Disdain would disappear into the trees to ensure the den and any prying eyes could not reach them there. All senses would investigate the area for any signs of others or threats before finding a suitable grassy spot and turning to look at Azzelia. A genuine chuckle managed to squeeze through the anxiety he had about the situation as she trotted in with her squirrel. The crimson male lowered his rump to the grassy patch and impassive gaze glanced around the area. "Is this ok?" he asked, voice was surprisingly calm as his insides raged at the thought of what was to come. Paw would lift and begin cleaning the bloody fur between pads from his earlier hunting escapades. He would wait for the woman to settle and eat her meal with quiet patience. He was definitely ok with waiting.
Azzelia after grabbing the squirrel she'd trot after Dis, yet when the passed the tree line everything that Kyte had spoke about sunk in. OH GOD... She was told to have sex.. WHAT! Not only that! But she needed to get pregnant as well.. Oh great, she's going to get fat. Eyes would look back at her self as she'd see how skinny she currently was, and how delish this squirrel tasted. Mmmmm, can't wait to get some more food! Purposely pushing her mind onto the topic of food and eating. Not wanting to think of what they were going to do. She liked Dis, even had a crush on the guy. But she wasn't sure she'd be able to do what Kyte asked. She'd scared the shit out of her, to the point she'd not wanted to do it again.. Though she wouldn't mind the pleasure that could come with it.. '<i>Nooo Azzel, stop thinking that.</i>' she'd think to herself and shook her head as they stopped. Words would hit her ears but went in then out the other.<c> "Dropping the squirrel she'd cant her head slightly. "What?" her voice sweet and lacking any of her thoughts. Then looked to him noticing he was sitting now and the were in a cute secluded spot. "O-ohh.. y-ess." she'd stutter out feeling her face heat up. Though looking at him she couldn't help the growl that came from her stomach and she'd thank the heavens for the perfect distraction from a big awkward moment and she'd smile. "First I'm hungry." she'd lightly laugh, her nerves spilling through into her voice.<d>"
Disdain seemed to have sucked the girl out of deep thoughts with his question. He wondered if she was on similar wavelengths as him, but he doubted it seeing as she didn't suffer from the same affliction. She had also already laid with another man. Although Disdain was not a virgin by any means thanks to his 'master' many months ago, he still felt like one seeing as this would be the first time he willingly committed such an act without being beaten into it. Man he was messed up. It was a good thing he became very good at hiding underneath a mask of complete composure. He didn't mean to hurt anyone's feeling though his often detachment tended to do so without him realizing it. The charming and kind side of him could not resist an understanding and comforting smile at the girl as she stammered. "Are you ok?" he ventured to ask her while she ate. He would not lay with someone against their will, even if he was punished by the Lord.
 Azzelia would rip the fur all off before she'd crunch hard into the squirrel. crunching the tiny bones pretty much eating all of it minus the fur. She was small, but it didn't mean she couldn't crunch through bones like other wolves did. Tail would un curl slightly as she ate the food, Those darkening green eyes would look up to him as she finished. A light nod given, she'd sit fully up. "Ah. yeah.. a little.. Just I.. I'm just confused on all of this.." she'd say softly it didn't makes sense to her, and instead of lashing out like she would if she was alone she'd cram it back and feel nervous about speaking her mind. Woman was a bit messed up as well, yet not in the same ways as he. Then again what wolf in the pack wasn't messed up a little bit? Thick shiver would shatter along her small frame as she looked up to Dis. "But.. Are you? I'd have, um, guessed you'd be a bit.. well.. nervous to.. unless this isn't your first time either.." she'd mumble out.<c> "Eyes darting away and staring off at a tree, or a rock, while she mumbled out her words. She felt out of all the guys he was probably the easiest out of them that she could talk to. That's saying something since she does have a deep seeded fear of males. That's been getting broken out of her by spending time in The pack. All she wanted was to be cared for, and treated well, in turn they'd get her utmost obedience. As long as she knew what was what, and what the rules were!<d>"
Disdain head tilted curiously to the side while ears perked at her words. Confused? It seemed pretty straightforward to him. He didn't like seeing her all nervous and worried, especially if he might be the cause. "What are you confused about?" He'd say in a gentle voice, trying to understand her thinking. When she returned his question, ears would flick back a moment and gaze dart off to the side, mimicking hers. He feared females as much as she feared males, though neither knew that of each other. Disdain wasn't really the talking type. A nervous sigh slipped through his lips as he turned back to look at her. His expression was hard to read as he didn't quite know what he was feeling himself either. "It's not my first time, though it has been a while. I don't particularly have fond memories. Did you enjoy it your last time?" His voice was an odd mix of calm yet dispassionate, as if he was relaying a story that wasn't his. He didn't really care for sympathy or anything from others so -c-he'd skim right past it. He felt she did have a right to know though. Even Kyte did not know about that part of his previous life. The two were close companions in their comfortable silence. -f-
Azzelia ears twitched back and forth as she'd listen. to his question on her confusion. Did he not remember that night or just wasn't thinking like she did. Maybe she was confusing herself, happened at times. "Well.. ah.. I just.. Laying was what got me demoted.. and now.. it's getting me promoted?.. I'm.. I'm confused on that." she'd fidget a bit.. Forgetting that he was the Viscount now, Essentially he was a.. a.. Beta.. Oh FUCK THAT! Lips curled up slightly as she'd step back and away from him teeth bore at him. "Your Beta now.. You can't kill me.." she'd growl at him, eyes slightly glazed as she went to the past yet as an adult.. She didn't say any more other then backing up and keeping low to the ground. Body lowered, ears flat, hackles raised, and tail curled under as she'd back away from teeth still bared at him. It was like she was going to escape, only thing stopping her was the fact in the back of her head she remembered he was apart of Apollyon,<c> "Kyte.. Atta.. Good people not the terrible wolves of her past. Female would let soft growls out as she'd back up against a rock and glared at him. "I.. I can't.." she'd shake her head slightly then realize she was in the present though she wouldn't stop growling thanks that memory. "Dis.. you.. " she'd whine, through her teeth. She was conflicted now.. so conflicted. If wolves could cry she'd probably be doing so from her confusion, not out of sadness or anything but more.. frustration. A mind being overwhelmed with memories and emotions. As she pressed against the rock she'd physically relax as something settled in the brain of her's but she was pressed against the rock as far away as she could be without feeling like she broke a rule. Sure she was freaking out now, but that wouldn't change the Lords order, and the fact that she liked him.. That helped a bit as well with calming her down, her hackles finally starting to lower.<d>"
Disdain Realization struck him when she explained her confusion. A small nod of the head was given and maw parted to answer when suddenly the woman freaked out, growling and backing away. Her words in turn confused him. The crimson male leaped to his feet at the sudden change of personality. "Kill you? I'd never hurt you..." he said, voice thick with worry. His calm facade was gone now that he was faced with a pack member who believed herself in trouble. Instincts he never knew kicked in as he struggled to assess the situation and what could have caused the change. A couple steps forward were taken before he paused, not wanting to put the poor girl in more distress as she continued to back away, staring at him with wide eyes.4 Was he the source of the fear? Uncertainty crossed his face for a moment as he thought frantically. Had he turned into.. HER?! His own eyes widened at the thought and head shook frantically. NO! Her next words struck him to the core as he remembered saying the same -c thing. The look on her face nearly broke his heart. He was a kind man that never wanted to hurt anybody, let alone innocents under his protection. Not knowing what else to do his face blanked, etched with sadness, and body dropped to the ground. Ears flicked back against his skull and he crawled towards the cowering woman a few feet. "I would never hurt you..." he repeated to her with a soft whine. To prove his point further, he reverted to a state of submission that he didn't think he could achieve since his 'master', and rolled onto his side to bear his belly at the woman. What else could he do to convince her? "I would never hurt you..." he said brokenly, almost a mantra at this point. He wouldn't touch her unless she wanted it. If she said she couldn't then that was it. He knew the Lord would be angry but he would take the hit for it, not allowing anyone to ever hurt the girl. -f-
Azzelia Stared at him as he'd move, never taking her eyes off of him. She was calmer now yes, but that didn't mean she wasn't still.. scared as to say. As she watched him, she noticed his expression changing, and then he lowered to his belly, No.. This was much different. Immediate still-ness came to the girl as she would look at him in pure shock. She'd let a little whine out when he rolled to his belly. "I.. I know.. It's.." she'd whine softly and scooted closer to him and nudged him lightly. Tongue flicking out to lick over his nose. She didn't want to see him bowing so much, yet it did help it made her fully realize, yes he's beta but not like the other one. "A beta was going to kill me.. when I was a young pup." she'd say softly not wanting to pity party.. but she wanted him to know, just in case she freaked out any other time with him. It'd take a bit, but if he new the reasoning then he could figure out how to fix it right?<c> "She'd need that fixed to be in a pack obviously. With her words spoken she'd look to his face and smile ever so slightly. Body still lightly shaking thanks to the aftermath of adrenaline that had hit her. <d>" (TO BE CONTINUED!)