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[4/24/2015 11:10:23 PM] Andrea-Victoria: Are you sure, without a doubt
[4/24/2015 11:10:28 PM] Andrea-Victoria: you're not coming back to eternia
[4/24/2015 11:47:33 PM] Silas: Why?
[4/24/2015 11:47:48 PM] Andrea-Victoria: I just wanted to know
[4/24/2015 11:48:28 PM] Silas: Yep
[4/24/2015 11:48:36 PM] Silas: Shitty game
[4/24/2015 11:48:53 PM] Andrea-Victoria: so then, what happened to radu and the things he had like sangalore
[4/24/2015 11:50:32 PM] Silas: Radu is jusy in torpor at the bottom of the ocean. Basically a statue
[4/24/2015 11:50:36 PM] Silas: Just*
[4/24/2015 11:50:57 PM] Silas: Redi has my permission to make sanglamore questable but
[4/24/2015 11:51:14 PM] Silas: I sorta just want him left alone
[4/24/2015 11:51:44 PM] Andrea-Victoria: in the event you stop being bitter and want to play him again?
[4/24/2015 11:52:33 PM] Silas: dont call me that please
[4/24/2015 11:53:53 PM] Andrea-Victoria: I reasons I asked is because sishio has seemingly gone inactive on myaell and ehres like no other vampires around but him and carmine
[4/24/2015 11:53:59 PM] Andrea-Victoria: i think there's one more
[4/24/2015 11:54:17 PM] Andrea-Victoria: So I was wondering if Radu just
[4/24/2015 11:54:27 PM] Andrea-Victoria: died off or you just put him in some form of hibernation
[4/24/2015 11:55:21 PM | Edited 11:55:36 PM] Silas: It'd take the entire hugbox abdicating and a gesture from chance for me to return, so I would know the game is changing
[4/24/2015 11:56:06 PM] Andrea-Victoria: im tired of that term hugbox.
[4/24/2015 11:56:12 PM] Silas: So for all intents and purposes yes its mostly permanent hibernation
[4/24/2015 11:56:32 PM] Andrea-Victoria: I think you need to take yourself less seriously when playing video games
[4/24/2015 11:56:38 PM] Silas: I was in it and i watched as they mocked you for thirst
[4/24/2015 11:56:50 PM] *** Andrea-Victoria shrug. ***
[4/24/2015 11:56:57 PM] Andrea-Victoria: Like I give a damn what theysay.
[4/24/2015 11:57:00 PM] Andrea-Victoria: Haters gonna hate.
[4/24/2015 11:57:20 PM] Andrea-Victoria: If you let words be weapons
[4/24/2015 11:57:28 PM] Silas: Im happy with my decisions and what ive chosen
[4/24/2015 11:57:36 PM] Andrea-Victoria: You just won't have fun.
[4/24/2015 11:57:40 PM] Andrea-Victoria: It's something I learned recently.
[4/24/2015 11:57:46 PM] Silas: Theyre a shitty clique and they monopolize the game
[4/24/2015 11:58:09 PM] Silas: And they made it not-fun long before i called them out which is why i do it
[4/24/2015 11:58:10 PM] Andrea-Victoria: Well Vriska might be stepping down form the game entirely soon
[4/24/2015 11:58:15 PM] Andrea-Victoria: she stepped down from playing Isaiah
[4/24/2015 11:58:22 PM] Andrea-Victoria: and has been less and less active as an admin
[4/24/2015 11:58:29 PM] Andrea-Victoria: Nate might do the same.
[4/24/2015 11:58:32 PM] Silas: Cant tell me you havent seen chance's woman of the month fiascos over and over
[4/24/2015 11:58:41 PM] Andrea-Victoria: I have.
[4/24/2015 11:58:51 PM] Andrea-Victoria: But he's much more tame about it.
[4/24/2015 11:58:54 PM] Silas: Yes that is why i quit, except not just him
[4/24/2015 11:58:56 PM] Andrea-Victoria: lately, anyway.
[4/24/2015 11:59:08 PM] Silas: Im also not going to be content around peep
[4/24/2015 11:59:32 PM] Andrea-Victoria: peep's a good guy at heart.
[4/24/2015 11:59:51 PM] Andrea-Victoria: and his imput is usually spot on
[12:00:41 AM] Andrea-Victoria: hes a great writer
[12:00:44 AM] Andrea-Victoria: a good roleplayer
[12:01:52 AM] Andrea-Victoria: I don't see a reason to be irate with him but everyone has their reasons I suppose.
[12:02:03 AM] Andrea-Victoria: It's a shame you won't come back.
[12:07:17 AM] Silas: He is too coddled
[12:07:47 AM] Andrea-Victoria: "I work so hard and he seems to get things so easily that I busted my ass for?"
[12:08:08 AM] Silas: His matchmaking was a botch job everytime and he would not care about nerfing vampires to the point of unviability
[12:08:16 AM] Silas: He doesnt just get things
[12:08:20 AM] Silas: He destroys my things
[12:08:34 AM] Andrea-Victoria: well raptors grace can't be used unless you have an insane amount of MC
[12:08:41 AM] Andrea-Victoria: 40 mana drain aaaahahahaha
[12:08:42 AM] Silas: You go map a beautiful city tori
[12:08:48 AM] Silas: You go build it
[12:09:07 AM] Silas: Be an imperfect and unite the most evil occultists of the land
[12:09:17 AM] Andrea-Victoria: Ironjaw's harukean and my vampire are reviving mormegil
[12:09:17 AM] Silas: And then have it destroyed by an adminbaby husbando
[12:09:26 AM] Silas: For nothing
[12:09:43 AM] Silas: Where ersa wanks and eats 7 year old babies with sand worms
[12:09:53 AM] Silas: Who is also an adminbaby
[12:10:05 AM] Silas: For nothing
[12:10:14 AM] Silas: Fuck eternia and fuck them
[12:10:50 AM] Silas: I will make my own game when im done with school and bury that cesspit in unrelenting competition
[12:11:16 AM] Silas: And there will be zero bullshit for the deserving and mercilessness for metagame
[12:11:44 AM] Silas: I take myself too seriously? It was my art! It was how I wanted to be remembered!
[12:12:22 AM] Silas: And I lost it to people who had free resources because clique and complete bullshit like yina and mom ass-saving demergo with pure ooc
[12:12:29 AM] Silas: Eternia is pure ooc friendship fuckery
[12:12:39 AM] Silas: It is not worth my time or health
[12:12:42 AM] Silas: In any capacity
[12:12:54 AM] Andrea-Victoria: You'll be mad at me for saying this but.
Eternia's great. You're just mad that you always want to FIGHT THE POWER and try to be this INDEPENDENT FORCE. A lot of Admin-characters are usually really good characters. Even if they weren't admins, the ones I RP with I'd still RP with. I RP with them because they are my friends or are fun to interact with.

Eternia in the end is a game, a hobby, something people should enjoy as leisure. You took it seriously. You acted like it was a job or an occupation. In the end? No one's going to give a damn about Eternia, or your game...in likely 10 years from its launch.
[12:12:54 AM] Silas: I realized this and focused on life.
[12:13:18 AM] Silas: And no im not tori holy shit dont draw assumptions on me
[12:13:50 AM] Andrea-Victoria: I'm not drawing assumptions. So many times you said 'lets take down the admin clique'
[12:13:57 AM] Silas: Is this your serious opinion of me?
[12:14:14 AM] Andrea-Victoria: when if you aren't prt of the salty circles, it really isn't there. It's just good roleplayers interacting with good roleplayers.
[12:14:43 AM] Andrea-Victoria: Which there's nothing wrong with that.
[12:15:48 AM] Andrea-Victoria: If you rather damn people for RPing with their friends and people they enjoy interacting with; or damn people because they want to have fun, instead of take a game that is free to play seriously? Then perhaps you leaving is better for the community as a whole.
[12:16:04 AM] Andrea-Victoria: All I am seeing is a wounded pride and envy.
[12:16:28 AM] Silas: A luxury of leaving the game is I don't have to deal with this. You are awful for completely belittling what I've said, done and worked for- and if you're just okay with the biasism and if you really think the problem is just me then I don't want you. I stood up for you whenever people talked shit and you're stupidly condemning me; shitty friend.
[12:17:16 AM] Andrea-Victoria: Why again, does anything you work for matter to anyone but your own pride?
[12:17:38 AM] Andrea-Victoria: Why are you the only one who cannot get over these things?
[12:17:54 AM] Andrea-Victoria: Why are people like Ironjaw and Roomy, your friends and previous IC allies now admins?
[12:18:04 AM] Andrea-Victoria: It is because they learned the game is a game.
[12:18:21 AM] Andrea-Victoria: That this mythological hugbox does not exist in such a toxic potency that you project it to exist.
[12:18:32 AM] Andrea-Victoria: If it exists, it is not bad, and is good for the game as a whole.