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Backstory: I've always been alone. A day or 2 before June 29th, I went to a buddies, smoked weed and came back and felt like everyone was againstt me, I was hearing voices, people following me and people just standing there in the middle of the street or in the ditch. Panic attack, I had no idea what happened.
Fast forward: I watch this video https://youtu.be/5nWwR-Lgf-w?t=714 - and I get to #2 on the List "Randonautica" that starts at 11:54 and goes til 19:45.
This is some shit I ain't never seen before(keep in mind, I'm a flat earther whos been down every rabbit hole), so I go to https://www.reddit.com/r/conspiracy/ and type in "randonautica" to see results.
as of writing this, there are only 6 posts. one is new from 2 hours ago - https://www.reddit.com/r/conspiracy/search?q=randonautica&restrict_sr=on&include_over_18=on&sort=relevance&t=all
The new one: https://www.reddit.com/r/conspiracy/comments/hmjog3/wtf_is_randonautica/
I went and read through each one, and the one that says "Thoughts on Randonatica stood out, and took me down the void rabbithole. https://www.reddit.com/r/conspiracy/comments/gksujl/thoughts_on_randonautica/
Some guy said "Pretty sure that’s the dude from r/pastsaturnsrings
Everyone needs to read that subs megathread stickied up top" so I click on it.
Leads me here: https://www.reddit.com/r/PastSaturnsRings/
I scroll down and see this post: https://www.reddit.com/r/PastSaturnsRings/comments/hj7k9f/can_anybody_tell_me_what_this_sub_is_about_im/
Q: Can anybody tell me what this sub is about? I'm open minded, but i don't understand anything on here yet.
A: It's about how a black cube is a quantum supercomputer AI demon inside of Saturn that has been sending a signal to Earth that pulls the wool over our eyes causing us to live in a false reality.
I scroll down and find some more shit - https://twitter.com/nickhintonn/status/1151986453569605632?s=21 I read it
I finish reading and click his profile for more speculation on information.
https://twitter.com/NickHintonn
His pinned tweet: https://twitter.com/nickhintonn333/status/1258890302833799176
I read to thread 20.
Started researching randonautica more, and theres no way, if this is "Reality" that these glitches in the matrix could be happening.
This is 100% a simulation and my questions now are
1. Was it because of the 2012 Doomsday Event?
2. Did CERN do something?
3. Is this why I feel so alone?
4. What real? Clearly this reality isn't but is it like the matrix where every person is real and plugged in or is everyone else NPCs/Programmed for "My Reality"? Am I real?
5. What's the plan/end goal from here?
6. Who's the "great evil?"
7. Who's the "great good?"
8. Can we get out?
9. Can we go deeper with VR Simulation technology as an escape?
10. What is purpose?