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I guess I should make a more formal announcement on this.

Around June, i moved to a small studio apartment to live on my own. My goals seemed to be achieved, and I thought it was all solved and I would be able to exhale and build more from there. It didn't last long.

in July, I met Ari, a trans girl that had recently been kicked out of her home after coming out. She was barely 18 and fresh in college, and needed a place to be. I took her home expecting to have her here just for a couple days.
A while ago I had also made friends with Naomi, a dear friend of mine who was in her own process as a trans person. She started dating Ari around late August, so she used to spend time in my apartment, specially as her family was not supportive of her. In late October, after losing yet another job, she was kicked out of her place, and she moved here.

As you can understand, having 3 people + a cat in a single room apartment is quite the task. The apartment is very small, we can't even fit all our clothes and makeup and such. I covered most of their expenses myself, with them providing some help when possible. I had planned to deal with it until December, so they could find a job and a place to move in a reasonable timeframe.

however, certain events have made sure that's not possible.

As such, we have come up with a new plan: We want to live together properly. They will find jobs (and i'll look for a better one) and we're moving to a bigger apartment (or a house, idk) that can fit the three of us. We're going to become roommates for a long time, as we have realized it can't be any other way.

Therefore, and for as long as I need so I can focus on getting our lives together, I'm taking an hiatus from speedrunning and streaming. Not only I need time to find what we need to find, I also need to act as the family I need to be. I need to be there and support, and I can't lose time in stuff that, in the end, is not heping me build my life.

SecksWrecks has taken my place at PUWP, and I'm sure he'll provide a better run than I could. I've cancelled SGDQ and CSM, which had recently opened submissions. the Celeste Classic community will handle tournament, and I'm sure they'll do well.

I'll keep doing the podcast thing because it helps me, and it takes a lot less time. Album work may also be cancelled until I have more time to devote to it.

Long story short, I gotta focus on real life for a bit. I can't give an estimate, but as usual, I'll try as hard as I can, and make sure we three can live the life we deserve to live.