[3:22 AM] Ava: ok...

i think i might need to go to the hospital

i took my medicine and i think i'm having an adverse reaction to it...
[3:23 AM] Ringmaster: Shit
[3:23 AM] Ringmaster: GET GOING BOI
[3:23 AM] Ringmaster: Call 911 if you need to.
[3:23 AM] Ava: in case i can't

inform the old guard peeps

i need to go...
[3:24 AM] Ringmaster: Ok, but get to it now.
[3:47 AM] Ava: brought my laptop with me as my mom's driving me-so don't worry i'm on the way to help

i wasn't exactly truthful

i think i must have acted on...something

but i took three instead of the one i was supposed to take
[3:48 AM] Ringmaster: What.
[3:48 AM] Ringmaster: Whats this about 'acting on' something?
[3:51 AM] Ava: i was going to take my medicine like any other night

and then i just added two more-i guess to make up for the two nights i fell asleep without taking it but i don't think that's really why i did it

i'll talk to you  later/give you an update micah

my mom thinks a check-up is all i'll need but better safe than sorry
[3:51 AM] Ringmaster: Oh my god, you moron.
[3:51 AM] Ringmaster: THAT IS NOT HOW IT WORKS.
[3:52 AM] Ringmaster: I'D THROTTLE YOU MYSELF, IF THOSE MEDS DON'T DO IT, SLDMNLS
[3:52 AM] Ringmaster: FOR FUCKS SAKE BOY, YOU KNOW HOW MUCH YOU WORRIED ME?!
[3:53 AM] Ava: no!

i just think i  really added the two because i was trying to hurt myself

i need to talk to someone when i get up there....have someone give my medicine to me one pill per night so nothing  like this happens again
[3:53 AM] Ringmaster: THAT'S WHY I'M MAD TOO
[3:54 AM] Ringmaster: BOY, WHEN WE GO ON THAT FUCKING ROAD TRIP, I AM SEEDING ALL YOUR FOOD WITH CHILI PEPPER AND TABASCO
[3:55 AM] Ringmaster: EVEN THE ICE CREAM
[3:55 AM] Ringmaster: ESPECIALLY THE ICE CREAM.
[3:56 AM] Ava: my stomach hurts so bad already, the thoughts of that are only making it worse

I'm so sorry micah

i don't want to die, i don't want to leave you guys ;-;
[3:56 AM] Ava: (i think if anything i just need to throw up bad)
[3:56 AM] Ringmaster: YOU FUCKING MORON, THROW IT UP IF YOU CAN
[3:56 AM] Ringmaster: I AM ANGRY LIKE YOU WOULDN'T FUCKING BELIEVE
[3:56 AM] Ringmaster: YOU TELL YOUR MOTHER STRAIGHT OUT
[3:56 AM] Ringmaster: AND YOUR GRANNY
[3:57 AM] Ringmaster: AND THEN TELL YOUR GRANDMOTHER TO TAKE HER SLIPPER AND WHACK YOU UPSIDE THE HEAD FOR ME
NEW MESSAGES
[3:57 AM] Ava: I WILL

first i need to heave and hopefully a lot o.e