[7/13/2016 6:15:19 PM] Big Bearheart: Can we not go back to this square one shit
[7/13/2016 6:15:23 PM] Ralph: Because you leave a giant room for doubt with your behavior, and they will use that to feel like that implies you are agreeing with them
[7/13/2016 6:15:34 PM] Ralph: I don't fucking know
[7/13/2016 6:16:22 PM] Ralph: You have no idea how retarded it feels when you can't play with your friend because autism, especially when they have no rational reason like being unskilled or fearless
[7/13/2016 6:16:30 PM] Ralph: Gearless *
[7/13/2016 6:17:04 PM] Big Bearheart: At this point in time they're pretty over the vast majority of autism spikes they have at you and just ignore you for the most part. Isn't that what you wanted. They don't even mention you when I'm around 97% of the time
[7/13/2016 6:17:42 PM] Ralph: But they will gladly spread the dogfucker meme
[7/13/2016 6:17:49 PM] Ralph: And icy will still occasionally bitch
[7/13/2016 6:18:17 PM] Big Bearheart: They didn't even start that and your scuffles with Icy are between you and Icy
[7/13/2016 6:18:28 PM] Ralph: Which I don't mind, autists will he autists, but when I can't play with someone I want because of THEM, then of course I want to ruin them
[7/13/2016 6:18:59 PM] Ralph: But they did, icy started it, and then like good doggies they followed the hate
[7/13/2016 6:19:21 PM] Ralph: Every time they ll mention me, even when I am not online, it ll be something negative
[7/13/2016 6:19:38 PM] Big Bearheart: lol no they didn't because that first image was from a picture made before my time on wowg with your name edited on it and no one knew who made it
[7/13/2016 6:20:44 PM] Ralph: Huh?  What image you talking about? I was referring to icy's autism at le friend the
[7/13/2016 6:20:47 PM] Ralph: Thing
[7/13/2016 6:21:10 PM] Ralph: And let's not forget Niztard and gisco lying at me to kill me in the wandering isle
[7/13/2016 6:21:35 PM] Big Bearheart: The one with the skype log that started it
[7/13/2016 6:22:06 PM] Ralph: I am not sure, can't remember it o_O
[7/13/2016 6:22:14 PM] Big Bearheart: zzzzzzzzzzzzzz
[7/13/2016 6:22:38 PM] Ralph: Are you saying I started this war?
[7/13/2016 6:23:34 PM] Big Bearheart: No and calling it a war is funny to me. I'm tired of this childish nonsense.
[7/13/2016 6:24:09 PM] Ralph: Well I am not a person who forgives or allows mistreatment go unpunished, because by ignoring it you are only giving them the green light to keep going
[7/13/2016 6:24:27 PM] Ralph: That is why I said, disapprove
[7/13/2016 6:24:58 PM] Ralph: Or then these people feel bold, treat others badly, until they piss of the wrong person that will end up being their undoing
[7/13/2016 6:25:56 PM] Ralph: But statistically, the ppl they will bully as a united group will usually leave or suicide so they don't feel the danger of their behavior
[7/13/2016 6:26:17 PM] Ralph: Talking more about general,stuff now btw, and that was my only point
[7/13/2016 6:27:23 PM] Ralph: I don't know how to stop feeling excluded or betrayed every time this happens, whenever it it autism or not, the buttmad I felt was too fucking intense
[7/13/2016 6:27:29 PM] Big Bearheart: So disapprove away, you don't need to constantly be on this vendetta and bringing this junk up to me as if I'm their overseer or parent
[7/13/2016 6:28:12 PM] Big Bearheart: The reality is I'm not their overseer or parent nor yours. So when either of you bring up this stuff I'm not going to make you guys feel better because you're both ugly
[7/13/2016 6:28:37 PM] Ralph: >implying calling them out in their autism is effective when they are united against s person they hate
[7/13/2016 6:29:01 PM] Ralph: Woah thanks
[7/13/2016 6:30:01 PM] Ralph: So j am on the wrong for defending myself, good to know
[7/13/2016 6:30:41 PM] Big Bearheart: No
[7/13/2016 6:30:43 PM] Ralph: I should just ignore or bend over every retarded social group
[7/13/2016 6:30:52 PM] Big Bearheart: And if you need to make that conclusion in your head then I'm sorry
[7/13/2016 6:30:57 PM] Ralph: Then what did you mean
[7/13/2016 6:31:22 PM] Big Bearheart: That your jealousy and anger towards them is as ugly as when they treat you poorly
[7/13/2016 6:31:58 PM] Ralph: >being excluded, left out, while watching your friend having fun while you are stuck doing nothing shouldn't feel bad
[7/13/2016 6:32:30 PM] Big Bearheart: It was not anything personal so yeah it shouldn't feel bad
[7/13/2016 6:32:43 PM] Big Bearheart: Not a single thought of negativity was directed at or about you in the event
[7/13/2016 6:32:45 PM] Big Bearheart: Not one
[7/13/2016 6:32:50 PM] Big Bearheart: But you've made it about you
[7/13/2016 6:32:58 PM] Big Bearheart: Because of your jealousy and anger
[7/13/2016 6:35:16 PM] Ralph: So legion won't be and different, k ll be treated "poorly" and inshould somehow not want to ruin them because of this. And I ll again be abandoned and excluded cuz they are gonna need you all the time for whatever reason so playing with you still ain't gonna happen
[7/13/2016 6:36:13 PM] Ralph: When your only friend kinda acts like this and joins the haters, it is kinda hard to not feel like shit
[7/13/2016 6:36:39 PM] Ralph: But I guess you can't understand that since you have a fuckton of ppl
[7/13/2016 6:37:07 PM] Big Bearheart: We need to get you more friends, this is ridiculous
[7/13/2016 6:37:15 PM] Ralph: >friends
[7/13/2016 6:37:24 PM] Ralph: Told you bear, even with the ones k tried
[7/13/2016 6:37:53 PM] Big Bearheart: There's like 6 billion people in the world. I refuse to believe you can't find a single friend
[7/13/2016 6:38:04 PM] Ralph: I don't give enough shit, sure, j like chatting or talking, and maybe I ll feel bad if they are gone, but that's just about it, and I can't call that friendship
[7/13/2016 6:39:23 PM] Ralph: Yet you somehow made me consider you s friend after the first month
[7/13/2016 6:39:29 PM] Big Bearheart: k well whatever you want to call it, we need to get you more mutual acquaintances for you to mutually bond with in order to become friends because you can't just keep being jealous and making up these wild stories in your head that we'll never play together ever and the world is ending
[7/13/2016 6:40:36 PM] Ralph: Well I was used to usually be part of horde bgs since at least alliance ones had s technical barrier
[7/13/2016 6:41:00 PM] Ralph: So j falsely expected we would play
[7/13/2016 6:42:06 PM] Ralph: But like I said, there is s difference between an actual friend and someone you just talk with, no matter how much you chat, I don't see ant friendship appeari
[7/13/2016 6:42:09 PM] Ralph: Ng
[7/13/2016 6:42:26 PM] Big Bearheart: zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
[7/13/2016 6:42:40 PM] Big Bearheart: This is like square two
[7/13/2016 6:43:52 PM] Big Bearheart: I just want you to try, that's all
[7/13/2016 6:44:12 PM] Big Bearheart: I don't care if you don't think you can make a friend, I don't care if you want to be technical about it's definition. I just want you to try
[7/13/2016 6:44:33 PM] Ralph: But I fuvking tried, added 2-3 ppl, straden being one, and nothing happened
[7/13/2016 6:44:53 PM] Big Bearheart: Because it's not a 100% success thing and it's something you build up
[7/13/2016 6:45:09 PM] Big Bearheart: You can't just expect to be friends with people you meet or add
[7/13/2016 6:45:58 PM] Ralph: So I should waste a huge amount of time adding every one I see, in hopes that someone might actually stay and like to play??
[7/13/2016 6:47:43 PM] Big Bearheart: Yes you should give others a chance. You keep this shield around you and act like you need to punish others and it comes off as very hostile and makes it hard, Just stop being so defensive and paranoid and you'll find it doesn't take all that long to click with others
[7/13/2016 6:48:44 PM] Ralph: Well I am on 4chan, full of autistic retards that hate furfags so not much to do but defend myself
[7/13/2016 6:49:37 PM] Ralph: And I don't treat the people I add in any way like that, yet still
[7/13/2016 6:50:27 PM] Ralph: I thought about using s trip just to avoid mentally regarded idiots at this point
[7/13/2016 6:50:54 PM] Big Bearheart: So associate with others in different communities that you'll have more in common with or stop being so offended and constantly defending yourself
[7/13/2016 6:51:23 PM] Big Bearheart: You don't have to respond to people constantly berating you. They're not engaging in a conversation, they're just being mean
[7/13/2016 6:53:51 PM] Ralph: Aka terrible ppl that shouldn't go unpunished, that is why the silence feature can be good, it promotes good behavior and punishes bad one
And what other communities, I ve spend so much time getting to 4chan, am I supposed to go all around at other communities, build a name just in hopes that one day someone might say something
[7/13/2016 6:54:26 PM] Ralph: Cuz I ll never be pathetic enough to go in a thread where I know absolutely nobody and cry for not having friends and saying I want one without having any idea what kind of person will add you
[7/13/2016 6:56:32 PM] Big Bearheart: There's that shield again. There are so many people out there you can meet and have fun with and yet you want to focus on punishing people without faces. Do you see why I am concerned
[7/13/2016 6:56:37 PM] Big Bearheart: There's a whole world out there
[7/13/2016 6:56:54 PM] Ralph: It isn't like I am not satisfied with 4chan. They know who I am and what I represent, now if someone wants to add you cuz they like those things they will, looks far better than having to do all that and tell it to new ppl you meet
[7/13/2016 6:57:36 PM] Ralph: Well the punish thing was more of an off point about us disagreeing over not letting behavior that looks bad continue
[7/13/2016 6:58:19 PM] Ralph: I still don't see that, in 4chan I am known, yet ppl avoid me, so clearly they don't like what I am
[7/13/2016 6:59:15 PM] Ralph: And nobody is gonna read a 5k word essay on some new site in order to learn about you, I have to start all over from the beginning
[7/13/2016 7:00:27 PM] Ralph: Then you wonder why it often feels hopeless and dramatic
[7/13/2016 7:01:03 PM] Big Bearheart: Clearly what you're doing isn't making friends. You need to be less forward, aggressive, and militant. There's been plenty of people that want to add you and get to know you but just get so turned off by how hostile and in your face you act on the forums
[7/13/2016 7:03:23 PM] Ralph: So when someone's unjustifiably talks shit, to me or acts like a bully to some new person or minority I should let it slide thus preserving the autism ? I don't know how to do that without looking like a hypocrite
[7/13/2016 7:03:58 PM] Ralph: I am against those terribly disgusting behaviors, am I supposed to suddenly be fine with that and be someone else just cuz one day someone might add me?
[7/13/2016 7:06:43 PM] Big Bearheart: k I'm not going in this circle again. Look, I'm not your counselor, I'm your friend. I'm not here to tell you what's right or wrong, you are. I'm not here to give you direction, a counselor is. I'm not here to tell you what's right or wrong, your parents and later you are. You need to sort some things out and figure out what you want because I'm not going to keep guessing in these circles. I'll support your decision as your friend when you've thought it through but I honestly want you to talk to a counselor about your feelings because a professional can help you sort out these things better than I can
[7/13/2016 7:08:35 PM] Ralph: K, but like i said, I can't into irl convo about such shit and so it won't happen, plus it isn't on the budget since I am pretty limited and careful till I go to work again
[7/13/2016 7:09:15 PM] Big Bearheart: You need to learn to and you need to budget it. You deserve it and it's in your best interest
[7/13/2016 7:09:36 PM] Big Bearheart: Stop making excuses and just try