07[01:22] <Kitsune[D]{P}> considering doing that file again
[01:23] <~Organizer> ...as am I
[01:23] <~Organizer> If you do it, I will as well so you have someone to freakout/feel weird with
[01:23] <~Organizer> Solidarity and all that
[01:24] <~Organizer> !chanstats
07[01:24] <Kitsune[D]{P}> I'm afraid to do it
07[01:24] <Kitsune[D]{P}> but I really want to
07[01:24] <Kitsune[D]{P}> it makes me happy and it's addicting
[01:25] <~Organizer> I know what you mean
[01:25] <~Organizer> I'm trying to think of good advice
[01:26] <~Organizer> Best I can say is, it won't affect you if you really don't want it to. But trouble there is, that back corner of your mind wants you to
[01:26] <~Organizer> And then it becomes a fight of giving into that corner
[01:26] <~Organizer> And fuck me the nightquil is hitting
[01:26] <~Organizer> @map
[01:26] <ChanStat> (12Map): Relationship map for 12#Pony_Hypno can be found by going to 12http://chanstat.net/map/rizon/%23pony_hypno
07[01:26] <Kitsune[D]{P}> I really want it to
[01:27] <~Organizer> Well, if it weirds you out too much, nope out and say the revert trigger
[01:28] <~Organizer> Then reset and forget about it all
07[01:28] <Kitsune[D]{P}> problem is I don't want to when it's affecting me
[01:28] <~Organizer> Otherwise, all things in moderation
[01:28] <~Organizer> I'll be your safety buddy on this then haha
[01:29] <~Organizer> If you get too into it, I'll remind you to get out
07[01:29] <Kitsune[D]{P}> I'll try in a few
[01:29] <~Organizer> Which one are you doing?
07[01:29] <Kitsune[D]{P}> Twilight
00[01:30] <~Organizer> Alrighty. Might do Dash again and see how it goes
07[01:30] <Kitsune[D]{P}> funny thing is, she's not that different from myself as it is
[01:30] <~Organizer> Yeah, but it's the specifics that get ya
[01:30] <~Organizer> !chanrank
07[01:30] <Kitsune[D]{P}> yeah
07[01:30] <Kitsune[D]{P}> what's the map all about?
[01:31] <~Organizer> Seeing who talks to who
[01:31] <~Organizer> I like browsing the statistics of the day
00[01:32] <~Organizer> Right then. Going to Dash now. I'll see you back in 20 minutes
07[01:32] <Kitsune[D]{P}> k
07[01:32] * Kitsune[D]{P} hugs
[01:32] <~Organizer> Best of luck to you
07[01:32] <Kitsune[D]{P}> ty
07[01:32] <Kitsune[D]{P}> you too
[01:49] <~Organizer> Righto I'm back
07[01:49] <Kitsune[D]{P}> I've not done it yet
07[01:49] <Kitsune[D]{P}> area is noo noisy
07[01:49] <Kitsune[D]{P}> *too
07[01:50] <Kitsune[D]{P}> could just use the trigger phrase, I suppose
[01:50] <~Organizer> psssh
[01:50] <~Organizer> well, see how that works for you
07[01:50] <Kitsune[D]{P}> one of my friends did a quick bit of hypnosis to strengthen the phrase
07[01:50] <Kitsune[D]{P}> so I'm not sure
[01:51] <~Organizer> Do it
07[01:52] <Kitsune[D]{P}> They also made it so the people I trust enough could use the phrases to break me out of it if needed
[01:52] <~Organizer> If I'm going to be feeling all weird here, I want some company haha
[01:52] <~Organizer> Well that's good
07[01:52] <Kitsune[D]{P}> so right after, someone used the initial trigger and said "you're a smart pony" and my immediate thought and response was "of course I am"
[01:53] <~Organizer> of course
07[01:53] <Kitsune[D]{P}> tehy then dropped me out of it again and I felt all weird for a while
07[01:54] <Kitsune[D]{P}> well, here goes nothing
[01:55] <~Organizer> So...?
07[01:55] <Kitsune[D]{P}> this is very strange
07[01:55] <Kitsune[D]{P}> I can hear Dash talking to me
07[01:55] <Kitsune[D]{P}> but it's echoey and far away
[01:55] <~Organizer> hmm, odd
07[01:55] <Kitsune[D]{P}> also I had an incredible urge to start reading
07[01:56] <Kitsune[D]{P}> and my face feels odd
07[01:56] <Kitsune[D]{P}> like I can almost feel like I have a muzzle, but mostly it's just the eyes
[01:56] <~Organizer> I'm just feeling odd all over
07[01:56] <Kitsune[D]{P}> my eyes feel HUGE
07[01:56] <Kitsune[D]{P}> also having a horn is odd
07[01:56] <Kitsune[D]{P}> and I have to actively supress the personality bit to keep myself from chatting here over reading
[01:57] <~Organizer> haha brilliant
07[01:57] <Kitsune[D]{P}> makes me feel sickish when I do...
07[01:57] <Kitsune[D]{P}> err
07[01:57] <Kitsune[D]{P}> I worded that wrong
07[01:57] <Kitsune[D]{P}> to keep me from reading over chatting in here
[01:57] <~Organizer> oh fuck me. Things are getting weird on my end
07[01:58] <Kitsune[D]{P}> oddly enough, I don't feel hooves this time
07[01:58] <Kitsune[D]{P}> the feeling is so much stronger when I use the file
00[01:58] <~Organizer> My body is feeling all tingly, and when I close my eyes, I'm picturing myself as dash
07[01:58] <Kitsune[D]{P}> haha
[01:58] <~Organizer> Not sure that I like this
07[01:59] <Kitsune[D]{P}> [do you have wings?]
07[01:59] <Kitsune[D]{P}> [do you?]
[01:59] <~Organizer> Not unless I think about it
07[01:59] <Kitsune[D]{P}> [aww]
[01:59] <~Organizer> gah now I'm feeling them
[01:59] <~Organizer> fuck
07[01:59] <Kitsune[D]{P}> [XD]
[01:59] <~Organizer> fuckfuckfuck
07[01:59] <Kitsune[D]{P}> [awesome]
07[01:59] <Kitsune[D]{P}> maybe I'll try Pinkie Pie
07[01:59] <Kitsune[D]{P}> no
07[02:00] <Kitsune[D]{P}> that might be hazardous right now
07[02:00] <Kitsune[D]{P}> fluttershy maybe
[02:00] <~Organizer> Nah, I need some logical twilight here
07[02:00] <Kitsune[D]{P}> or Rarity
[02:00] <~Organizer> haha
07[02:00] <Kitsune[D]{P}> she's so contrasting to my personality
07[02:00] <Kitsune[D]{P}> we're completely different
[02:00] <~Organizer> Who, rarity?
07[02:00] <Kitsune[D]{P}> yeah
[02:00] <~Organizer> Same
[02:00] <~Organizer> gah
07[02:00] <Kitsune[D]{P}> Twilight is nearly identical to me, she's just a bit more obsessive over things like books
[02:01] <~Organizer> this is so fucking weird
07[02:01] <Kitsune[D]{P}> I WANT A SCOOTALOO SCRIPT
[02:01] <~Organizer> holy shit
07[02:01] <Kitsune[D]{P}> ?
[02:02] <~Organizer> Part of me wanted to say the "It's on the doc". The other part wanted to start going on about scootaloo from a RD perspective
[02:02] <~Organizer> gah I'm not use to this all
07[02:02] <Kitsune[D]{P}> this book isn't nearly informative enough for my taste...
07[02:02] <Kitsune[D]{P}> ooohhhh
[02:02] <~Organizer> ah fuckfuckfuck this is weird
07[02:02] <Kitsune[D]{P}> I'm gonna be Scoot
07[02:02] <Kitsune[D]{P}> I LOVE Scootaloo
[02:03] <~Organizer> My fucking body is shaking slightly. I'm freaking out pretty hard
07[02:03] <Kitsune[D]{P}> this book isn't nearly as enjoyable as I had hoped.  I can't apply its information to anything outside of itsself and related books.
07[02:04] <Kitsune[D]{P}> ugh...
07[02:04] <Kitsune[D]{P}> *itself
[02:04] <~Organizer> But the back part f my nmind is saying be awesome
[02:04] <~Organizer> Sad about the book
07[02:04] <Kitsune[D]{P}> [it IS awesome, you're becoming RAINBOW DASH]
07[02:04] <Kitsune[D]{P}> [how could it NOT be awesome?]
[02:04] <~Organizer> Don't fuck with me Dashie. Or do... I'm conflicted right now
[02:05] <~Organizer> gah
07[02:05] <Kitsune[D]{P}> haha, Dash is starting to mirror her counterpart's ego in the show
[02:06] <~Organizer> shitshitshitshit I've never gone this long like this before
07[02:07] * Kitsune[D]{P} [hugs]
[02:07] <~Organizer> I appreciate it
[02:07] <~Organizer> I feel like I'm starting to calm down
07[02:07] <Kitsune[D]{P}> so if I called you Dash, would you respond?
00[02:07] <~Organizer> I can't tell if that's a good thing or if the Dash part is starting to get stronger
[02:07] <~Organizer> ...probably
07[02:07] <Kitsune[D]{P}> I'll have to test this...
07[02:08] <Kitsune[D]{P}> I feel rather purple
07[02:08] <Kitsune[D]{P}> It's making me feel like laughing giddily
[02:08] <~Organizer> It's making me feel like screaming internally
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[02:08] <~Organizer> Or I just am haha
07[02:09] <Kitsune[D]{P}> I felt like that too
07[02:09] <Kitsune[D]{P}> I think I might have
07[02:09] <Kitsune[D]{P}> I don't entirely remember
[02:09] <~Organizer> Ok. Mate, I need your trust on this one
07[02:10] <Kitsune[D]{P}> okay
00[02:10] <~Organizer> I'm going to see how far the rabbit hole goes. I want you to treat me like Dash for a bit. But if I start going to far or it hits 4:30, remind me to get out
07[02:10] <Kitsune[D]{P}> so like 20 minute limit?
[02:10] <~Organizer> yeah
07[02:10] <Kitsune[D]{P}> got it
07[02:10] <Kitsune[D]{P}> Cross my heart, hope to fly, stick a cupcake in my eye
07[02:11] <Kitsune[D]{P}> Pinkie Promised
[02:11] <~Organizer> Awesome
07[02:11] <Kitsune[D]{P}> this is going to be fascinating
[02:11] <~Organizer> fuck that was unintentional that awesome
07[02:11] <Kitsune[D]{P}> haha
07[02:11] <Kitsune[D]{P}> mind if I take notes?
[02:11] <~Organizer> haha I hope you analyze up a storm
[02:11] <~Organizer> Do it
07[02:11] <Kitsune[D]{P}> oh, good!
07[02:11] <Kitsune[D]{P}> this'll be so much fun!
07[02:12] <Kitsune[D]{P}> this is more exciting than my book
07[02:12] <Kitsune[D]{P}> haha
07[02:12] <Kitsune[D]{P}> so how do you feel so far, then?
[02:12] <~Organizer> Still pretty on edge. Quite tingly/uneasy. If I think about wings, I can feel them
07[02:13] <Kitsune[D]{P}> I guess I should call you Dash, since you kind of are
[02:13] <~Organizer> Kind of...
07[02:13] <Kitsune[D]{P}> can you stretch them or flex them?
[02:13] <~Organizer> Maybe a litttle gah this is weird
07[02:13] <Kitsune[D]{P}> how long have you been since the script?
[02:14] <~Organizer> Like maybe 20-30 min
07[02:14] <Kitsune[D]{P}> do you still feel like screaming?
[02:15] <~Organizer> yes and no
07[02:15] <Kitsune[D]{P}> explain?
[02:15] <~Organizer> Opposing thoughts keep coming to my head and I need to make a conscious decision on what to type/say
[02:15] <~Organizer> ,/do
07[02:15] <Kitsune[D]{P}> what kind of thoughts?
[02:16] <~Organizer> Just what ever I'm answering to you right now. If I get two I'll type them both
07[02:16] <Kitsune[D]{P}> haha, I just thought "this would make an excellent report to Princess Celestia"
[02:16] <~Organizer> haha
07[02:16] <Kitsune[D]{P}> and I've been expecting Spike to be writing this all down
00[02:16] <~Organizer> man, now I'm just picturing my self as dash
[02:17] <~Organizer> Like I can mentally see it
07[02:17] <Kitsune[D]{P}> I can't wait until I can physically see myself as Twilight
[02:17] <~Organizer> And starting to feel it a wwee bit
[02:17] <~Organizer> I don't think I want that
07[02:17] <Kitsune[D]{P}> so if I were to say...
07[02:17] <Kitsune[D]{P}> Hey, Rainbow Dash, how are you today?
[02:18] <~Organizer> A plain Fine/Awesome
[02:18] <~Organizer> shitshit
07[02:18] <Kitsune[D]{P}> but how did that feel?
[02:18] <~Organizer> It's not even like I'm answering as a character, but like part of me was thinking like that
[02:19] <~Organizer> And really wanted to say it
[02:19] <~Organizer> gahasldkfa;lskdjf
07[02:19] <Kitsune[D]{P}> my mind is wandering too much, I need someone to be my scribe...
07[02:19] <Kitsune[D]{P}> I can't write and ask you things at the same time
[02:19] <~Organizer> Well, you can always just pull up the logs later
[02:19] <~Organizer> Notes from there and whatnot
[02:20] <~Organizer> ./reading is for losers
[02:20] <~Organizer> fuuuuck
07[02:20] <Kitsune[D]{P}> ._.'
[02:20] <~Organizer> Shit's getting weird
07[02:20] <Kitsune[D]{P}> nice to know you lack my love for books...
07[02:20] <Kitsune[D]{P}> I thought you liked reading?
[02:21] <~Organizer> Some times
07[02:21] <Kitsune[D]{P}> you know, like Daring Do
[02:21] <~Organizer> But not tons like you do
[02:21] <~Organizer> You read way too much
07[02:21] <Kitsune[D]{P}> one can never learn too much information
07[02:21] <Kitsune[D]{P}> reading is the best way, other than going out and researching it yourself
[02:21] <~Organizer> Psssh. Learning can only do you so much
[02:22] <~Organizer> Practical application is where it's at
07[02:22] <Kitsune[D]{P}> Learning is what makes our lives as pleasant as they are now
[02:22] <~Organizer> Yeah, bt where's the excitement?
07[02:22] <Kitsune[D]{P}> what would you do without the technology we have developed?
[02:22] <~Organizer> ./gaahhhhh
[02:23] <~Organizer> Not sure
07[02:23] <Kitsune[D]{P}> exactly
07[02:23] <Kitsune[D]{P}> and we had to learn to be able to get here
07[02:24] <Kitsune[D]{P}> and reading is a wonderful way to learn more
07[02:24] <Kitsune[D]{P}> who knows?  I might make the next breakthrough in science!
07[02:24] <Kitsune[D]{P}> Celestia would be so proud!
[02:24] <~Organizer> fuuuuuck I'm feeling the hair and wings hardcore
07[02:25] <Kitsune[D]{P}> oh, you
[02:25] <~Organizer> :/
07[02:25] <Kitsune[D]{P}> oh, and of course reasearch is also very important
07[02:25] <Kitsune[D]{P}> ugh...
07[02:25] <Kitsune[D]{P}> *research
07[02:26] <Kitsune[D]{P}> for example, I'm researching you right now
[02:26] <~Organizer> (ahhh I'm hearing thoughts in her voice)
07[02:26] <Kitsune[D]{P}> it's fascinating
07[02:26] <Kitsune[D]{P}> ooh, realy?
07[02:26] <Kitsune[D]{P}> ugh
[02:26] <~Organizer> yes. Really
07[02:26] <Kitsune[D]{P}> I keep failing these words...
07[02:26] <Kitsune[D]{P}> *really
[02:26] <~Organizer> I've noticed
07[02:26] <Kitsune[D]{P}> how many of the thoughts?
07[02:26] <Kitsune[D]{P}> like most, all?
[02:27] <~Organizer> Those occasional cutting in ones
07[02:27] <Kitsune[D]{P}> 10%?
[02:27] <~Organizer> Definitely those
[02:27] <~Organizer> 20-30%?
07[02:27] <Kitsune[D]{P}> ah
07[02:27] <Kitsune[D]{P}> making note of this
07[02:28] <Kitsune[D]{P}> so how likely do you think it is that you could come back to this state?
[02:29] <~Organizer> (I think things are evening out)
[02:29] <~Organizer> Not sure
[02:29] <~Organizer> From just the trigger, probably not
07[02:29] <Kitsune[D]{P}> oh, good, because it's about time you snap out of it
[02:29] <~Organizer> But I got here from a tape I fell asleep during
07[02:29] <Kitsune[D]{P}> interesting...
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[02:29] <~Organizer> (Give me 15 more minutes)
07[02:30] <Kitsune[D]{P}> would you say the effects are more or less apparent when used during sleep?
[02:30] <~Organizer> Not sure. I've only used this one twice.
[02:30] <~Organizer> 1st one felt weird last night. As did todays
07[02:30] <Kitsune[D]{P}> that's not very helpful...
07[02:31] <Kitsune[D]{P}> oh well, more research later, then
[02:31] <~Organizer> Sorry
07[02:31] <Kitsune[D]{P}> I need Spike here to scribe for me, it would be so much easier
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[02:31] <~Organizer> oops
07[02:32] <Kitsune[D]{P}> Very nice, was that intentional?
[02:32] <~Organizer> sorry
[02:32] <~Organizer> not entirely
07[02:32] <Kitsune[D]{P}> not entirely?
[02:32] <~Organizer> Forget about it. moving on
[02:32] <~Organizer> I think things are settled
07[02:32] <Kitsune[D]{P}> was it Dash influence there?
[02:33] <~Organizer> Like I'm not quite fighting with that corner right now
07[02:33] <Kitsune[D]{P}> co-existing or supressing?
[02:33] <~Organizer> Everything feels kind of mellow, and I feel very brash/dashy
[02:33] <~Organizer> Co-existing
07[02:33] <Kitsune[D]{P}> ooh, co-existing!
07[02:34] <Kitsune[D]{P}> so you're even closer to the goal of the script, then?
[02:34] <~Organizer> Maybe? I don't really know what the goal is
[02:34] <~Organizer> I never had a goal for these to begin with
[02:34] <~Organizer> Just experimentation/see what happens
07[02:35] <Kitsune[D]{P}> What other physical sensations do you have?
[02:35] <~Organizer> Well, I can really feel the hair. Wings are touch and go right now. Tingling has pretty much stopped
07[02:36] <Kitsune[D]{P}> can you see anything?
[02:36] <~Organizer> Well, duh. How else could I be typing?
07[02:36] <Kitsune[D]{P}> haha, that's not what I mean, Dash
[02:37] <~Organizer> Oh, so you meant like physical things?
[02:37] <~Organizer> Nah. Nothing really
[02:37] <~Organizer> Though if I close my eyes, I can picture it all
07[02:37] <Kitsune[D]{P}> oh, that's too bad
07[02:37] <Kitsune[D]{P}> so mental imaging without physical impressioning...
[02:38] <~Organizer> I mean, I feel some stuff. Just don't like actually see it
07[02:38] <Kitsune[D]{P}> so slight tactile impressioning?
[02:39] <~Organizer> Slight-moderate
07[02:39] <Kitsune[D]{P}> to what extent would you say it is?
07[02:40] <Kitsune[D]{P}> you said hair is tactile
[02:40] <~Organizer> Oh yeah, definitely
07[02:40] <Kitsune[D]{P}> wings are sort of on and off situation
07[02:40] <Kitsune[D]{P}> fur?
07[02:40] <Kitsune[D]{P}> or mane?
[02:40] <~Organizer> Wings are on the low end
[02:40] <~Organizer> MAne yes
[02:40] <~Organizer> fur no
07[02:40] <Kitsune[D]{P}> hmm
07[02:40] <Kitsune[D]{P}> I wonder how I could get these sensations...
07[02:41] <Kitsune[D]{P}> [I'm making her get food, brb]
07[02:41] <Kitsune[D]{P}> but I'm doing research...
00[02:41] <~Organizer> Not now other Dash
07[02:42] <Kitsune[D]{P}> [food's not done yet it turns out]
07[02:43] <Kitsune[D]{P}> [and she needs to eat SOMETHING]
07[02:43] <Kitsune[D]{P}> I can after this
07[02:43] <Kitsune[D]{P}> so mentally, how much do you feel?
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[02:44] <~Organizer> A solid bit
07[02:44] <Kitsune[D]{P}> I'm not sure I understand
[02:45] <~Organizer> I'm not sure how much more I can answer. I'm getting quite tired
[02:45] <~Organizer> But let's just say I'm feeling it and a lot of the personality aspects
07[02:45] <Kitsune[D]{P}> well, it has been 15 minutes, as you asked
[02:46] <~Organizer> Indeed
[02:46] <~Organizer> Snapping out of it now
07[02:46] <Kitsune[D]{P}> I suppose I should do the same
07[02:46] <Kitsune[D]{P}> I really need Spike here to take notes..
[02:46] <~Organizer> holy shit it feels like a weight is off me
07[02:47] <Kitsune[D]{P}> remind me later to read over this log and make some real notes about it
07[02:47] <Kitsune[D]{P}> for now...
07[02:48] <Kitsune[D]{P}> for now the trigger to release the effects doesn't seem to be working as well as I had hoped
[02:48] <~Organizer> Try again. Shake it off
[02:48] <~Organizer> That's what I just had to do
07[02:48] <Kitsune[D]{P}> [will have her do so in a moment]
00[02:49] <~Organizer> At least Dash is watching out for your well being haha. MAking sure you get food and don't go crazy over books
[02:49] <Berrin> Shes got me watching over her too, so no problems.
07[02:49] <Kitsune[D]{P}> oh, so
07[02:49] <Kitsune[D]{P}> Berrin did the release
07[02:49] <Kitsune[D]{P}> I feel weird now
07[02:50] <Kitsune[D]{P}> it's tugging at the back of my mind now though
[02:50] <~Organizer> Let it go for now
[02:50] <~Organizer> Do other stuff
[02:50] <~Organizer> Also, I feel bad that I was here going all sort of crazy while you just watched on Berrin
07[02:50] <Kitsune[D]{P}> unfortunately, what I have to do now involves reading a book
[02:51] <Berrin> You're fine organizer
[02:51] <Berrin> this has just cemented the fact that I shouldnt mess with this stuff anymore
[02:51] <~Organizer> We don't talk about this, aight?
[02:51] <Berrin> I dont mind the /physical/ sensations, but I dont like personality changing.
[02:51] <~Organizer> It's really not that bad
[02:51] <~Organizer> I just went way too fucking far with it tonight
07[02:51] <Kitsune[D]{P}> I might talk about myself later
[02:51] <Berrin> I like to be in control of my own mind. lol
07[02:51] <Kitsune[D]{P}> won't mention you though
[02:51] <~Organizer> And I never plan on doing it again
07[02:52] <Kitsune[D]{P}> I liked it
07[02:52] <Kitsune[D]{P}> it was fun
07[02:52] <Kitsune[D]{P}> brb food
[02:52] <~Organizer> It was...something