The day I almost quit

The day I almost Quit

This it the day I almost Quit,
The day I ran and cried,
Because I no longer had any place  to hide.

The day I fought and never wanted to see,
The day I would have to face the real me.
I had no more places to hide
All I could do was stare at the pain inside.

I didn't have the words to pray
All I could do was cry throughout the day
I asked God to make it go away
He said I had to come face to face with myself in this way
He opened up the deepest,  darkest part of me,
Things I had feared to see

I thought about walking away and going back to my old life,
I contemplated if I could make it
I prayed in tears help Lord I don't know what to do.
He said I will help you

I contemplated walking away
But he helped throughout the day.
I spent most of it in tears feeling defenseless,
But he reassured me he could help me fix this.

I'm glad I decided to stay,
But many things were done in that day.
I don't have all the answers and may never will.
But at least I know he is with me still.