alias elliotL0 "wait 600; say My Twisted World; alias elliot elliotL1; elliot"
alias elliotL1 "wait 600; say The Story of Elliot Rodger; alias elliot elliotL2; elliot"
alias elliotL2 "wait 600; say By Elliot Rodger; alias elliot elliotL3; elliot"
alias elliotL3 "wait 600; say Introduction; alias elliot elliotL4; elliot"
alias elliotL4 "wait 600; say Humanity… All of my suffering on this world has been at the hands of humanity, particularly women.; alias elliot elliotL5; elliot"
alias elliotL5 "wait 600; say It has made me realize just how brutal and twisted humanity is as a species. All I ever wanted was to fit; alias elliot elliotL6; elliot"
alias elliotL6 "wait 600; say in and live a happy life amongst humanity, but I was cast out and rejected, forced to endure an existence; alias elliot elliotL7; elliot"
alias elliotL7 "wait 600; say of loneliness and insignificance, all because the females of the human species were incapable of seeing; alias elliot elliotL8; elliot"
alias elliotL8 "wait 600; say the value in me.; alias elliot elliotL9; elliot"
alias elliotL9 "wait 600; say This is the story of how I, Elliot Rodger, came to be. This is the story of my entire life. It is a dark story; alias elliot elliotL10; elliot"
alias elliotL10 "wait 600; say of sadness, anger, and hatred. It is a story of a war against cruel injustice. In this magnificent story, I will; alias elliot elliotL11; elliot"
alias elliotL11 "wait 600; say disclose every single detail about my life, every single significant experience that I have pulled from my; alias elliot elliotL12; elliot"
alias elliotL12 "wait 600; say superior memory, as well as how those experiences have shaped my views of the world. This tragedy did; alias elliot elliotL13; elliot"
alias elliotL13 "wait 600; say not have to happen. I didn’t want things to turn out this way, but humanity forced my hand, and this; alias elliot elliotL14; elliot"
alias elliotL14 "wait 600; say story will explain why. My life didn’t start out dark and twisted. I started out as a happy and blissful; alias elliot elliotL15; elliot"
alias elliotL15 "wait 600; say child, living my life to the fullest in a world I thought was good and pure…; alias elliot elliotL16; elliot"
alias elliotL16 "wait 600; say ; alias elliot elliotL17; elliot"
alias elliotL17 "wait 600; say Part One; alias elliot elliotL18; elliot"
alias elliotL18 "wait 600; say A Blissful Beginning; alias elliot elliotL19; elliot"
alias elliotL19 "wait 600; say Age 0-5; alias elliot elliotL20; elliot"
alias elliotL20 "wait 600; say On the morning of July 24th, 1991, in a London hospital, I was born. I breathed in the first breath of; alias elliot elliotL21; elliot"
alias elliotL21 "wait 600; say life as I entered this world, weighing only 5.4 pounds. My parents must have been filled with happiness; alias elliot elliotL22; elliot"
alias elliotL22 "wait 600; say and pride that day. They had just witnessed the birth of their first child, and they named me Elliot Oliver; alias elliot elliotL23; elliot"
alias elliotL23 "wait 600; say Robertson Rodger.; alias elliot elliotL24; elliot"
alias elliotL24 "wait 600; say I was born to young parents. My father, Peter Rodger, was only 26 when he impregnated my mother,; alias elliot elliotL25; elliot"
alias elliotL25 "wait 600; say Chin, who was 30. Peter is of British descent, hailing from the prestigious Rodger family; a family that; alias elliot elliotL26; elliot"
alias elliotL26 "wait 600; say was once part of the wealthy upper classes before they lost all of their fortune during the Great; alias elliot elliotL27; elliot"
alias elliotL27 "wait 600; say Depression. My father’s father, George Rodger, was a renowned photojournalist who had taken very; alias elliot elliotL28; elliot"
alias elliotL28 "wait 600; say famous photographs during the Second World War, though he failed to reacquire the family’s lost; alias elliot elliotL29; elliot"
alias elliotL29 "wait 600; say fortune. My mother is of Chinese descent. She was born in Malaysia, and moved to England at a young; alias elliot elliotL30; elliot"
alias elliotL30 "wait 600; say age to work as a nurse on several film sets, where she became friends with very important individuals in; alias elliot elliotL31; elliot"
alias elliotL31 "wait 600; say the film industry, including George Lucas and Steven Spielberg. She even dated George Lucas for a short; alias elliot elliotL32; elliot"
alias elliotL32 "wait 600; say time.; alias elliot elliotL33; elliot"
alias elliotL33 "wait 600; say My mother and father had been married for a couple of years before my mother became pregnant; alias elliot elliotL34; elliot"
alias elliotL34 "wait 600; say with me. In fact, her pregnancy was an accident. She had been taking pills to prevent pregnancy, but; alias elliot elliotL35; elliot"
alias elliotL35 "wait 600; say when she visited my father on one of his film sets, she fell ill and the medication she took for that illness; alias elliot elliotL36; elliot"
alias elliotL36 "wait 600; say thwarted the effect of the anti-pregnancy pills, and so their lovemaking during this period resulted in my; alias elliot elliotL37; elliot"
alias elliotL37 "wait 600; say life.; alias elliot elliotL38; elliot"
alias elliotL38 "wait 600; say Only a couple of months after my birth, I went on my first vacation. My parents took me on a boat to; alias elliot elliotL39; elliot"
alias elliotL39 "wait 600; say France. I was already a traveler! Of course, I have no memories of this trip. My mother said that I cried a; alias elliot elliotL40; elliot"
alias elliotL40 "wait 600; say lot.; alias elliot elliotL41; elliot"
alias elliotL41 "wait 600; say ; alias elliot elliotL42; elliot"
alias elliotL42 "wait 600; say At the time that I was born, my mother and father were living in a house in London, but shortly after; alias elliot elliotL43; elliot"
alias elliotL43 "wait 600; say my birth they decided to move to the countryside. We moved to a large house made of red brick in the; alias elliot elliotL44; elliot"
alias elliotL44 "wait 600; say county of Sussex, with vast grass fields surrounding it. The house even had a name: The Old Rectory.; alias elliot elliotL45; elliot"
alias elliotL45 "wait 600; say This was where I spent my early childhood, the first five years of my life, and it was beautiful. The; alias elliot elliotL46; elliot"
alias elliotL46 "wait 600; say memories I have of this period are only memories of happiness and bliss.; alias elliot elliotL47; elliot"
alias elliotL47 "wait 600; say My father was a professional photographer at the time, just in the stage of becoming a director. My; alias elliot elliotL48; elliot"
alias elliotL48 "wait 600; say mother gave up her nursing career to stay at home and look after me. My grandma on my mother’s side,; alias elliot elliotL49; elliot"
alias elliotL49 "wait 600; say who I would call Ah Mah, moved in with us to help out my mother. I would spend a lot of time with Ah; alias elliot elliotL50; elliot"
alias elliotL50 "wait 600; say Mah during these years.; alias elliot elliotL51; elliot"
alias elliotL51 "wait 600; say This was a time of discovery, excitement, and fun. I had just entered this new world, and I knew; alias elliot elliotL52; elliot"
alias elliotL52 "wait 600; say nothing of the pain it would bring me later on. I enjoyed life with innocent bliss. I can remember playing; alias elliot elliotL53; elliot"
alias elliotL53 "wait 600; say in the fields and going on long walks with Ah Mah to pick berries. She would always warn me not to; alias elliot elliotL54; elliot"
alias elliotL54 "wait 600; say touch the stinging nettles that sometimes grew in our fields, but my curiosity got the better of me, and I; alias elliot elliotL55; elliot"
alias elliotL55 "wait 600; say got stung a few times. There was a swing in the back of our yard, which I had many good times on.; alias elliot elliotL56; elliot"
alias elliotL56 "wait 600; say The first birthday I remember was my 3rd birthday. My parents threw a party for me in our field. I had; alias elliot elliotL57; elliot"
alias elliotL57 "wait 600; say a helicopter birthday cake. I can remember one of my friend’s parents cutting off the first piece and; alias elliot elliotL58; elliot"
alias elliotL58 "wait 600; say giving it to my friend. I threw a tantrum because I was expecting to get the first piece… It was my; alias elliot elliotL59; elliot"
alias elliotL59 "wait 600; say birthday after all. My father bought me a toy tractor that I could ride around in, and I would play with it; alias elliot elliotL60; elliot"
alias elliotL60 "wait 600; say all the time after that.; alias elliot elliotL61; elliot"
alias elliotL61 "wait 600; say Sometime after my 3rd birthday, we all went on a vacation to Malaysia, my mother’s home country. I; alias elliot elliotL62; elliot"
alias elliotL62 "wait 600; say have only flashes of memory of that vacation. I enjoyed it very much. We visited a few of my mother’s; alias elliot elliotL63; elliot"
alias elliotL63 "wait 600; say relatives.; alias elliot elliotL64; elliot"
alias elliotL64 "wait 600; say For preschool, I was enrolled at Dorsett House, an upscale all-boys private school in the countryside,; alias elliot elliotL65; elliot"
alias elliotL65 "wait 600; say near where we lived. I was forced to wear a uniform, which I hated because I had to wear; alias elliot elliotL66; elliot"
alias elliotL66 "wait 600; say uncomfortable socks up to my knees. I was very nervous and I cried on my first day there. I can; alias elliot elliotL67; elliot"
alias elliotL67 "wait 600; say remember two friends I made by name, George and David. I would always play in the sandpit with them.; alias elliot elliotL68; elliot"
alias elliotL68 "wait 600; say I didn’t like school at Dorsett House very much. I found the rules to be too strict. My least favorite; alias elliot elliotL69; elliot"
alias elliotL69 "wait 600; say part of it was the football sessions. I never understood the game and I could never keep up with the; alias elliot elliotL70; elliot"
alias elliotL70 "wait 600; say other boys in the field, so I always stood by the goal-keeper and pretended to be the “second goalkeeper”. My favorite part was playing in the woods after lunch. There was a particular climbing structure; alias elliot elliotL71; elliot" // will cut off, 76 chars too long
alias elliotL71 "wait 600; say that I had a lot of fun with.; alias elliot elliotL72; elliot"
alias elliotL72 "wait 600; say My preschool class once went on a field trip to the park, where I had the misfortune of getting lost.; alias elliot elliotL73; elliot"
alias elliotL73 "wait 600; say As my class was eating lunch, I ventured off to another area of the park, and when I returned, my class; alias elliot elliotL74; elliot"
alias elliotL74 "wait 600; say had moved on. I remember panicking and asking strangers for help. It was a terrifying experience for; alias elliot elliotL75; elliot"
alias elliotL75 "wait 600; say me. I was eventually led to my class by the strangers I talked to.; alias elliot elliotL76; elliot"
alias elliotL76 "wait 600; say I remember one funny incident when we were taking school pictures. They forced us to sit crosslegged, which I hated doing, so I absolutely refused to sit that way for the picture. The teachers; alias elliot elliotL77; elliot" // will cut off, 65 chars too long
alias elliotL77 "wait 600; say eventually conceded, and the picture was taken with me being the only one sitting differently.; alias elliot elliotL78; elliot"
alias elliotL78 "wait 600; say The holiday season was the best part of the year for me. It must have been very cold in England, but I; alias elliot elliotL79; elliot"
alias elliotL79 "wait 600; say don’t remember the cold. I just remember how much fun I had. I was filled with joy when it started; alias elliot elliotL80; elliot"
alias elliotL80 "wait 600; say snowing outside – I loved playing in the snow. My father helped me build a snowman once. We would; alias elliot elliotL81; elliot"
alias elliotL81 "wait 600; say start with little snowballs, and roll them around our field until we formed the body, and then we would; alias elliot elliotL82; elliot"
alias elliotL82 "wait 600; say decorate it.; alias elliot elliotL83; elliot"
alias elliotL83 "wait 600; say During Christmas, my parents always had parties and gatherings. My father’s best friend, Christopher; alias elliot elliotL84; elliot"
alias elliotL84 "wait 600; say Bess, who was also my godfather, came to our house frequently. We would often go to my father’s; alias elliot elliotL85; elliot"
alias elliotL85 "wait 600; say parent’s house in Smarden, Kent. I would call my grandmother on my father’s side “grandma Jinx”. My; alias elliot elliotL86; elliot"
alias elliotL86 "wait 600; say ; alias elliot elliotL87; elliot"
alias elliotL87 "wait 600; say memories of my grandfather, George Rodger, are faint; he had fallen very ill at this period. My father’s; alias elliot elliotL88; elliot"
alias elliotL88 "wait 600; say brother, uncle Jonny, had a son one year younger than me, who was named George, after my; alias elliot elliotL89; elliot"
alias elliotL89 "wait 600; say grandfather. I always played games with cousin George in grandma Jinx’s garden. The two of us got; alias elliot elliotL90; elliot"
alias elliotL90 "wait 600; say along well.; alias elliot elliotL91; elliot"
alias elliotL91 "wait 600; say On New Year’s Eve our neighbors once set up a bonfire party in the field next to our house. I was; alias elliot elliotL92; elliot"
alias elliotL92 "wait 600; say fascinated by how big the fire was. I had never seen anything like it, and it astounded my little mind. This; alias elliot elliotL93; elliot"
alias elliotL93 "wait 600; say was also the first time I saw fireworks. My father gave me one of those sparklers to play with, which I; alias elliot elliotL94; elliot"
alias elliotL94 "wait 600; say was enraptured by.; alias elliot elliotL95; elliot"
alias elliotL95 "wait 600; say There was one very special place that my father would often take me to. It was at the top of a range; alias elliot elliotL96; elliot"
alias elliotL96 "wait 600; say of beautiful rolling hills that I termed the “London Hills”, because I thought that London was on the; alias elliot elliotL97; elliot"
alias elliotL97 "wait 600; say other side of them. We would go there to fly kites. I can remember these experiences vividly. The hills; alias elliot elliotL98; elliot"
alias elliotL98 "wait 600; say were full of tall straw-like grass, and the weather was always windy – perfect for kite flying.; alias elliot elliotL99; elliot"
alias elliotL99 "wait 600; say It was a time of utmost happiness and joy for me. My father taught me to fly a kite by myself. The; alias elliot elliotL100; elliot"
alias elliotL100 "wait 600; say wind was so strong that I feared it would lift up my frail little body and carry me into the clouds. Once I; alias elliot elliotL101; elliot"
alias elliotL101 "wait 600; say got the hang of it, it was exhilarating. We would fly our kites together and run with the wind. I will never; alias elliot elliotL102; elliot"
alias elliotL102 "wait 600; say forget that place.; alias elliot elliotL103; elliot"
alias elliotL103 "wait 600; say My favorite childhood film was The Land Before Time. I used to watch that movie all the time with Ah; alias elliot elliotL104; elliot"
alias elliotL104 "wait 600; say Mah. It was about a baby dinosaur named Littlefoot who had just lost his mother and was journeying; alias elliot elliotL105; elliot"
alias elliotL105 "wait 600; say through a dangerous world to find the “Great Valley”, a land of prosperity and peace. I remember the; alias elliot elliotL106; elliot"
alias elliotL106 "wait 600; say feeling of utter sadness I felt during the scene when his mother died, and the triumphant and happy; alias elliot elliotL107; elliot"
alias elliotL107 "wait 600; say emotions that swept over me when he finally discovered the Great Valley, after going through all the; alias elliot elliotL108; elliot"
alias elliotL108 "wait 600; say hardship to get there. I watched this movie so many times that just thinking about it brings the emotions; alias elliot elliotL109; elliot"
alias elliotL109 "wait 600; say back. It was a big part of my childhood.; alias elliot elliotL110; elliot"
alias elliotL110 "wait 600; say Already a world traveler, I went on a trip to Spain with my parents and my parent’s friends Patrick; alias elliot elliotL111; elliot"
alias elliotL111 "wait 600; say and Lupe. It was the fourth country I’ve been to at such a young age. We stayed in an exquisite castlelike house that I believe was owned by a friend of ours. The house had a tower that I was extremely; alias elliot elliotL112; elliot" // will cut off, 74 chars too long