Anvesh Gundlapalli
I drunk texted her last night
Jade Quach
She responded?
Anvesh Gundlapalli
she did
Jade Quach
So how are you feeling?
Anvesh Gundlapalli
i feel like i abandoned her
Jade Quach
What did she say when you messaged her?
Anvesh Gundlapalli
Well I just asked her if she was awake, she said yeah. I asked her how she was doing, and she said she's trying to deal with it but its hard since she didnt see it coming at all apparently. I kept asking her if I did the right thing because I am not sure if I did
Jade Quach
And she said?
Anvesh Gundlapalli
She said that I should be deciding that and not her
And she can't tell me
Jade Quach
That is true
Anvesh Gundlapalli
And I kept telling her that I am not sure if I did the right thing
And then she was like if you can't make up your mind it'll just make it harder for me to get over you
Anvesh Gundlapalli
And then she told me that I was the best thing that ever happened to her and that I taught her so much about how to love/be loved, how to be more outgoing and a lot of other things and that she really thought we were going to have a future together. She told me how earlier during the day before we broke up she was at the mall with her mom and she saw a mixed race couple with a little baby in a stroller and they looked really affectionate. She thought that it looked like us in the future and it made her super happy.
Jade Quach
:/
Anvesh Gundlapalli
But at the end she basically said that its upto me to decide if I did the right thing for myself and she understand whatever decision I made.
She was like if you're not completely sure you need to think about it because it'll make it a lot harder for me to get over you if you keep me waiting like this..
Jade Quach
She's being very mature and understanding