Vaike from FE smells

Vaike SUCKS. Basically, about a year prior I found myself in a sticky situation with torment over a crush of mine. Yeah, bounced back ect, but it left some pretty horrendous memories that I'd rather forget. So come when I buy Awakening and I hear "Enter the Vaike!".  The problem? Vaike was the ship name given to us by my tormentors and my past flashed before my eyes. So I killed him on purpose. Take that, devilspawn of a character from Fire Emblem: Awakening