I really just want to say I'm really really really sorry how I treated you these past few months back in Lakewood. I owe u a huge apology for everything, for using u, for being mean to u, for saying shit about u. There's no excuse for how immature i acted and there's no reason in the world u deserved it. I'm ashamed that I ever treated anybody like no matter what reason I had in my head. I took my relationship issues out on u even tho u were such a good friend. You're such a nice giving person and I really hope that didn't change because of me. I feel so terrible about all of this and Im really working very hard on myself to change. I really wanted to be able to say this to Ur face but I understand if u don't feel like seeing me. I really hope Ur able to forgive one day for how I acted. Good luck with everything.
  Rachelli