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"Do you think you're the only one with a bad past?"

"Do you?!"

"I was abandoned - from the start of my life. I was raised in a shitty orphanage, my best friend had more luck than me and got adopted while I had to went inside the foster system when the orphanage was closed."

"And then I got into this home, with a dad and a mom that loves me at the start, who granted my wish to go to good schools and gives me what I wanted. I thought I'm gonna be happy at last! But no, I was fucking wrong. It turns out that my 'foster mom' isn't even A FUCKING HUMAN! Sure she's based off a human, but SHE IS A MOTHERFUCKING ANDROID. God knows where the real human is, most likely fucking DEAD."

"And after a few months my 'foster dad' starts to show his true colors. He would start breaking into my room and molested me. I was 13 at that time, completely naïve and thought that it was normal. I was also entering puberty at that time. What was a once-in-a-while thing became an almost daily thing until he finally had enough guts to rape me."

"...That fucking bastard... I won't ever forgive him. Ever. He is not a human, not to me. He's an animal. I will torture him until he begs for death and I will deny him. He will suffer as long as I am."

"Did I said that he was manipulative as all living fucks? He would act all nice and dandy in public, cheering me when I took him to talent shows and shit, but he would slap me and forced me to pleasure him at home. He can be a paragon of all things good while being the worst human to ever roam the Earth."

"He taught me how to act my role in public. He taught me how to hide the bruises and scars he made on my body. He taught me that if I ever show any sign of emotions other than happy, people will not like me anymore. So I tried my best. I smile and lied when my friends asked me if I'm okay. I'm a genius, I can breeze through the grades easily, but inside the shell was a broken crying girl who wishes for death more than anything else. I would fantasize about it everytime I'm not occupied with anything else, which is why I look so busy to others."

"Six years. For SIX fucking YEARS I lived with the bastard. I was her 'perfect child'. I was conditioned to be his perfect wish fulfillment. I was living my 'role' perfectly. I was that one child who everyone is jealous about in high school, that one who will always get an A+ in every subject they learned. I studied college-level calculus and advanced math at the age of 15. Teachers are proud of me, my friends looks up to me, but it was all just a shell."

"Inside it was a girl, traumatized, almost splitting into two, as all her negative emotions are bottled up to the point she would randomly snaps at everyone, breaking through the shell. The naïve girl was still there, struggling. Both wants to die more than anything else. It was one of the few things they would agree on."

"One day I finally broke down to my best friend at the time. It was a bright, July weekend, I was allowed to stay at her house after 'paying' the price to do so. I won't get into there. But I cried, I cried and wailed and hugged her like she was the only one that was left in this world. Oh God, those days are still etched in my mind as if it was yesterday. Everything is still intact, from how she will hug me and comfort me, how her voice sounded and how she breaks down in front of me too. There was so much moving moments over the span of that three days."