And the reason that I started ignoring you is because I did care about you that fucking much, and it was clear that other people were in your life now that took priority. Im not going to make a big fight for your attention when youre already committed to so damn much. I thought that would only stress you out more. I was trying to just make sure that you would have the people you want, and that I could move on from you, because yes, you did, and still do, mean that fucking much to me. And it was eating at me that I couldnt ever talk to you, and i didnt know what to do. The last thing i wanted was to make a big stink because you did seem happy without me so i Just...idk