Today I woke up, feeling sick. I really could just stay in my bed all day
Still, I must force myself to drink some water, to make that headache go away
We went down to this club yesterday, the music made me raise an eye brow
Turned out to be a dubstep night - yes, appearently that is a thing now
Objectively, it wasn't unexiting there, it was easy to go with the flow and such
But when you're out with a big group of people, there are things that I don't like too much
People come together, all know each other, form a ring, and everyone dances in one place
As soon as there are four or more in a circle, they create this awkward empty space
everyone is dancing with themselves, often you'll see girls in groups of three
I don't know if they protect each other or if they really want to break free
It turns out this rings are everywhere, just look around and you will see
Of course, I'm surrounded by all these people, and I think of Ramsey theory
I break the loop, wander randomly around, take a look outside, try to soak up the flair
But I only end in the smoking area, and certainly nothing is holding me there
You feel a dense atmosphere penetrationg your pores, but still I love to see people connecting
The way bodies move genuinely to beats is, after all, gorgeous and affecting.
And it's fascination how people interact, all the recuring small rituals happening just on the side
I dance my way all thought the crowd, like I learned from Ned's declassified school survival guide
A girl with wrinkles, exactly like ones I used to know, catches my eye in the centre of the floor
This must be how she'd have danced to this kind of music, if it existed years before
Mhm,... Is there a style associated to dubstep dance? In any case, I can't tell people from another
Well, even if they all look more or less the same, I guess you're not supposed to judge by cover
But I slowly get a feel for the people who are into this, they seem wild at first but they are so tame
Chatting to some people here and there - I don't get the picture yet, but I get the frame.
This must be part of the so called "university life", but what bothers me about the situation
Is the feeling not to take much away from it ... well, maybe that's an exaggeration
But there are so many beautiful things in life, where is the person telling me what to do?
The person you have become will meet the person you could have been, at the time your life is due
So I want to collect myself, build towards whatever I will be
Not to miss out on any alley, that's why I like to spend time at local library
I get so calm between these walls of text, I feel the wisdom in the air
Grabbing a random book from the top of a shelf, take a look inside, try to soak up the flair
You know you can't read every book, there too much knowledge, it seems we're cursed
But I would rather drown by trying, than staying away and die from thirst
Coming back to books I read years before, somehow they still tell me stuff I didn't know
And then, there are these text I struggled with for years. I pass them by and say hello
Lastly, there are the new challenges, these books which still help my advancing
These are the shelves that lure the most, and so this is where you'll find me. Dancing.