It all started last week (or maybe two weeks ago). The team we were playing against in SOCL got a NLTP a team starter (who wasn't even signed up as a sub) as a sub for the last pick in the draft. There were other subs available who were even in the SOCL channel (my team then lost to them and I was super salty – even though were losing anyway...yes I'm an idiot). After the game and during I messaged x817 a few times and got no response so I was getting pretty mad. Later (I'm eliminated after that game) I notice Prizm as a sub for that teams captain in the SOCL spreadsheet (not a fair sub) so I go down to their team channel where I see them talking with joules. I sarcastically say she should let Prizm sub because the other sub was toooooootally fair. I get mad and say something dumb like “learn to be a leader” or some crap and leave the channel. A few minutes pass and I feel pretty bad so I send a message to joules and that team channel that I was being an idiot and I'm sorry for the outburst.
Which leads us to last night.


Potato chip is tight with joules

im on team 3, potato and milk are on team 1

first game: 0-0 between team 2 and team 1

second game: 6-1 team 1 over team 3

before game three we lose our second round pick and get a replacement that is not quite as good so logically we should be in for a bad game here

third game: 8-2 team 2 over team 3

potato chip and milk steak then accuse me of throwing the game. I have no idea why I would throw the game, I had nothing against them.


Second socl starts and i'm a captain again. The draft hasn't started yet and we are all talking. Suddenly joules pulls me to another channel and says i'm being disrespectful or something. I don't understand why and I really don't want to be lectured (why pull me down to another channel in the first place, just type out a message; plus no one else can hear what I say in there so I don't like the potential for he said/she said) so I say “ok” and leave the channel before she is done talking. I then message the captains channel to get a new captain because I don't want to have to be lectured in how I have to behave in order to be a captain.

Draft goes on, I get picked in the third round. I'm waiting to start with my teammates and all of a sudden one of them says i'm being banned. I am completely surprised and when I go to talk to joules who is in another team channel and she wants to pull me to another channel again. I say no, you can say it in front of everyone. She doesn’t say much but then posts a screenshot from the third game basically accusing me of throwing because I came in last on my team. Meanwhile my teammate from the last game is defending me but she doesn’t want to hear it.

Eventually she drags me to the captains channel with mr gone. I'm arguing that this is totally personal to which she disagrees with. Meanwhile mr gone is muted and deafened. She says she can't deal with this because of a family issue and leaves so I have to argue in chat with mr gone. The game I was supposed to be in starts without me so I see no point in arguing further. I say this is bs there is no point in arguing anymore, and apparently told him to get over something (I don't remember what) and left.

The reason I'm now banned is for that argument with mr gone.