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- One-Man Carnival
- Like a dog on a leash my sister led me,
- The curves of her hand soft and feminine
- Around mine, small and sharp and
- It is then that I know that,
- If not for the impatient scolding of my mother
- I would not have been here at all,
- For the smiles she graces upon her friends
- And the few ones she bestows upon me
- Are positively not the same
- And I am aware of how I do not reach her shoulders
- Even when I am standing straight
- The smell of burnt oil and hotcakes sharp as she
- Tugs rough on my arm and my balance
- Is lost, along with her hand and I am
- Eating gravel and snow, thrown among
- A crowded sea of legs that swallow my words
- When my lips part wide
- And call her name
- And the hot tears that steam up my glasses are
- A fresh reminder to my sister’s remorse of
- Bringing me along in the first place
- And I stand, wiping at my eyes with
- Dirt under my fingernails until I flee the scene to
- Escape any reprimands, falling over my feet
- Into strangers whose laughter I do not
- Understand, their faces spinning like the distant
- Carousel as I tumble away
- And I find myself beneath the eaves of a tent that
- Houses crane games and capsule machines and
- Ticket stubs and pennies on the ground that
- I In turn pocket mindlessly, and I sit
- Among the filth and gaze upon the concentrated faces
- Of those playing games, of those inserting
- Quarter after quarter after quarter while
- Mom’s hastily applied mascara
- Dries beneath my eyes
- And I learn to ignore the volunteer security guard’s
- Impertinent gaze, zipping my jacket up above
- My chin as the sun sets further beneath the
- Clouds, and the pink tip of my nose points like a
- Signal towards the Ferris wheel lights, flickering
- As my eyes begin to droop into sleep, and
- I believe I must be dreaming as my
- Sister scoops me up, because it has begun to snow and I
- Tell her that I want to go home.
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