JOURNAL LOG

Another human arrived. Somehow they seem different than the ones I've seen come out of the ruins before. They weren't stained in dust. That woman was lucky, if it had been any other case, I'm not sure what I would do. But a promise is a promise. We'll see how things go.

Things are going smoothly so far. They've been kind to Papyrus and I. They haven't lifted their finger at any of the other monsters. Maybe humans aren't all the same after all. Still, there's determination in their eyes like the others that concerns me. They're powerful, whether they know it or not. I'm just glad that they're putting that power to good use.

They even got Undyne to falter and put down her spear. This kid isn't bad. I guess Papyrus pushed for it and they became friends. Undyne letting a human go. Who would have known she'd be capable of something like that?

Looks like they finally got to hotlands. Still surprised they've made it this far remaining a pacifist. Plenty of monsters know that the king needs a last human soul. Everyone is urging to get it to him.

Even Alphys's puzzles aren't an issue for them. Looks like they get along pretty well too, even when Alphys was lying to them that entire time. I'm excited to see what other feats they'll be able to pull off. But soon they'll have to face the king. I don't know if he can put a kind human soul aside in comparison to all the monsters that have been trapped here for eras.

The king killed them.

I don't remember writing this, but I know it's true. Did he kill them again? Either way, he's got the seven souls now. It seems like he's second guessing himself. The other monsters are angry with his hesitation.

No. No they attacked the king this time. I'm not entirely sure what happened, but this finally proves it. They have to have some kind of power, some kind of ability to time travel. Either way, the king was killed. The child took his soul to escape this place. I really thought that maybe they would be different, but I guess they couldn't get through to the guy. Surprisingly enough, though. After he died and word spread, it seemed that the queen returned to take the throne in his place. She's a great ruler. But I fear that maybe she's too soft.

It happened again. This time, the child did something incredible. Or.. should I call them Frisk now? The barrier is gone. I don't know how and I don 't know when it happened, but it had to have been their doing. There was that flower I've run into plenty of times before. That thing with no sense of morality. It attacked us, but then everything went blank. Everyone still woke up around the same place, but it's still worrisome that there's a gap between these things happening. I want to know how this happened, but at the same time, maybe this isn't so bad. I hope we can live like this happily. Either way, everyone went wherever they felt like. Toriel and Frisk stayed together. She even became a teacher like she always wanted.

It's always horrible looking back on these entries. Frisk reset our timeline again. They ruined our happy ending. But it doesn't seem like they're doing anything bad this time. Same thing again, they left the ruins, they walked out, I ran into them with no real idea before I came back and read this again. I'm disappointed in them. I can't help but realize that they had a sense of familiarity in their eyes, though. It felt like they've known me, and I guess they do.

The same things happened. I've been trying to act natural, but I cant help but think maybe I should say something. I tried to invite them to Grillby's to talk about this and how much they know, but I got choked up and couldn't mention anything. To a future me, please keep this in mind. Don't be scared to ask next time.

It's the exact same shit. I'm kind of getting tired of this, but at least I have a better alias. Maybe Frisk is a bit immature. Maybe they just want to be the 'hero'. Is this really saving us though? Why couldn't they have just left everyone in the best possible timeline? Why couldn't they have just let everyone be happy and free on the surface?

Papyrus still likes them. He's friends with them, again. Maybe I should try to be too.

I ended up telling them about the conversation I had with the woman from the ruins. About how she made me promise that if another human came through those doors that I would protect them. I think it came off a bit harsh, but I told them that they would be dead if I hadn't made that agreement with her. I could tell Frisk was panicking when I said it. Maybe I shouldn't have scared them so badly. Either way, I apologized, and they went on to do their hero thing again.

The same thing happened. Papyrus got everyone together. We all blacked out again. I had the same feeling of amnesia when I woke up. Frisk was there again, passed out on the ground. I tried to get Alphys's attention, but it seemed like she was more interested in the fact the barrier was broken again than what I had to say. Who cares anymore.

When they woke up, we left. Everyone went their separate ways. Toriel pretty much adopted the kid again, Asgore went to pursue gardening. Papyrus and I made our own place in the city. Undyne and Alphys were able to find work and a place to live too. Everyone had a happy ending again. Please, if this happens again. Please try to do something about it. Convince Frisk to break the barrier again, but to keep us all happy.

This is entirely fucked up. I guess it happened again. Whatever “it” is. I'm having a hard time gathering any motivation to see what's going to happen this time. Probably the same thing again. Don't they get bored?

They walked out of those doors coated thick with dust. I don't know how I'm going to be able to keep up like this. I did my usual spiel, something similar to what I'd written down from.. earlier timelines I guess. They looked me in the eyes like they didn't even have a soul. They got bored of pacifism, I guess. So much for any hope in them. I think I'm going to try an tell papyrus when I have the chance.

I wish I could kill them. Maybe if I took their soul, I could fix this anomaly. They've been slaughtering everything.  All the snow past the ruins is gray from fallen monsters. I'm disgusted. I told them that if they kept this up, that there would be consequences. Maybe they'll change their mind and show a bit of mercy?

They spared my brother from their killing spree. I don't know what to think, every time they took a step towards him, I felt like I was going to have to jump in and act for him. I'd rather die than my brother any day. And while I hate to say it, who's to say my sacrifice would be for anything if they can just reset everything and bring everyone back? Why can't they just reset again and give us our happy ending back? I'd rather have an infinite number of those than... whatever this is.

Nothing changed as they went on. Undyne.. She was killed. She tried so hard to stay lucid and fight back. The human just kept striking her down over and over again until she finally couldn't take it anymore and collapsed into dust. I don't want to see this anymore.

I ran into them on their way to Asgore again. Frisk looked at me like they were seeing some kind of obstacle. Eventually, they went on to kill him again. Asgore was dead. Everyone else was dead. Alphys disappeared. I don't think there's anyone except for me, Papyrus, and a few other monsters who managed to hide somehow. I think I'm beginning to hate them.

I do hate them. They're back again. Nothing has changed, if anything, it might be worse this time. They were coated in that thick dust again, carrying their knife confidently. I think they must hate us. Maybe Frisk gets some kind of sick enjoyment out of this. I've been trying my best to keep a straight face in front of them. It hasn't been all that successful.

They're back in Snowdin. At least the villagers wised up this time and evacuated. I think Alphys, who has been watching the human on camera, had something to do with that. If it wasn't for her, who knows how many more monsters would have died today?

Frisk killed my brother. He tried to welcome them with open arms and they struck him down. They can't be the same person I met before. Maybe all of that previous shit was just fake. It has to be. Toriel, Papyrus.. I'm so sorry this happened to both of you.

I'm keeping my distance to watch them. They've been walking around places I think I've been posted at before. My stations I usually watch over. They've poked around them, checking for any clues as to where I could be. Are they intentionally looking for me?

They stopped looking for me. I think they got frustrated over looking. The bad part is that they took it out on all the other monsters through waterfall. They even tried to cut down that kid. Undyne was injured by them, but I couldn't stomach to see her die. She was always so strong and determined. How could something like this happen to all of us.

I've made up my mind. I'll confront the human child in the same place I guess I always have. Things won't be so easy for them this time.

They came to the hall. I could see the grin on their face form as they saw me standing before them like I was one of their missing pieces to their fucked up puzzle. The second they took a step, I panicked. It was easier than I thought, but also incredibly hard. I guess I felt stronger than I thought about killing them. We could have been friends once, maybe.

They came back, I killed them again. It doesn't look like this is the first time that this has happened. I think I've killed Frisk multiple times, at this point.

The look on Frisks face, this time. They were incredibly frustrated with me. It looks like my plan to trap them worked at least once. Guess it didn't keep them from coming back again, though.

I woke up in Snowdin again. Everyone was back. I think I could have cried when I heard Papyrus's damn voice again. He was excited as usual. I'm so glad to see him. When I knocked on the door, I heard Toriel's voice as well. I made sure to welcome her back. She was a bit confused, but that's alright. I'll make sure everyone is safe this time.

The kid came through the ruins doors again. They look softer somehow, like something in them snapped to some extent. I watched them walk across the bridge this time on their own. Every step they took was overly cautious. Eventually, I just ended up meeting them by the bridge anyways. I shook their hand, but they seemed confused. They asked where the joke was.  I told them there wasn't any. Something about that must have struck a nerve in them because they nearly broke into a mess of tears after that. All I could really do was pat their back for some sort of reassurance. There's no real reason I should forgive them for what they've done at this point.

They don't even carry a weapon anymore. I asked if they had anything to defend themself with and they said no. All they had was a little red ribbon they tied around their wrist. They said the color reminded them of someone.

I'm having trouble believing this isn't a prank that I'm playing on myself, but then it wouldn't make much sense for all of this to be written. It has to be real, doesn't it? But then why is Frisk being so friendly as opposed to these last two apparent times.

They stayed in Snowdin for a while before leaving. They told me that they had things to do, I told them if they needed a place to stay, that they were welcome here. Truth be told, I just want them to confess all the things they've done. I need to be absolutely certain.

I told Papyrus to stay home, today. The two faced off again, but I made sure to watch this time. I was ready to intervene, but nothing bad happened this time. My brother is safe, Frisk is safe. Everyone around here is safe so far.

They went off to waterfall again, but I brought them to Grillby's to pull a prank on them. I don't think they appreciate so much ketchup on their burger. Still, it was a good laugh for both of us, I guess.

I think they're still uneasy every time I end up in the same place as them. I don't blame them. I've killed them how many times? Dozens? Who's to say anymore. They'll have to get used to me watching them for a while, though. I'm not taking my eyes off of them.

They befriended Undyne again. Apparently they burned her house down together, but that wasn't Frisk's fault entirely. I know Undyne takes things to a bit of an extreme.

A bunch of time has passed. I've been taking notes on their behavior since they got out of waterfall and went through hotlands. They take steps like they know the route perfectly. They don't even flinch when the other monsters try to attack them. It's like they think they're some breed of immortal, but once again, it looks like they're putting their power to good use. Maybe they finally feel guilty. Or maybe they even felt lonely after all of what they did.

They're getting close to facing the king again. This is going to be the last time I talk to them about this, I think. If I wake up again and all of this has to happen again..? Well, I think I'll just take Papyrus and Undyne and everyone and just explain what's been going on to all of them.

I met Frisk in the hallway. They approached me with that familiar expression again. They seemed so determined to set things straight this time, and said that they would save the world this time. I asked them to show me their powers. We'll see what happens. I made sure to give them a codeword just in case. Just for laughs it's “I'm a stupid doodoo butt”.

They stuttered a bit when they said it, I think they were embarrassed over how stupid it was. Either way, this proves things. They've been using some method of time travel. If it's anything like what [REDACTED] and I were looking at, it's got to be fueled by determination, right? Just to mess with the kid a little, I'm sending them back another time. It doesn't matter what the codeword is this time, just act like you knew what it was the entire time.

After hearing what I expected was a joke aimed at myself again, (With my horrible sense of humor I don't doubt it.) Frisk told me something kind of weird. They apologized to me personally about something that had happened before. I'm going to assume that it's something I'll never remember, but I also don't think it's worth over thinking. Either way, they went on to provoke Asgore.

Everything just happened the same as written before. Toriel came and intervened, everyone else was there too. We got caught by some flower, blacked out, then woke up to the broken barrier. I think I'm going to stop writing about all these things. Who knows how many resets there could be in the future. To any other Sans's in the future, don't keep writing. Ride it out. Somewhere out there, your friends are alive and well. But please, try not to get too depressed over it. Write about the happy moments, not the sad ones. It's been too much already to learn about all this. Use the knowledge to protect everyone and make sure that all that murder and chaos never happens again. You're probably the only one who knows about this, but by the time you've gone through all this, I'm sure you realize it's for good reason. Take care of Papyrus for me. See ya.