lonely

Everyday is just the same

I sit in my room, watch stupid Youtube videos, browse pictures of anime girls and try to watch anime
I've lost the attention span for anime and video games unfortunately

Sometimes when I see a really cute anime girl on my screen I get really excited and start banging my desk and screaming

Then I think about suicide a lot because I don't have a gf

I wish there was a cute NEET hiki girl right next to my apartment... Only in my dreams...