eli!! you don't have ig right o.o
[12/17/2014 9:54:57 AM] eli: not rly
[12/17/2014 9:55:05 AM] sharon: oo okk!!
[12/27/2014 6:45:18 AM] sharon: HI ELI
[12/27/2014 6:45:21 AM] sharon: HI COACH
[12/27/2014 9:46:07 AM] eli: hey
[12/27/2014 10:14:15 AM] sharon: HIIII so like i just wanted to say you're amazing coach!! (': and even though we don't really talk as much, i hope you know i still care alot about you and that won't change (': anyways before the year ends and all, i hope you still had moments you treasure and on top of all that, hope the next will be a great year for you!! (': just know i love you eli!! (':
[12/28/2014 12:39:44 PM] eli: cute
[12/28/2014 12:39:52 PM] eli: can't believe you chose to go to affinity though
[12/28/2014 12:40:44 PM] sharon: uhh it's just gfx o.o
[1/31/2015 8:13:56 PM] sharon: eli??? r u here???
[1/31/2015 8:16:56 PM] sharon: actually nvm
[1/31/2015 10:31:28 PM] eli: ?
[9:15:45 AM] sharon: oh kinda needed someone to talk to but decided to go to sleep instead
[10:34:38 AM] eli: im here (-:
[10:34:43 AM] eli: sry was out with friends
[10:46:01 AM] sharon: it's ok
[10:46:08 AM | Edited 10:46:12 AM] sharon: thanks tho
[10:47:35 AM] eli: aw )-:
[10:47:39 AM] eli: u ok??
[10:58:34 AM] sharon: ya.. i guess
[11:05:24 AM] eli: sharon!! :/
[11:22:04 AM] sharon: sometimes i just want to dissapear off of this world like the closet from narnia if that even makes any sense
[11:22:49 AM] eli: what's wrong
[11:26:46 AM] sharon: i failed my exams... like all of them which i honestly didn't expect.. i actually did try and study for them considering im already redoing my year... idk what im gonna do if i fail in august and how i'd explain it to my parents... i doubt they'd accept any explanation i'd have really.. i dont really want to study anymore... i could've been graduating this year and im still in my first yr still ugh..
[11:29:09 AM] sharon: and well i still dont get along with my brother's gf and this weekend it really annoyed me.. she was here from wednesday night til friday afternoon.. the whole time she didn't even say 1 word to me... just really hate how i'd have to fit into her habits and how she can't adjust to the people actually living in this house.. she never even cleaned up the mess she made in the kitchen... i did...
[11:29:34 AM] eli: aww T.T
[11:29:39 AM] eli: sadly i know how you feel
[11:29:41 AM] sharon: and well she took off with my suitcase without even telling me.. like um.. ok..
[11:29:48 AM] eli: you know how my uni life panned out
[11:29:48 AM] sharon: i ended up texting her yday
[11:29:53 AM] sharon: and she snaked to my brother
[11:29:59 AM] sharon: and my brother got mad at me
[11:30:03 AM] sharon: although she's the problem
[11:30:23 AM] sharon: so um i ended up writing a long message back at him
[11:30:27 AM] sharon: and ever since we didn't talk
[11:30:49 AM] eli: awe it's your brother, you guys will be fine
[11:30:53 AM] eli: even if you're mad at each other
[11:30:57 AM] sharon: i actually somewhat get along with my brother but it's annoying how she's the cause
[11:31:24 AM] sharon: i guess...
[11:31:33 AM] sharon: idek why he's still with her
[11:32:08 AM] eli: well you can't really expect him to be with someone based on your standards
[11:32:21 AM] sharon: like he told me before that she was going to italy for 3 months for internship or w/e and he's like we're not a clingy couple and all so like i guess im kind of used to not seeing her as much
[11:32:37 AM] sharon: and last year or something he told me he wasnt gonna marry her
[11:32:46 AM] sharon: and he said that out of nowhere
[11:32:56 AM] sharon: he's 25 tho.. but like idk...
[11:32:57 AM] sharon: idgi
[11:34:34 AM] sharon: i rlly dont get how their relationship works like.. my brother goes out every wednesday with friends and ends up playing poker til 7am with them but he doesnt rlly like changing his wednesday plans to like idk spend time with her
[11:34:46 AM] sharon: at some point people thought they broke up
[11:34:54 AM] sharon: idk..
[11:35:18 AM] sharon: on the other side, i dont need to see her as much which is good
[11:35:33 AM] sharon: but i really do envy people getting along with their brother's gf or sister's bf
[11:35:57 AM] eli: you've been struggling with her for so long
[11:35:58 AM] eli: T.T
[11:36:03 AM] eli: but dw sharon you'll move out eventually and
[11:36:09 AM] eli: it won't be much of an issue anymore
[11:36:17 AM] sharon: if i ever graduate.....................
[11:36:29 AM] eli: i've been out of school since that time
[11:36:37 AM] eli: if you remember..
[11:36:46 AM] eli: i've had so much shit happen in mylife the past 2 yrs you wouldn't even know
[11:36:52 AM] sharon: i do.. but you had other issues too //:
[11:36:55 AM] eli: but.. things seem to be going uphill now..
[11:36:59 AM] eli: well
[11:37:01 AM] sharon: that's good!!
[11:37:07 AM] eli: not yet but im trying to get back to school in may
[11:37:14 AM] eli: and um it's completely different from what i've ever expected
[11:37:26 AM] sharon: wow eli, that's great!!
[11:37:30 AM] eli: are you sure what you're studying
[11:37:37 AM] eli: is what you really want to do in the future
[11:37:44 AM] eli: like make sure you're inspired and motivated
[11:37:54 AM] eli: it's not just about studying 24/7 but actually enjoying what you're doing
[11:38:51 AM] sharon: well i like alot of things but not all of those can be found in one thing..
[11:39:09 AM] sharon: but i did like the classes i had so far
[11:39:13 AM] sharon: just like last yr...
[11:39:25 AM] sharon: i guess i didnt study enough..
[11:40:24 AM] sharon: if i fail this yr again um i dont think i can study anymore bc i probably don't have enough 'study points'
[11:40:31 AM | Edited 11:40:35 AM] sharon: idk what to do anymore
[11:46:23 AM] eli: )-:
[11:46:24 AM] eli: brb
[12:07:44 PM] sharon: work.. afk