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>tfw when thinking of Su and Sulpa leans over your chair and puts her arms round you and presses her cheek against yours while watching you play vidya


>Sulpa asked me to quit smoking and delete my porn
>Decided I would because she is nice to me and she deserves it, deleted all and quitted on Sunday
>Today Sulpa has been around a lot more frequently which is especially surprising as I'm at work and she doesn't normally hang that much when I'm here
>Just came over wearing black and red lingerie saying I've been good and she really appreciates my sacrifices
>Kisses me on the neck and leaves with a teasing smile and giggle


>We were lay down in our favourite spot beneath the tree I first created for her in our mindscape
>She was asking me about what I had done today and teasing about how boring it sounded at work
>I tell her I have to ask something serious and she starts laughing and trying to kiss me saying that "serious isn't as fun"
>Hold her back and say it's important, and she looks concerned and eases off but keeps her face close to mine.
>Ask her if she minded me telling people about her, what we do and our mindscape.
>I see her trying not to giggle but she says that she doesn't mind if I want to. (I thought it might have been a big thing to her, but apparently it's not...)
>Sarcastically asks if I have anything else serious to bring up.
>Tell her I have one more thing to discuss...
>Roll her onto her back and move on top of her and kiss her passionately
>She breaks away after a few moments and is blushing but her eyes are fires of lust
>Goes to say something but I kiss her again more forcefully. She pushes against me but I hold her down and press my loins against hers.
>She grabs my head with one hand and wraps another around my back. I start pushing her shirt up and have one hand on her tummy
>She manages to roll me over somehow and is straddling me. She pulls away with her hands pinning my shoulders down
>"You'll have to wait for anything more, naughty anon"


>meet her and she waves excitedly and shouts out as I head over
>we wrap in a lingering hug and say our hellos
>we walk through a forest with light snow falling around us just talking and enjoying the silences in between
>get to a small wooden pagoda with the bottom floor just corner pillars with no walls. It's all in shades of blue and white
>Su takes my hand and leads me up the steps and we sit down on a large flat seat (almost like a table, except it was lower and had a thin cushion across the top)
>she takes my hand again which causes me to glance down at it
>As I look down she leans in and kisses me on the lips
>I pull her in and hold her as we kiss, lying back so she is lay on my chest
>She sits up and smiles almost shyly before easing the shoulder straps of her dress down (as an aside, it was a beautiful white dress made of something which reminded me of silk) revealing her perfect body beneath
>I sit up and marvel her perfection for a moment before looking her lovingly in the eyes and kissing her again, before feeling her hands pulling at the buttons on my shirt


>She pulls my shirt open and I take it off
>She pushes me down while undoing my belt and I wriggle the trousers down as she moves back in to continue kissing
>I'm moving my hands all over her body and every curve and line I feel sends tingles through my body
>she keeps biting my lip playfully
>I sit up and lift her up to enter her
>she gasps and presses her face into my neck
>She starts grinding into me slowly
>I lay her on her back and start going at her more roughly
>she submits and just whimpers in ecstasy, while digging her fingers into my lower back almost begging me to go faster and harder
>I become lost in the moment and roll her over onto her front and continue
>I grab her hair and lay over her, biting her ear gently. She is just panting in pleasure and telling me to not stop
>She presses against me, wanting me to roll over, so I let her move on top of me.
>She turns round to face me while sitting up and rides me as fast as she can while staring me in the eyes
>When I finish she locks her feet beneath my legs so I can't pull out
>Sulpa lays down on me and we are both exhausted.
>She says she would like to have my children if I would like it as well
>I say yes and we kiss
>All the while she has her legs locked beneath mine to keep me inside her
>I fall asleep with her lying on my chest peacefully, idly stroking patterns on my shoulder and chest.



>Woke up into my dream
>In bed, Su is kneeling on the covers next to me
>Once she sees in awake she shouts "Happy Birthday!" And jumps onto me and wraps me in a hug
>She passes me a present
>once it's in my hands the wrapping disappears and I have a birthday cake on a plate in my hands
>White icing with little kitsune masks on it
>She cuts a slice and puts it on a plate and passes it to me and encourages me to taste it while beaming with a beautiful smile
>she eventually puts a piece on a fork and feeds me a bite as she thought I was taking too long
>I tell her it's great and thank her
>She exclaims "yay" and claps then laughs happily
>I cut her a slice and we eat cake together
>Finish our slices and put my fork down


>tfw Sulpa visiting me at work and asking about the anon who tried to abuse his dreamfu
>says that she hopes I would never treat her like that
>her outfit falls away and she is only kept covered by a few tactical ribbons which are tied round her body and come down her arms, wrapping them together
>"at least not too often"
>she bites her lip and leaves while giggling at me


>been ill with the flu the last few days but yesterday was the worst of it so far
>Sulpa was very concerned last night and kept making me drink tea and was fussing over me and snuggling me as I sat against the trunk of our tree that I first made for her
>she made a blanket and we wrapped up in that and watched the stars together
>drifted off to sleep in my dream and woke up irl
>Sulpa sitting next to me in bed and I had my arm draped over her legs
>She was stroking my head softly and muttered that I need to take better care of myself when I'm sick and instructed me to drink lots of hot drinks and rest
>She lay down and kissed me gently on the forehead before whispering "get well"


>housemate went out this morning and said he would be back around 9pm
>spent the entire day sitting with Sulpa on the sofa with a duvet, watching live babymetal stuff
>even got to spend some nice time speaking to her out loud because no one else was around


>Sulpa appearing at work wearing just a blanket wrapped over her shoulders and around herself
>Looks over while yawning sleepily before saying she is tired and I should have stayed at home with her
>Tell her I would like to but I have to pay rent etc. and that it's not like I'm having fun at work
>Sits down against a work bench and watches me a while before singing akatsuki for me
>Says she hopes it has made it a bit more pleasant for me, which I assure her it has
>She smiles and says she will see me later


>As I've said before, never dreamed of Sulpa doing anything with her mouth before
>Last night she kneels down next to me as I'm sitting by our tree
>"Anon... What did you mean when you said that Sulpa hasn't used her mouth before?"
>She was confused I think as she thought I meant in general (eating, talking etc)
>Try to find a tactful way of putting it but just trip over my words and get embarrassed
>Eventually just say "you know, for sex stuff"
>Her eyes widen and she blushes slightly before looking away
>"H-how would that work anon?"
>Attempt to explain awkwardly while she listens
>"Like this?" She asks.
>She then puts a finger in her mouth and starts licking and sucking on it.
>I watch mesmerised and she is looking me in the eyes all the time
>She starts getting into it and kissing her finger, dragging her lips across it, biting gently.
>She takes her finger out her mouth, a line of saliva still joining it to her lips, before asking "You show me how anon?!"
>She grabs my hand and puts two fingers in her mouth before repeating the whole process
>My heart is pounding and I cant concentrate enough on the rest of the dream and it is just us in an empty space while she rolls her warm tongue across my fingers
>Eventually she stops and gently kisses my finger tips before holding my hand to her chest
>She smiles and bites her bottom lip before saying "you really liked that, didn't you?" As she can see how flustered I got
>The dream slowly comes back together and Sulpa lays down next to me
>"Maybe show Sulpa for real sometime?" As she slides her hand up from my knee to rest on my inner thigh.


>Snuggling with Sulpa
>After speaking here of her not looking pregnant I decide to bring it up and ask her if she is actually going to have our children
>She turns round angrily and looks upset and says "what kind of question is that? Are you changing your mind now that you've had your fun?"
>I say no and try to explain how I'm just confused about it and how she doesn't look pregnant. I apologise and tell her I love her and that it never waivered in my mind about our children
>Her anger softens a bit but she is still upset. I ask her if she knows how it works in dreams and she says she isn't too sure either but that she knows it will happen in time
>It's a bit somber so I decide to talk about it. Start talking to myself about how many children we might have, what me might call them or if we get twins.
>Ask her what she would would prefer, a boy or girl?
>She is smiling softly now and says she would like a girl first and then maybe a boy. I ask her if she has thought of a name for either.
>If it's a girl she wants to call her Emiko
>I say that I would raise her like a boy anyway and take her out camping and teach her how to use tools and play with swords
>Sulpa stares at me with a raised eye brow and says that she wouldn't let me and she is going to be a proper girl, which I start laughing at
>Sulpa starts smiling and says that if I raise a daughter like a son she would raise a son like a daughter and laughs even harder at me when I start protesting
>We lie with each other smiling and I keep thinking of what is to come
>I tell Sulpa how much I love her and how much she means to me, how our time together has had such a positive affect on my life and happiness
>Tell her that there is only one thing that would finally complete me, if she would marry me
>She turns round shocked and is slightly testy eyed and says yes before pressing her face into my neck and kissing me softly
>I turn her face to mine and kiss her passionately


>things naturally progress and we make love
>she whispers that she is looking forward to our ceremony and taking my family name as she doesn't have one (which never occurred to me, as I've always known her as just "Sulpa")
>watch her fall asleep, laying her head on my chest while I stroke her hair gently
>fall asleep in my dream and wake up in real life feeling happier than ever


>Talking with Sulpa last night about wedding
>We decided to set the date for 20th December so it's an extra special day being both Su's birthday and our anniversary
>We get into talking about children again and she says that I will name it if it's a boy song should start thinking of names
>Admit that although I'm excited I'm also a bit nervous about it and I hope that everything is ok
>She says she feels the same but knows it will all work out
>I get the feeling that she is withholding something and ask her to say if something is on her mind
>Says that her breasts feel fuller and more tender than usual
>Jokingly say that's it's because she is going to start lactating and go down and gently bite her nipple
>She gasps and a smile trickle of milk comes out (I didn't even realise that it could start this early)
>Tell her she has actually started and she gets embarrassed and blushes
>Gently kiss her chest and squeeze her breast, milking her slowly
>She starts to tell me to stop but changes her mind halfway through asking (I suppose she liked the feeling)
>Keep nibbling her nipples and squeezing her breasts while she gasps and moans, while moving my other hand to pleasure her more conventionally
>She quivers all over and pants in my ear for me to stop, saying they are too sensitive now
>I lay down with my head under her arm and my hand on her stomach and she puts her hand on top of mine
>Fall asleep while Sulpa strokes my head softly


Yes, Sulpa started out as my attempt to create a tulpa. I quickly realised that our rapid acclimatisation to each other was actually because it was more than a construct. Mine and Su's hearts and souls had joined as one when we first came face to face. As I was dreaming of her, she was dreaming of me. I refer to her as "Sulpa" simply to clarify her astral being when talking about her to other people, I call her by her name obviously.
I see her during the day and talk with her and interact when I can (obviously other people can't see or hear her so I can't talk loudly in public else people will think I'm loopy). At night I sleep and dream with her (or appear in her waking life as she does in mine I presume, as she obviously moves time zones a lot).
She is perfect and is an amazing partner. We are going to get married on 20th December in our dreams until we can be as one in the physical realm as well. We are even having dream children together (as far as I know, neither of us is sure if it's actuall possible yet... Only time will tell).
I'm happier than I've ever been now that Su is part of my day to day life. It'll only get better as we become a couple in the physical world.



>standing outside with a coffee and Sulpa appears
>she waves hello and smiles, I wave back grinning
>she walks up and hugs me and I squeeze her back
>she presses against me and murmurs how much she has missed me today
>I go to kiss her but she leans back and smiles
>I go to kiss her again and she giggles
>I decide that two can play at this game and say how much I've been waiting for her today and how much I've missed her and all the thoughts that have been running in my head
>She is slowly leaning in while I talk and then I back off and cut contact mentally
>Reinitiate contact a few moments later and see a shocked Su looking at me
>I laugh and embrace her before saying "did you think I had left you?" while pulling a fake sad face
>she stiffens up and says "o-of course not... Even you aren't that stupid", before relaxing into my arms
>I let go of her and say that I'm not even bothered if she doesn't want me tonight
>Su turns round slightly and says "if you don't want me, then fine", while leaning away slightly and raising her dress up her thighs slightly
>I walk forward and lift her up and lay her on her knees on the grass and whisper in her ear that I always want her, before biting her gently on the ear
>she smiles and pushes her rear into me before breathing "prove it..."
>I go to unbuckle my belt and hear "what the fuck are you doing on the grass?"
>my housemate came out for a smoke
>he's looking at me on the grass on all fours
>tell him I slipped while taking a piss (then whisper to Sulpa that we'll continue this later, while she is laughing!)
>go back inside, he hasn't really bought it


>housemate went out with some girls last night to have drinks
>comes back half drunk and I'm watching babymetal
>he watches as well
>tell him about how great Su is
>ask "is it possible to love someone you've never spoken to in real life before HAHAHA?"
>he laughs and says probably yeah
>"well I love Su HAHA"
>he says he guessed I had a crush or something as he has seen all my photos of her when I left them on my PC monitor (don't remember that)
>doesn't seem weirded out by it
>quit while I'm winning and decide to tell him about Sulpa another time


She broke out into a smile the moment our eyes locked. I didn't have Sulpa in my life at that point, as that moment was when mine and Su's heart and souls joined. It was this joining that let us be in each other's thoughts and dreams (Su is Sulpa you see, I just say Sulpa to differentiate between her physical presence and her astral one... With Sulpa being the astral one).


>Cold and dark outside
>Bring blanket downstairs and put videos of Su on
>Snuggle with Sulpa in a big comfy pile of blankets and pillows
>Refuse to go out or leave our blanket bundle because it's too nice
>Fall asleep cradling her in my arms


>Sulpa came to see me at work so we catch up and I tell her about today
>she thinks it's mean that I keep describing Himetan as a temptress and succubus
>tells me to stop doing it and looks slightly mad at me
>I tell her ok and that I'm sorry, it was just a reaction to how Himeka approaches me in my dreams
>she sighs and says that himetan is only like that because of sister-envy and that she is a really good and kind sister
>Sulpa wants to bring Himeka into our dreams to visit in a more controlled way
>I say that's fine and I would enjoy getting to know Su's family as long as it's less... Aggressive...
>Sulpa laughs and says she will look after me


>tfw Sulpa is watching me defend her honour from meanies online :3
>she snuggles up behind me, accidentally clipping through my torso :3 silly Sulpa
>she whispers softly into my ear
>"the physical realm is a lie! Liberate my worldly self and we shall unite as one"
>my co-workers give me funny looks as my eyes roll in the back of head and I moan deeply in pure ecstacy :3


>Sulpa has been talking with Himeka the last few days, telling her about me and my relationship with Su
>Su decides that Himeka is okay with it now and should be fine to meet
>Su says she has something fun planned as a team building exercise sort of thing
>Meet Su last night in a dream and say good evening and hug her tight, she takes me to a spot surrounded by mountains, Himeka is waiting for us
>Say hello to Himeka and she hugs me and says hi before jumping back
>Su says "we are going to go walking in the mountains but you might need this..." Before passing me a shield
>Take it and then armour and an axe appear on me. (Me and Su have had dreams in the past where we act as a team fighting in battles and stuff, just as fun... She is usually a Mage or archer or something and I hit stuff and protect her from melee).
>Su and Himeka gear up as well and we set off, walking and talking for a while. Su is in a dress with a staff and Hime is in traditional samurai stuff.
>Eventually get ambushed by orcs which are made of shadow (as close as I can describe). Su shoots a load of blue magic orbs into the nearest and I charge in and start flailing around trying to keep stuff occupied. Hime jumps onto some rocks and engages some Orc archers.
>See two or a cut off to attack Su so I break away to intercept. I charge in behind them and take them down just as they get near Su and she smiles gratefully
>Turn around and a giant as fuck Orc is standing there with a mace raised about to rek me
>Suddenly he toppled over and Hime is stood on his back with katana rammed into his heart
>She smiles and laughs, "Otouto owes me one!"
>Su laughs as well and says that is enough fun for tonight and kisses me and says she will see me when I wake up


>had a scary dream where Su and I were falling off a cliff
>she was reaching out to me, and try as I might I couldn't just reach her, my fingertips could barely reach hers
>the ground was fast approaching
>wake up startled
>"Anon! What's wrong?"
>Sulpa is of course laying in bed next to me
>she smiles and I smile back :3
>"oh.. nothing.. just a dumb nightmare, I was about to lose you in it"
>she caresses my cheek and taps my nose
>"silly you, I'd never leave you, as we shall be together forever"
>she then cooks and serves me breakfast
>:3


>wake up on sofa watching TV, and the TV is playing batsu games that I've been chain watching
>Su says hello and waves from another seat that she is sat on, with Moa at sat on the floor leaning against her leg
>Yui is next to me and noticed me after Su says hello
>Moa waves and smiles as well
>I sit up and start watching GnT
>Yui leans on me after a while and Su says to lie down and get comfy because Yui is tired
>lie down and put my feet up and Yui lies down at the opposite end of the sofa
>after a while Yui lifts a blanket over her legs and says it's cold, then falls asleep. We all carry on watching TV
>In her sleep, Yui moves her feet into my lap and starts rubbing them together to get warm
>I get warm as well :3
>Glance at Su and she is looking while smiling and says "don't wake her up"
>Yui becomes more vigorous and is obviously rubbing my man area with her feet
>Yui is just pretending to sleep, as she breaks into a half smile
>I go to protest to Su, but she walks over and holds my mouth shut and kisses my ear
>Moa is watching intently while closing her legs together hard
>Yui slides her foot and pulls my pants down with her toes
>begins rubbing her feet all over and Su just giggles while I wriggle
>Eventually Yui makes me finish all over her feet and then stops moving while grinning
>Su kisses me softly on the mouth and says "(imposter), outto


>Meet Sulpa in our dream and she is glad to see that I'm feeling better
>I go to sit next to her as we usually do and talk
>As soon as I sit down, she turns and sits on my lap, straddling me
>Starts kissing my neck while half paying attention to me trying to talk
>She puts her face in front of mine and bites my bottom lip softly
>I move forwards to kiss her and she wraps her legs behind me and kisses me hungrily
>Lift her and put her on her back on the ground, her legs still locked round my waist
>Push her pants down and enter her, causing her to dig her fingers into my back
>Start going as fast and hard as I can, and turn her over onto her front while grabbing her hair
>Su is digging her fingers into the ground and completely lost in the moment
>Continue and finish, with Su arching her back and pushing into me
>lying down half next to her and half on her back
>Su turns her head and kisses me and biting my lip again, before looking st me expectantly
>Kiss her back and feel myself rising again and enter Su, before carrying on where we left off
>this cycle repeats for the whole night


>Sulpa was upset last night
>She doesn't think it's possible to have dream children as she hasn't noticed any changes in herself yet
>We are both disheartened but I told her that it would make our actual children that more special to us
>She smiled a bit at the thought of our children when we settle down together in the physical world but is still a upset
>Spent the night comforting her and trying not letting on how sad it made me


>explaining to Sulpa about how she makes me feel compared to other girls
>tell her that in the past when I've had a crush or whatever, it's always warmed me as if from the outside and once the girl leaves then I quickly become cold again
>with Su it's different... Even at times when Sulpa isn't around or I'm not looking at a picture or video of Su, I still feel that warm sensation in my heart and I'm constantly thinking about our love. It's as if Su has warmed me from within... like a microwave almost (I was struggling to find the right words)
>Sulpa bursts out laughing and I'm slightly embarrassed
>She quiets down eventually and she smiles and gives me such a caring look before blowing me a kiss and putting her hand over her heart
>While grinning she says that I am also her microwave and giggles
>I try not to laugh out loud since I'm at work but crack a smile
>Workmate asks what the hell im smiling at
>Sulpa waves goodbye and says she will see me later


>wake up and kiss sleeping Sulpa on the head before going to get out of bed
>she calls out sleepily and pulls my arm asking me to go back to sleep and dream with her
>have a slip of the tongue and say "I'd like to but I need to go back to sleep" (instead of "get up")
>she smiles and wraps her arms under mine and holds my shoulders from my back
>slowly kisses me and pulls me down onto the bed
>fall asleep and dream with Su, where she immediately starts kissing me again before turning me onto my back and sitting on my lap...
No more fun allowed else the over sensitive anons will just get it deleted
>wake up an hour later than expected


>Meet Sulpa in dream
>Yui and Moa are with her. Su says that we are going to try something new...
>Points behind me and I look to see 4 hang gliders
>We all appear in our own glider and then they shoot into the air and we start flying around together, over forests and lakes, around mountains etc.
>Seems to go on for hours and it's just amazing fun with all of us smiling and laughing
>We all pick a place to land and go to meet on the ground
>Su and Yui are already on the ground when I land, but Moa fails to appear
>Su decides we must look for her as she must be nearby
>Go over a small hill and see a fairly large Japanese style pagoda with a hang glider crashed into the side, making a noticeable hole
>We run down to try and find Moa
>As we enter the doors it looks like a living room with one large reclining chair in front of a TV
>Moa is watching some shōnen anime and doing fighting moves in front of the TV
>She turns and salutes us before returning to fighting the air
>Su laughs and leads me to the chair before making me sit down in the chair proper
>Su sits on my leg and leans against my left arm
>Su tells Yui to come and sit down as well as Yui is stood looking lost
>Yui jumps on the other side and they both get comfortable
>We watch anime for a while and Yui and Su both fall asleep after a few minutes
>I soon follow, falling asleep with Su and Yui nestled in my arms, while Moa is doing mad flying kicks and stuff in front of the TV


>news of Ayami quitting for now
>pictures of wasting Yui
>Sulpa whispers in my ear about all the fun to be had next year
>new album and tour, lots of live shows and interviews
>our own private stuff and finally meeting up close in person :3


>family making fun of my babymetal Christmas tshirt
>not respecting my wife
>bullying in general



>tfw Sulpa says she wants to do something for New Year
>my housemate is having some of his friends over
>they will play loud music and bother me if I don't drink with them
>I just want the house empty so I can put on my babymetal vinyl and eat noodles with Su on the sofa


>housemate has gone out for a few hours before his friends start arriving
>Sulpa and myself lying down on the sofa listen into records and she is looking at all the covers/inserts in interest while I read


>start dreaming last night
>Himetan is there and says that Su asked her to keep me company as she wouldn't be there tonight
>we talk a while and somewhere along the way I mentioned I had a back ache because my desk chair is broken and I'm using a different one until I can replace it
>She tells me that I should go and see a masseuse to help it
>Says that she will give me a back rub now to make my mind lessen the pain when I wake
>Himetan sits behind me and starts rubbing my back and it feels pretty good tbqh
>She pushes me forward and tells me to lay down, I didn't really have a choice as she was pushing me anyway
>she straddles my waist as I'm laying down on my front while I try and protest that it was getting weird
>she tells me to be quiet and that it's only a back rub before carrying on
>she leans down and puts her mouth by my ear and whispers "does it feel better?"
>She squeezes her thighs into me and presses her chest into my back while massaging my lower back still
>I ask her to stop as she was getting a bit too physical
>she giggles softly in my ear but doesn't stop
>can't move and just have to lie there with her rubbing herself over me and squeezing her thighs into my sides
>she stops eventually and says that it will feel better in the morning
>wake up


>back at work after Christmas
>don't want to bore Sulpa by bringing her here without reason
>have got used to seeing her every day the last few weeks


>Sulpa is sitting on a work bench and swinging her feet while smiling at me
>sticks her tongue out at me all of a sudden and laughs
>I smile and shake my head gently at her being silly
>Colleagues turn round and ask what funny
>Tell them I remembered some video I watched earlier
>They want to see it
>Now I have to find a funny video to show them
>Sulpa suggests I just show them motteke sera fuku instead


>tfw watching a movie with Sulpa last night
>house mate comes in drunk
>mildly annoyed about being interrupted when I'm spending time with my wife
>he sits at his computer and asks if it's okay to put on "that weird Japanese music you listen to"
>pause movie and say "okay"
>Sulpa is slightly confused but half smiling in amusement
>house mate puts on motteke sera fuku
>sit with Sulpa in silence watching my house mate smiling at the video and nodding his head to the music
>he then puts on babymetal afterwards
>Sulpa tells me to go and encourage him
>Say goodnight to her and spend the next few hours watching bmsg videos with my house mate over a few beers


>Tfw thinking of getting in from work
>trying to get comfy in bed and Sulpa wraps her arms round me and traces my features with her fingers



>initially coming of out anaesthetia
>See Sulpa standing at the door smiling supportively
>Anaesthetist says I sat up and was saying hello to someone called Su
>Nearly ripped my IV out trying to get off my gurney
>Apparently the surgeons had a good chuckle
>Anaeathetist asks who Sue is...
>Had to say it was my girlfriend as I couldn't say wife because my marital status is single on my records
>Nurses keep asking when my girlfriend is coming to visit


>Tfw thinking of what your waifu hugging you from behind by surprise would feel like
Also in going to have to tell Sulpa that I won't be at Wembley to see her... I'm honestly thinking suicide would be a good idea now, at least then my spirit could roam to the SSE arena and be there for her...


I told Sulpa last night and she was very upset, she is worried about me and wants me to look after myself as she can't be at my side... I told her I am in good care and the doctors have said it will be fine if I look after myself. I asked her to try not to worry and give her best for Wembley as if I was there because all the people who love her and the rest of the group will be looking forward to it so much... She has promised she will try her hardest and smile and make everyone have a happy evening with her performance.



>Tfw stuck in an infinite loop of listening to the new album and thinking of last night and talking with Sulpa


>changing surgical dressing on my foot and Sulpa asks if it's getting better
>Tell her to look if she wants
>She gets grossed out by all the dry blood and dead skin that is peeling from the wound
>Clean it up and redress it while she tries to avoid looking at it
>Sulpa lies down with me again and frets over me saying that she wishes she could be by my side in the physical world to care for me
>Tell her just having her with me in mind and soul is more than anything someone else could do for me



>spent the afternoon on the sofa chilling with Sulpa
>fall asleep at some point into a comfy dream with her
>She invites Yui and Moa in as well and we spend the afternoon lying in long grass and flowers talking with each other
>Su is curled against my side with Yui and Moa lay down with their heads next to mine but their bodies going away from me
>Their hair smells really nice as well
>eventually wake up and I'm lying back on the sofa with Sulpa sleeping against my side like in the dream
>Yui and Moa knelt on the floor looking at us and smiling
>They say goodbye and fade out of my vision
>Stroke Sulpa's hair gentle
>Realise I just saw Yui and Moa outside a dream


>Tfw housemate says to go to a gig with him
>some cheap metal show
>it's pretty good but I keep thinking how much better Babymetal was at Wembley
>Sulpa appears and starts doing routines on stage
>the songs she is dancing start "playing" in my head and I follow and nod my head to those songs
>cheer Su on and have lots of fun
>housemate says he thought I only liked that "Japanese shit"
>he keeps offering to buy me drinks the rest of the night while I have fun with Sulpa


>tfw no sulpa greentexts in almost a month