Listen to me...
I would give my life to help you... to keep you safe...
Every time I can't help... I feel my heart break...
Please... let me help... let me chase away the darkness, and replace it with light...
Please...
That's all I ask...
Just the chance to help...
To show you love...
Kai... please...
WhitingNoodle - Today at 2:19 AM
How did we get here? Because of one stupid thing I let slip out of my mouth..
SkieSenvende - Today at 2:20 AM
No...
If we hadn't brought this up... and something bad had happened... I would have broken down...
I might not have been able to bounce back and function for quite a while... possibly forever....
Please...
My world quite literally would not be complete without you...
SkieSenvende - Today at 2:34 AM
I'm scared...
WhitingNoodle - Today at 2:36 AM
How are you?(edited)
SkieSenvende - Today at 2:36 AM
Admiral...
Pleass... say something...
WhitingNoodle - Today at 2:37 AM
Yes?
SkieSenvende - Today at 2:38 AM
Please..
WhitingNoodle - Today at 2:40 AM
I don't even deserve the right to speak.. I probably should have screamed when people threatened to cut my tongue out if I made a noise
SkieSenvende - Today at 2:40 AM
No....
Please don't say that...
WhitingNoodle - Today at 2:43 AM
Why am I still even trying to calm down anymore, all it's going to do is make them scream louder and then they're going to keep speaking for me..
Why bother?(edited)
Any help I've tried to get just usually makes it worse..
It just opens old wounds and pours salt in it
And I'm just sitting here, without a doubt.. I'm the monster now.. heard it so much it might as well be true, since I just sit here and make others cry.
Then explain the countless times I've done that to my brothers, element, crona, alex, and yoshi?
Does it make that acceptable? No.
Making someone hurt even more than they already do isn't ok.
So I guess I should be left in a corner, in a strait-jacket, to be pointed at, and to be a joke.
Seems like a suitable punishment
It's there in black and white..
Like a misheard game of telephone, I hurt people.
WhitingNoodle - Today at 3:00 AM
My what a sight.. what an intresting sight.. their tears, my blood.
You know it slowly kills me when I hurt someone
I don't see why I'm not subject to punishment..
Just rip me to shreds, rip my heart out..
I'm toxic, a fallout.
I just.. don't exactly belong here.. I just think I'll disappear.. but I don't hear any sound..
I've reached out and grabbed the wrong hand so many times..
And then they leave me to fall again..
With time I'll be replaced..
Erase me from your mind, just make me a memory.(edited)
Leave me broken hearted, like how it should be.(edited)
I'll just fade away into the crowd..
It's basically my fanale, I'll just say my lines, I know you'll hate them.. but that's not the first time, is it?
Say your farewells and cut me out..
Just leave me here to die..
I'm just told lies like it's truth, like that I'm crazy, nothing can help me.. then I have people have say they care, then they shove me, try and terrify me and crush me..
I've sang my silent song for too long.
I've lost it all..
I fell again
Nothing out of the ordinary
I'm tired of people asking over and over, "May I heard your song?"
I've always tried..
Nothing comes out..
I'm sorry..
I really am..
Goodnight..