to marco. mr. facebutt

Ok.

Ok, wow, I really hate this font yeezusssss
O SHIT WADDUP
wow I'm really getting side-tracked
if you've read this far, you have no idea how much I appreciate it
But let me get this over with
I guess I'd also really appreciate it if you didn't copy and paste it to someone else, because not only would it make me feel crappier

ok, wow. I never expected I'd be typing this, lol
Also, I know you don't return what I'm going to describe, but that's cool. I've been dealing with it for a while and it hasn't affected our friendship, so why should it now?

agh please don't hate me after this
Samantha and Nicole have been telling me for ages but I got it now I think

So the truth it
Marco Cabrera, I really like you.
(again, I know you don't return the feelings, and I've known for a while, and I'm ok with the friendship but I need to get this off my chest asap)

So I came to RFA in February. When we first started talking, I thought you were charming, funny, polite, handsome, etc. the list goes on.
I thought "Ok, yikes, another infatuation. Whatever, I just really admire him and think he's pretty cute. It'll proooobably go away. Wow, I need food."
^ my actual thought process right there man
o shit waddup
but that was literally three months ago.
and for an entire month and a half, I've kinda been figuring out a way to... Relieve myself of this weird crush? and say it to your face or something? but I never really had the guts to, or the time
holy shit this is long
^excuse my potty mouth ops
but this is raw and coming from the heart directly so I literally have no idea what I'm doing

I'm glad about your relationship with Bianca. Really, I am. Your happiness makes me happy. Everytime you smile, I get butterflies in my stomach, yknow? Because you deserve it. You're the best person ever, it's adorable, and seeing you just laugh and stuff (this sounds cheesy), the naturalness. Idk. I just think it's.. Inspirational? If that's the word?

the timing is kinda weird but Nicole and Samantha both saw your post and urged me to do it. And I guess I feel kind of better.
So, in other words,
Yes. I love you.
but don't really think much of it
I just really needed to get this off my chest
sorry if this bothered you
or made you uncomfortable in any way, that wasn't my intention at all
haha wow this is weird I can't believe I'm actually finally doing this wow

but yeah
seeya Wednesday....

please don't hate me
im sorry