embryo del toro
I literally just got home from work but yeah
sheldon
if you need to chill for a bit since you just got home i gotcha
sheldon
up to you
embryo del toro
give me a few to decompress and drink the cocktail Ri made me and I'll be good to talk
sheldon
take your time
embryo del toro
alright here I am
sheldon
aight
embryo del toro
so I've felt really, really terrible all day
embryo del toro
and I'm sorry about everything
sheldon
look im just
sheldon
i get that completely
sheldon
im more upset because i've kinda. known something was up because i feel like you've been kinda giving me the shoulder ever since i left. hell, maybe a little bit while i was there.
sheldon
and ive been anxious about that all month but im hurt because you didn't. talk to me about that.
sheldon
and i dont think its because of me. and i can't change how you feel and i wouldn't want to change it because thats. just how these things work.
embryo del toro
I never meant to give you the shoulder while you were here, it wasn't so much you but more being emotionally exhausted from everything that was going on and having so many people around at one time
sheldon
okay, that's my bad. i completely understand that.
embryo del toro
but in hindsight I know I've been shying away from you a lot lately and I'm so sorry
sheldon
look. im just. im not mad at you because of this. this is nothing i can change and i would never want to make you feel uncomfortable with your own identity.
embryo del toro
I should have brought all this up ages ago
embryo del toro
and I mean it when I say I adore you because I do! you're sweet and you're amazing and one of the funniest people I know
embryo del toro
and I'm so goddamn fond of you and I've been shit at telling you/showing you
sheldon
in hindsight its...i think felt really differently about us then how you did and thats fine. i've never this way before, and me visiting only made that stronger. like i think i was in love with you.
sheldon
i could never hate you because of this. i could never dislike you. and nothing says we can't talk or whatever going forward.
sheldon
but i.
sheldon
really can't do that right now
sheldon
and im gonna be deleting my plurk for a month or two so i don't
embryo del toro
okay
embryo del toro
I understand
embryo del toro
this is really hard and I totally get it
sheldon
okay
embryo del toro
but I want you to know I still want to be your friend and please don't be afraid to reach out if you want to talk or even just exchange dumb memes
embryo del toro
you have my number and everything
embryo del toro
just take the time you need, okay?