Rachel,

I've wrestled with feeling this way for some time. Though I am not a bad person, I also can't let these feelings simply rest inside of me while you avoid the truth. There are a few things you should know that you don't, and I can't let you be without hearing it as it is.

1) One of your girlfriends called me after the breakup and, basically, ripped you apart. I won't say who it was, though I admit I was surprised.

2) I received two letters while dating saying you were into your ex. I trusted you so I thought nothing of it, and I don't know who wrote this, but figured you should know.

3) I trusted you severely, and man was that a mistake I'm glad to know. Apparently you would rather be with a guy who fucked other women while dating you and then left you. But hey, that's okay, different strokes for different folks. I just thought you had more self-respect than that. Wish you two the best, especially when you look into his eyes know that he was looking into another girl's while dating you.

4) You don't know how to handle a mature relationship. Not sure where you learned that running from problems is a good idea, but I promise you that it is not a wise idea. You need to learn how to be introspective, because a lot of the arguments we had were a direct result of your indecisive, illogical, immature, and selfish behavior. Feel free to ask me which, but I can list you probably 30.

5) You physically abused me numerous times, and emotionally abused me as well.

6) You cheated, flat the fuck out. I hope you can live with that. I am glad I caught you. Also, I know your image is precious to you, but try not to lie to your girlfriends about why we broke up. Considering I did nothing and tried to give you the best even when I was at fault at times, damn, did I not take advantage of you.

Jay