*****G-Platypus: Blackberry_Jam Individual Log*****

Dec 17 23:40:20 <Mister_Clacky|GM>   *****G-Platypus: Blackberry_Jam Individual Log*****
Dec 17 23:40:20 <Mister_Clacky|GM>	The world goes black. Your head is hazy, your eyes closed.
Dec 17 23:40:59 *	Blackberry_Jam focuses on willing herself awake! Come on, dammit! Wake up! Don't let this thing win!
Dec 17 23:43:31 <Mister_Clacky|GM>	 You blink, the room coming into focus. You see an old poster on the far wall encouraging ponies to floss properly. A gruff but kind voice speaks behind you. "Napping? From the way your sister tells it, she was the one doing all the work."
Dec 17 23:49:28 *	Blackberry_Jam blinks herself awake, finding herself falling out of her chair. "I... I.... S-Sorry, dad..." She mutters, rubbing a sore spot on her rump. She blinks. "D-Dad?" She turns to face him.
Dec 17 23:51:35 <Mister_Clacky|GM>	 The older stallion walks around, tutting. "Don't break anything I'll have to fix."
Dec 17 23:52:21 *	Blackberry_Jam shakes her head a little. "I... I won't." She trots forward and touches him on the shoulder. THIS ISN'T REAL. She shakes her head a little. Yes... it...
Dec 17 23:53:51 <Mister_Clacky|GM>	 His coat is a bit rough to the touch, he gave the softer ones to you and your sister. A bit of his warmth bleeds through the fabric. He looks at you with concern. "Are you alright?"
Dec 17 23:54:38 *	Blackberry_Jam shakes her head and collapses into him in a tight hug. HE'S DEAD, YOU IDIOT. "No... No he's not..." she says aloud.
Dec 17 23:56:47 <Mister_Clacky|GM>	 staggers a bit but stays firm. He wraps his forelegs around you, hugging you tight. His smell is clean with just a hint of soap. He strokes your mane. "He's not what, Sweetheart?"
Dec 17 23:57:29 *	Blackberry_Jam just hugs the crap out of Wisdom for minutes on end. "You. You're here... that's all I needed... Where... Where's Razz?"
Dec 17 23:59:15 <Mister_Clacky|GM>	 "Right behind you, watching your emotional breakdown." She gives a warm smile with just a tinge of a smirk playing at the corner.
Dec 18 00:00:24 *	Blackberry_Jam hangs her head, a wide smile on her face as she turns and glomps her snooty, smartass sister. Never change, Razz. SHE'S DEAD, TOO, IDIOT.
Dec 18 00:03:07 <Mister_Clacky|GM>	 Raspberry's forelegs are held tight to her sides. "Geez! Don't crush me. I'm beginning to think something /is/ wrong with you mentally... more wrong with you, anyway."
Dec 18 00:04:26 *	Blackberry_Jam just sniffs a little. Get a hold of yourself, Berry! She climbs off of Raspberry and dusts herself off, offering her a hoof. "Sorry... just... had a few minutes to think about how thankful I was that you two were in my life." YEAH, THERE'S GOT TO BE SOMETHING WRONG WITH YOU, MENTALLY. THEY. ARE. DEAD.
Dec 18 00:10:52 <Mister_Clacky|GM>	 Raspberry shakes her head with a smile. "You should have been named Peanut Butter, cause you're /nutty/." The joke is almost as old as you are.
Dec 18 00:11:50 *	Blackberry_Jam finds it funny, even if it's just because Razz is telling it. "Sorry for that, just... had to get it out there. Is there anything that needs done right now? I feel better than I have in ages."
Dec 18 00:16:55 <Mister_Clacky|GM>	 Raspberry shakes her head. "I'm going to read a bit. Why don't you clean up in here. It's all cluttered up."
Dec 18 00:18:02 *	Blackberry_Jam gets right to it. "Sure thing. Mind if I..." She pauses. Smoke? Why the hell would she smoke? Those things are killer on your lungs... and your teeth. "Nevermind."
Dec 18 00:21:02 <Mister_Clacky|GM>	 Wisdom Tooth comes over to stand beside you as you go through the bandages. "Mind if I ask you a question?"
Dec 18 00:21:45 *	Blackberry_Jam shakes her head as she organizes them by length and coverage. "Not at all."
Dec 18 00:24:02 <Mister_Clacky|GM>	 There's a shift, an impossible change of time and place that still somehow seems normal. You stand on the lip of a crater. His voice sounds a little thin as he speaks from over your shoulder. "Why couldn't you save my /good/ daughter?"
Dec 18 00:25:36 *	Blackberry_Jam turns to look at him, hooves still moving as though she didn't notice. "What... what do you mean? She's right..." She turns to look at Raspberry, who should be sitting in her chair, with her favorite book, "Faust".
Dec 18 00:26:42 <Mister_Clacky|GM>	 An impossible scream, unequine and pained rolls up out of the crater.
Dec 18 00:27:04 *	Blackberry_Jam glances down at it. "What... what's going on?" IDIOT. HE GOT YOU. WAKE THE HELL UP.
Dec 18 00:30:43 <Mister_Clacky|GM>	 A hoof spins you around. Wisdom Tooth stands, face bruised and bloodied. A welt rings his neck, the fur worn away and the slaver lash still hanging loosely around it. A deathwail echoes out from something at the bottom of the crater. The memories driving like a pick between your eyes. "You /failed/! Her! Me! If it had been you down there, maybe I'd your sister and I would be alive!"
Dec 18 00:32:31 *	Blackberry_Jam 's legs falter at her father's appearance. "I... D-dad... I was... I was..." She tries to step back as much as she can. "I've... thought too much about you... for you to think that... Not a day goes by when I don't choke myself for letting you down! Is that not good enough for you?! Every wound I stitch, every treatment I give... I think of how I couldn't save you!"
Dec 18 00:32:56 <Blackberry_Jam>	"I failed, but I'm never failing again!" She's shouting, she's panting, she's angry.
Dec 18 00:35:19 <Mister_Clacky|GM>	 His face contorts. "Never failing again? It's all you do! What about that little pegasus stud? Heh?"
Dec 18 00:36:47 *	Blackberry_Jam glares right back. "Don't you /DARE/ talk about him like that!"
Dec 18 00:39:57 <Mister_Clacky|GM>	 He sneers. "You're the most worthless thing to fall out of your mother." There's a flash of something, like a jump in an old movie, a single frame out of place. A black toothy maw... "Your sister did more good than you ever will before you let her die with you /weakness/."
Dec 18 00:41:47 *	Blackberry_Jam is veritably boiling with rage. This wasn't right. This wasn't her father. Her father wouldn't speak like this. Her father wouldn't LIE. "Go to hell."
Dec 18 00:44:40 <Mister_Clacky|GM>	 Wisdom Tooth snorts, smoke blowing from his nostrils. He snarls, loosing an loud, unequine roar! The world around you goes black.
Dec 18 00:44:49 <Mister_Clacky|GM>	 ***End Session***