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- Firstly, we have been chatting. He was heavy depressed, asked me for common self-saw-lifeouting, and cryed that his life has not a meaning, global idea, "big and fluffy dream", and other that imho not necessary for life similar-meaning mazzafucking-poebotine. I was a quite few oupoorrott at the moment, and ready for long, hard, meaningless and relentless graphomaniac hardwork seance - just because I can, and it's some pleasantly - playing with my languages, using skills and patterns of these, experiment with different constructions, structures and rules of them, and reading for my mind game resulted as bright texts.
- Commonly, this night I spent to generate smth pretending for poesy naming, which absorbed him cryes, diluted by my own poisoned melancholy that can't be shared with anyone, and live social talking (but really - a need GF into totally single-played way) unresolved need [but better would be bio-problems-free talking] and own periodical intimate interactions with my body's veins in presence of my own doctor, Ph. D. Mr. Bayan Cub-Two.
- Globally, it's concretely written in Satan paradigm - devil worship rituals, that's also reality-escaping self-murder, all included. That's my vysier. Please, be kind enough, provide me [harder translate become hardest] a hard dick-drug-move-drop refreshing dragging-walking, and then generously coat/smear me totally by fresh, healthy and odorous criticalias.
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- T.L.E.N. and pain and crazy looking for a vein, at night satanic rain cursed will to living.
- So many years surviving astray between the endless pain and persistently deprivation feeling.
- In clandestine Satana's sanctuary of spiritual, you have to do self-murder worship sacrificing ritual.
- Let's start a chain, just cut till blood your any vein – there, up above, you are deadly forgotten.
- And here all your faiths, and hopes, and dreams, and wills already are disappearing and rotten.
- But endless suffocating, soul-corrosive reality will lost in moment all her burning actuality.
- All what you need – its just to little die, and get the rest in that dimensions that known best.
- Just look, everyone hates you even stronger than self you hate yourself, globally seems -
- That world dont have no one reason staying here little longer even for a moment.
- Why not escape immediately, just now and here? Your own magic, secret door to every space.
- A chance for leave and for completely releave from this fulled by heavy sadness world.
- So take the blade, start sulfurous, unholy, maniacal worship ritual, just cut a veins deeper and along!
- Unholy lamb, self-immolated bloody priest, and divine soul trapped to eternal Satanic slavery!
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