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- 01:12 - TheMightyWolf: You still have a choice to make.
- 01:12 - TheMightyWolf: And let me tell you again.
- 01:13 - TheMightyWolf: Charles may be offline, but for the past week I've chosen to keep him out of most of my problems.
- 01:13 - TheMightyWolf: So you both, you and CJ, can fuck yourself if you think I'm going to pour my fucking problems onto him. he's already going through alot of shit, serious family shit
- 01:13 - TheMightyWolf: so I'm trying to leave him out of it, it's why I told hgim to stay out of mine and CJ's business.
- 01:13 - TheMightyWolf: So please, on that regard, stfu lol
- 01:13 - TheMightyWolf: You both assume so much.
- 01:14 - TheMightyWolf: You assume and predict so much about me but it's all so wrong because you never trust me.
- 01:14 - detective vally: it always lingers around and we all feel it
- 01:14 - TheMightyWolf: Ofc you feel it, sure, you feel it, but I still try to keep him out of it and it's for a reason. Because It's my problem.
- 01:14 - TheMightyWolf: The only person I've asked for help is Sarah and Dylan, mainly Dylan because he's middle ground, a grey area.
- 01:14 - TheMightyWolf: He chooses no sides and he maintains me.
- 01:15 - TheMightyWolf: Just like Charles was in our arguement.
- 01:15 - TheMightyWolf: A middle ground.
- 01:15 - TheMightyWolf: But you still assume so much about me and you never even tried to trust me.
- 01:15 - TheMightyWolf: Did you.
- 01:16 - detective vally: i trust you alright, just when it comes down to rp its dodgy
- 01:17 - TheMightyWolf: So have you never noticed that when you told me I reacted once, did one little thing and got over it because there was nothing I could do. I couldn't chase on with the other person and shit, before I'd be like "send logs;)" it was a bit of banter on my side and a way to calm me down. Now I just accept it and react minorly. You obviously don't trust me if you lie to me, lmao.
- 01:17 - TheMightyWolf: Only time I ever reacted, acted paranoid, angry, was when you ignored me.
- 01:18 - TheMightyWolf: DId you ever take that into consideration, lol
- 01:22 - TheMightyWolf: ive just honestly never felt so betrayed before in my life
- 01:22 - TheMightyWolf: cjs turning everyone against me
- 01:22 - TheMightyWolf: you, charles
- 01:23 - TheMightyWolf: ive done nothing but support you through thick and thin but
- 01:23 - TheMightyWolf: one word from cj and
- 01:23 - TheMightyWolf: you flip a switch
- 01:23 - TheMightyWolf: suddenly im not to be trusted
- 01:23 - TheMightyWolf: im dodgy
- 01:23 - TheMightyWolf: im this im that
- 01:23 - TheMightyWolf: you should pull out from me, never rp again
- 01:23 - detective vally: he didnt tell me that
- 01:23 - detective vally: that came from me
- 01:23 - TheMightyWolf: 00:05 - detective vally: this is why i think i should be the one following up cj, and pull myself out,
- 01:24 - detective vally: thats what i have been considering myself
- 01:24 - TheMightyWolf: for what
- 01:24 - TheMightyWolf: because i just
- 01:24 - TheMightyWolf: want trust from a person i love
- 01:26 - detective vally: i've been considering removing you permanently like cj and stick to it, for my own well being and yours, maybe not directly but in a long term it'll pay off, you not joining the server or donating your money or you rping with me or us not playing games together is something what is going to be sacrificed, but in the long run, like how you will forget about cj eventually, will pay off, so its just you and charles in your old and comfortable private rp spiral without you having to worry or send out inquiries to me
- 01:26 - TheMightyWolf: you realise
- 01:26 - TheMightyWolf: because cj removed me
- 01:26 - TheMightyWolf: im fucking dying inside
- 01:26 - TheMightyWolf: like
- 01:26 - TheMightyWolf: i cry every fucking night because of it
- 01:26 - TheMightyWolf: you think it fucking helps me?
- 01:26 - TheMightyWolf: i want him back more than fucking anything in the world but im just so scared
- 01:26 - detective vally: not in the beginning no
- 01:27 - TheMightyWolf: so what you'll put me through hell because you think itll benefit my
- 01:27 - TheMightyWolf: me*
- 01:27 - TheMightyWolf: why
- 01:27 - TheMightyWolf: why is it when
- 01:27 - TheMightyWolf: i suggest things to you because i think they're for the better you shit on me
- 01:27 - TheMightyWolf: but suddenly
- 01:27 - TheMightyWolf: you think the worst fucking case scenario is better for me
- 01:27 - TheMightyWolf: why
- 01:27 - TheMightyWolf: WHy do you get to decide whats better for me
- 01:27 - TheMightyWolf: you're better for me
- 01:27 - TheMightyWolf: both you and charles
- 01:27 - TheMightyWolf: if you removed me, never spoke to me again
- 01:28 - TheMightyWolf: id probably kill myself
- 01:28 - detective vally: because us 3 are in a spiral of shit, if charles is not pulling the plug, you're not going to pull it, then it comes down to me wether or not to pull it myself
- 01:28 - TheMightyWolf: we've been working on it alex
- 01:28 - TheMightyWolf: we work on it together because its what we do
- 01:28 - TheMightyWolf: it's what friends do for eachother and everything we've come up against we've worked against it
- 01:29 - TheMightyWolf: because we love eachother
- 01:29 - TheMightyWolf: i couldnt live without you
- 01:29 - detective vally: there is no solution, it will always be a problem, an issue
- 01:29 - detective vally: i would stand behind charles a full 100% if he stopped rping permanently with the both of us
- 01:29 - detective vally: but he will be making a big sacrifice himself
- 01:30 - detective vally: he's the middleman in this and we both are the attackers so to speak, either you or me dissapears and it will be left with just me and charles or you and charles, when one of us is taken out, or charles himself, the middleman is gone, then there are no more issues
- 01:31 - TheMightyWolf: id rather you and charles be happy
- 01:31 - TheMightyWolf: over everything in my life you two mean the world to me
- 01:32 - detective vally: yeah well, the rp drama fucked us over, over a course of 2 years, the amount of conflicts we have in a year about the same subject, the same matter, the same everything, yes i have considered that you could me mad at me for ignoring you and/or being vauge, but you know what, it all traces back to rp as the main subject
- 01:32 - detective vally: its always the same thing
- 01:32 - detective vally: like a cancer, and its spreading and its killing us all 3
- 01:33 - detective vally: its affecting us in ways, we all react on it differently
- 01:34 - detective vally: and everything we do, what you do "hey lets jenny and jessy" its all temporaily, there is no permanent solution
- 01:34 - detective vally: the only permanent solution is one of us taken out, thats it
- 01:34 - TheMightyWolf: then its settled, you and charles can be happy together, with that in my mind i can be peaceful
- 01:35 - detective vally: me and cj have spoken to charles, there needs to be something happening and it needs to happen soon, otherwise we all 3 end up in a asylum with mental issues revolving around rp
- 01:36 - TheMightyWolf: i just told you
- 01:36 - detective vally: if it starts gnawing onto me, then it is a problem
- 01:36 - TheMightyWolf: im taking myself out of it
- 01:36 - detective vally: the server
- 01:37 - detective vally: is a very good thing, thats where you have to put your faith into
- 01:37 - TheMightyWolf: im pulling myself out of everything alex
- 01:37 - detective vally: im going to be honest with you, im gonna tell you the same thing what i told charles
- 01:37 - TheMightyWolf: im done with it, you and charles can be happy together and i just have to sacrafice something else in my life
- 01:37 - TheMightyWolf: even if it kills me
- 01:38 - TheMightyWolf: as long as i can do some 'good'
- 01:38 - TheMightyWolf: i can be happy
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