[2:10] FifteenthMember: because her W
[2:10] Draaek: ELSE YOUR TEAM WILL HATE YOU
[2:10] FifteenthMember: loool
that's the most important tip
right? xD
[2:11] Draaek: yep
mostly because I have no idea how to lulu
but I have a friend
that plays her supp
so she can help
[2:11] FifteenthMember: well I know her supp
I think it's mostly the same top
idk
I'll read guides
also
you have a friend for everything xD
[2:12] Draaek: most people go ad lulu top
[2:12] FifteenthMember: it's funny
[2:12] Draaek: or attack speed ad
lol yea
[2:12] FifteenthMember: but most damage comes from Qs, no?
[2:12] Draaek: well that is what they main so
what can I do
honestly
[2:12] FifteenthMember: Well, I guess
[2:12] Draaek: idk
[2:12] FifteenthMember: Qs slow and autos to deal the damage
[2:12] Draaek: yea prob the most damage
but soo annoying in a renek lulu lane
cause poly op
[2:13] FifteenthMember: well
[2:13] Draaek: I cant do my combo
[2:13] FifteenthMember: lulu vs melee
win
[2:13] Draaek: cause that blocks me from e away
[2:14] FifteenthMember: question
most often or not
are you happy or upset these days?
[2:14] Draaek: uh
idk
in what sense do you mean it
[2:15] FifteenthMember: do you find yourself feeling happy most of the time
or bad most of the time
[2:15] Draaek: but as in during holiday or any day
[2:15] FifteenthMember: idk
"these days"
this month
this year
idk
lol
[2:16] Draaek: lol
[2:16] FifteenthMember: xD
[2:16] Draaek: well for me it depends
because usually I hate the world
so I'm always upset that something happens and I tend to be blamed or having my mom angry at me for whatever thing at home
or I lose games or yada yada
but when I'm around friends, especially kenna during this weeks I feel great
because I can share stories
and talk
and feel free from my life and all of that for a few hours
so its great
[2:18] FifteenthMember: I seeeee
Alright then
[2:18] Draaek: but then after that or sometimes during that when mom bugs me for something its back to the I hate world
why the question tho
[2:18] FifteenthMember: well
you endure the "I hate" parts
just to look forward to the next time you speak with your friends
[2:19] Draaek: but that still does not answer my question
[2:19] FifteenthMember: oh
idk
I just asked
[2:20] Draaek: really
as if you could come up with that question out of thin air
[2:20] FifteenthMember: you'd be surprised xD
[2:20] Draaek: at least tell me about you in that same situation lol
[2:20] FifteenthMember: hmm
the amount of times I smile or laugh are far and few these days
But I least there are times when they happen
So I'm able to sludge through
[2:22] Draaek: yea sounds like me before you two showed up lol
this one had friends but not friends that talk this much
[2:22] FifteenthMember: yup
I'm glad I have you
It's interesting talking to you :D
Just being in a conversation with someone is enough to feel happy
[2:23] Draaek: except when its a bad conversation
[2:24] FifteenthMember: yeah
we haven't had a bad conversation yet
and I don't plan on having one xD
[2:24] Draaek: neither this one wants one
[2:24] FifteenthMember: and I know that the worst thing
[2:24] Draaek: I'll just tell you the same I told kenna, if you want to shout because of anything, even if its against me, feel free to do so.
I'll always listen
and I wont judge
[2:25] FifteenthMember: lolwut
Why would I shout against you?
but yeah
that's what I was about to say
I know that the worst thing
[2:25] Draaek: (cough gray mad at me sometimes cough)
[2:25] FifteenthMember: aww
you giys make up after tho...
[2:26] Draaek: its been tough tho
[2:26] FifteenthMember: you can't have something good without sacrifice
anyway
as i was saying
i know that the worst thing in the world
[2:28] : can be having a problem that you have to bottle up to ourself
*yourself
because there's no other person that would listen to you talking about them
So you're just alone, self-managing
forever
So, well, yeah
[2:29] Draaek: you literally summed up my life
[2:29] FifteenthMember: don't feel like that
Because I can be that person to listen
:D
[2:30] Draaek: that is why I always tell everyone, I listen but wont judge
[2:30] FifteenthMember: The first time I had someone like that was Kenna
but y'know
I don't have her, anymore do I?
[2:31] Draaek: because even your friends could see something in you that they dont like but they keep it just to not hurt
and then that can hurt more later
HEY
stop killing yourself over it
[2:31] FifteenthMember: I'm not
[2:31] Draaek: I already told you that eventually you two will patch up things
[2:31] FifteenthMember: err
[2:31] Draaek: and can go back to being great friends
and if not I will die tring so
[2:32] FifteenthMember: I am nearly certain that will never happen
unforunately L/
*:/
We rarely speak
and whenever we do
We're under this awkward atmosphere
[2:32] Draaek: IDGAF WHAT YOU TWO THINK
IF I HAVE TO RISK EVERYTHING
THEN SO I WILL
[2:32] FifteenthMember: where we're not sure what we are and are not allowed to say
[2:33] Draaek: I DONT WANT TO HAVE TWO FRIENDS HATING EACH OTHER
BUT BOTH BEING MY FRIENDS AT THE SAME TIME
[2:33] FifteenthMember: I far from hate her...
I just miss her
that's all
But that's why I sometimes think it's not a good idea talking about it with you
Because I know she's your friend too
So I might just put you into an uncomfortable position
I have 90% moved on
[2:35] Draaek: then why dont go and tell her "I know that after what happened we feel awkward talking and all of that but I miss your friendship so how about we keep being friends and leave what happened behind"
[2:35] FifteenthMember: But sometimes there's still that other 10% that comes back around
well
well Draaek
shall I tell you the reasons why?
ALSO
[2:37] Draaek: listen I only tell you that because I've always been shy to tell people stuff and I end up regreting not doing so when the time was perfect
[2:37] FifteenthMember: you know not to mention any of this to her right?
Yeah, I know
[2:38] Draaek: aye dw I only tell her stupid stuff like your waterfall diagram
:P
[2:38] FifteenthMember: omg lol xD
[2:38] Draaek: yano things that dont really affect your situation
[2:38] FifteenthMember: it was a beautifl diagarm tho :P
[2:38] Draaek: SRY I COULD NOT STOP LAUGHING AT IT
[2:38] FifteenthMember: huhu
Hey
I smiled just now
woohoo
alright
I better explain
[2:39] Draaek: but yea I only say things like that, from the game or other stuff that are related to what you tell me about me or yayda
[2:39] FifteenthMember: on paper, we've already agreed to put everyhting behind and to be "friends"
[2:39] Draaek: but never anything that you say that relates to her
[2:40] FifteenthMember: but firstly
because of time zones, we never see each other
and before, she used to come on the IRC to talk to me
[2:41] Draaek: isnt it harder for me to see you more than her? I'm one extra hour behind
[2:41] FifteenthMember: Yes, but on weekdays, you go on the internet in school xD
[2:41] Draaek: :P
[2:41] FifteenthMember: On weekends
she only comes on the IRC rarely
and doesn't talk much
so I barely see her at all
[2:42] Draaek: As far as I know she is in a skype group from all of her school
[2:42] FifteenthMember: yeah, i know
[2:42] Draaek: so she is prob taking there
[2:42] FifteenthMember: I know that
exactly
[2:43] Draaek: and is like me who cant keep track of more than two chats
so she focuses on one
or well
she could be in a game right now
lol
[2:44] FifteenthMember: before she used to take some effort to spend time with me
not anymore and I don't blame her
[2:44] Draaek: if it makes makes you feel any better I also get a tiny portion of her attention
she is talking much more with her friends than with me
[2:45] FifteenthMember: I know, I know
[2:45] Draaek: so I can leave her a message and she will reply after like 10 min or so
[2:45] FifteenthMember: She is one of those special people who are just popular with everyone
So many people want her attention that she can't cope giving some to everyone
[2:46] Draaek: yea
its tough
[2:46] FifteenthMember: and then she feels bad for the people who she can't give attention to
[2:46] Draaek: that is why I always give her some space and tell her not to worry for not talking to me
[2:46] FifteenthMember: so I just take myself out of the equation
[2:46] Draaek: because others can have less patience
[2:47] FifteenthMember: once upon a time
[2:47] Draaek: and I will gladly wait until the end of the world for an answer
[2:47] FifteenthMember: she enjoyed my company so much that she'd rush home to meet me after school
while I'd stay up on a school night
and she put all her attention into me
now, it's not so
So htere's nothing we can do about it really
I can't blame her for it
So I just move on
simple
I accept that she is not in my present or future
[2:49] Draaek: aye I know how it feels, I've had my phone with me at all times for when she comes online
[2:49] FifteenthMember: and just sometimes take a moment to smile at the memories of the past
[2:49] Draaek: or I stalk her skype until I see online
lol
[2:50] FifteenthMember: well
[2:50] Draaek: man
[2:50] FifteenthMember: I am making your christmas depressing
[2:50] Draaek: could my christmas get any more depressing with dad
[2:50] FifteenthMember: I will stop complaining about my woes
[2:50] Draaek: psh that is nothing its ok
but dad
[2:50] FifteenthMember: what happen?
[2:50] Draaek: we had the reserve in the restaurant at 8
he is still in the bathroom
and hasnt opened the shower
[2:51] FifteenthMember: >.>
[2:51] Draaek: plus was drinking earlier
I kinda dont want to go now
and just stay here
find comfort with friends
[2:52] FifteenthMember: i would love to just keep talking to you
but your dad isn't your only family, i'm sure the rest of your family wants some of your attention to :)
think of your mum, for example
but idk your family
so i can't say
[2:53] Draaek: ok we are going
cya later
[2:53] FifteenthMember: oh
bye then :/
[2:53] Draaek: copy paste this to doc pls
cause I couldnt read
[2:53] FifteenthMember: See you tomorrow, I guess
[2:53] Draaek: bye
[2:53] FifteenthMember: okay
it was a nicechat we had
bye~