Lost - Episode 1 "The Haunting Debriefing"

3.
Enemy destroyer main fleet attacking!!
The readings -
Two torpedoes approaching!

Haa?
Retreat orders?  Isn't it my performance from here!?
It can't be that you're afraid . . .
You're mistaken, Murakumo!!
Torpedo attack!

4.
Escape, Murakumo!

6.
Hey.
Tenryuu.
Talk to me, would you?  I'll sit here.

7.
. . . don't get too depressed.
In conflicts, no matter how well you do,
or how many victories we achieve, sometimes you're left with no way out.
. . . but, because of that, Murakumo died.

8.
In battle, you never know who's going to die.
How is it that I didn't recognize something simple like that until now?
Only now do I see how it is...
Shouldn't you have accepted something like that when you became an admiral?
That's what I thought!  But I was too soft! I didn't understand what a serious thing it was!
I didn't understand what it meant to have everyone's lives in my hands.

9.
It's fucking crazy!
To arm ordinary girls and send them to the battlefield!
Even saying that it's not crazy... what's up with that?

Admiral.

10.
Look into my eyes.  What do you see?
Just... a girl.
Wrong!
Look closely!  When I'm using [that one,] I'm not an "just a girl!"
I'm "just a weapon" which annihilates the enemy!

11.
Open your eyes!
For warships, fighting is our reason for existence!
For weapons, fighting to the last breath is our pride!
That's our pride as kanmusu!
Don't get too emotional with weapons [us]!
Don't stain [our] kanmusu's pride!

12.
Don't avert your eyes . . . from reality . . .
Don't deny our existence . . .
Sorry, Tenryuu.

13.
But... for me, recognizing you guys is impossible.
. . . I understand.
Well . . it's fine.
. . . hey, admiral.  Can I ask you one thing?
What is it?

14.
Was Murakumo's death in vain?
"death in vain"?
... how am I supposed to know something like that.

15.
Fifth Special-type Destroyer, Murakumo here!
You're the commander?  Well, let's do our best, shall we?

16.
You haven't heard of me?
What, seriously?
The one who was assisting Furutaka during Southern Operations?
I'm listed on so many operations, and you still don't know who I am?  Are you really an admiral?
Ah, well, how impressive...
Of course!

17.
Because that's my pride!

18.
Was Murakumo's death in vain?
Guardian Office Battle Report:

<I left some stuff out here.>

Final Result: After receiving a torpedo attack from an enemy destroyer --

19.
Fifth Special-Type Destroyer Murakumo, in the Okinashima area, was sunk instantly.

20.
This is . . .
My body feels heavy.

21.
Ah, I must have sunk...
I wanted to be together for a little longer...
I'm never going to forgive that idiot...

22.
Well, then.
Let's go together.

23.
I have to return...
to where admiral is...