[20/08 08:09:15] <Kaikeline> so how come
[20/08 08:09:28] <Kaikeline> you want me to be in bed when you wake up and when i am you dont snuggle me anymore? ;[
[20/08 08:10:30] <dan> i woke up and you weren't there
[20/08 08:10:34] <dan> fuck knows what time you came to bed
[20/08 08:10:38] <dan> but it was light out
[20/08 08:10:55] <Kaikeline> well i woke up at 2:30
[20/08 08:11:04] <Kaikeline> was "wide awake", or as awake as i get
[20/08 08:11:10] <Kaikeline> got up and came down
[20/08 08:11:19] <Kaikeline> did what you said and brought all my clothes with me
[20/08 08:11:42] <Kaikeline> came back up at.. 6? and i was getting undressed and i saw you look at me so figured id woke you coming in
[20/08 08:12:08] <Kaikeline> i thought 6 would be fine as your alarm isnt until 6:30 anyway
[20/08 08:12:17] <Kaikeline> so i figured you wouldnt wake up before then unless i woke you
[20/08 08:13:40] <dan> idk i guess i was pissed that i woke up and you weren't there
[20/08 08:14:30] <Kaikeline> you cant keep getting pissed off at me like this. i can't do right from wrong.
[20/08 08:14:49] <Kaikeline> i dont come up, you're pissed. i come up and it's not soon enough, you're pissed.
[20/08 08:15:10] <Kaikeline> if i stay in bed unable to sleep you're pissed 'cause i wake you fidgeting
[20/08 08:15:21] <Kaikeline> if i get up and come down you're pissed because i woke you doing that
[20/08 08:16:11] <Kaikeline> i'm beginning to think i need to just sleep in a diff. bed so i dont bother you because i cant seem to sleep properly
[20/08 08:16:22] <Kaikeline> i hate you being angry at me
[20/08 08:16:28] <Kaikeline> but nothing i do is good enough
[20/08 08:16:51] <dan> so yea. sleep in a different bed. that'll solve everything
[20/08 08:16:55] <dan> >..
[20/08 08:16:56] <dan> >.>
[20/08 08:17:12] <Kaikeline> well what else can i do? you're not exactly helping me here :\
[20/08 08:17:45] <dan> surely you have SOME concept of time when you're fiddling downstairs doing whatever it is you're doing at that ridiculous hour
[20/08 08:18:07] <Kaikeline> Yes - I watch the clock.  I figured 6 was fine as I said because your alarm isn't until 6:30.
[20/08 08:18:12] <dan> we've been through this before
[20/08 08:21:29] <dan> a) why can't you sleep through the night anymore? what's changed?
[20/08 08:21:53] <dan> b) why can't you at least come lie with me for an hour or so before the alarm goes off, why only just come up 15 minutes or so instead?
[20/08 08:22:36] <Kaikeline> a) nothing has changed, it goes through phases.  I told you it's something I can't control but you seem to think it is.  if sleeping pills aren't working, that's saying something.  I'm at least trying to sleep to begin with.
[20/08 08:23:06] <Kaikeline> b) I can come up an hour before, that isn't a problem.  If you want me to come up around 5/5:30, I will.
[20/08 08:23:35] <dan> a) something has changed. you never used to be this bad at staying in bed. a few months ago at least...
[20/08 08:23:40] <Kaikeline> but you hit me in the face when stretching this morning and I told you and you basically shrugged.
[20/08 08:23:56] <dan> b) i thought this was something we'd already agreed, again months back when we had this discussion in the first place
[20/08 08:24:08] <dan> i don't recall this
[20/08 08:24:40] <Kaikeline> I do.  The alarm had gone off and you stretched and hit me and I said to you "you just hit me in the face" and you said absolutely nothing to me but your eyes were open.
[20/08 08:24:53] <dan> and if you're so concerned about the dogs waking me up when you come back upstairs, leave them in the dgod damn living room
[20/08 08:25:08] <Kaikeline> a) nothing has changed I'm just sick of tossing and turning as it frustrates me
[20/08 08:25:13] <dan> you saw how i was when i left the house
[20/08 08:25:17] <dan> i barely remember that
[20/08 08:25:51] <Kaikeline> i only don't leave them in the living room because you seem to have a thing about not leaving them in the living room when we go out, so i figured they're supposed to be wherever we are
[20/08 08:26:25] <dan> for the most part they seem to be fine, i only put them in the kitchen when we go out
[20/08 08:26:38] <dan> i lock them in the living room when we're cooking/cleaning/having sex/etc
[20/08 08:26:59] <Kaikeline> Well if you want me to lock them in the living room and come back up then I will
[20/08 08:27:00] <dan> or leave the door open, so long as the kitchen door is closed
[20/08 08:27:14] <dan> guarantee they'll just stay on the couch
[20/08 08:27:23] <Kaikeline> buckles will. wookie follows me.
[20/08 08:27:37] <Kaikeline> which brings me to the bedroom, do i leave that door open in case they want to come in?
[20/08 08:27:45] <dan> no close it
[20/08 08:27:45] <Kaikeline> because if so the cat can get in and that pisses you off too
[20/08 08:27:49] <Kaikeline> k
[20/08 08:27:51] <dan> because, you know, light
[20/08 08:29:29] <Kaikeline> k well. i'll do that then.
[20/08 08:31:12] <dan> still fucking yawning
[20/08 08:31:14] <dan> good coffee though