Hello, my name is Silver Grass and to whomever is reading this you may take in what has happened to me throughout the time I have decided to care and protect mortal ponies.  I will be writing about my endeavours here whether they be big or small, serious or not. What I can closely relate this to is a diary of sorts, but let us say it’s a journal for masculinities sake.  In hopes to let other demons such as myself know that protecting the future of mortals is something that we should keep near and dear to our hearts. For their power isn’t from a higher or lower well such as heaven or hell…  It stems from the foundation of magic itself…. My name is Silver Grass, and this is my journey, my walk among the mortals.
Entry 1: A New Day
	I explained to my brother today that I was leaving for an important mission.  Although I know he wouldn’t understand that I was leaving for good, nor would he come out of his way to look for me. I Just told him the bare minimum of what was going on, rampant demons running amok in the mortal world. I also told him that father, or should I say “King Argus” told me to dispose of them.  Which was true, father had told me to do this but I was taking this chance to run away, taking care of these demons and then living amongst the mortals and protecting them.  My brother simply brushed me off and sent me on my way, giving me my sword and telling me to take a hike…  I know that he is my little brother but do I really bother him that much?  Anywho I sent off to my room to gear up and I headed out, Hopefully nothing too bad happens…

Entry 2: New Found Power
	I have arrived here in the world of mortals, instantly confronted by an evil demon.  He was no pushover, I had to actually try.  The strangest thing happened however, after this demon had been killed I absorbed some kind of power from it, like his being merged with mine and his powers are now under my control.  I have heard of this in ancient writings that father had me study, I true king of demons, one that may control them all can sap the power away from the dying and take it for himself. What does this mean for me?  Will I continue to grow in power?  I guess all the answers will come soon enough. After my small ordeal I met with a mare who had watched me kill the demon from afar, she thanked me and offered her home as payment for helping save her small plantation not too far from where the demon had been.  I took her offer and slept on her couch, I didn’t think a mortal would take to a demon so quickly nor trust one quicker...  Maybe she doesn’t know.  I believe that I would like to keep it that way for now, wouldn’t want my first mortal friend to hate me now! Haha ha haha……  not funny…

Entry 3: The Mare with Blue Eyes
	I awoke to a mare a few inches away from my face smiling wide and staring deep into my eyes, felt as if she was staring straight into my soul.  I couldn’t help but to get red in the face and she started to giggle.  I guess I had fallen asleep in the bed of the granddaughter of the mare I met yesterday.  She gave me a light peck on the lips and I fell off the bed confused and somewhat embarrassed.  Why did she kiss me?  I decided to bow my head to her apologize for sleeping in her bed and trotted out quickly.  I brought this up with her grandmother and she told me, “Oh, I apologize, she doesn’t see many stallions but I wouldn’t expect her to kiss you like that, she is blind so I am sure that she doesn’t know about you.  I haven’t told her yet.”  Blind huh…..I can change that but would they want that? I’ll bring it up to the mare tomorrow…  I could get lost in those eyes of her’s, sparkles blue like the ocean… It doesn’t seem right to leave her blind….

Entry 4: Agatha, the Maiden in my Dreams
	It is strange, I barely met her and she kissed me again this morning, this time for a bit longer and more passionate.  I asked her what that was for and she told me only this “Your him, the only stallion I have ever truly seen.” Wha-... What does she mean by that?  After her comment I only have dreams about her… Has this mare dreamt about me?  Does she see me in her dreams?  I begun to ask her what I looked like and she would describe every detail to a point except one thing…..these demon eyes… I decided I will give her vision back but I used a spell to make my eyes normal.  I also told her grandmother what was going on and she seemed excited that her little baby was going to get to see, I finally learned the name of this beautiful mare.  Agatha, Agatha Hazel was her name and that struck me like a train, such a beautiful name for the mare that blesses my dreams…

Entry 5: Awakening
	She awakened to the sight of the ceiling, she looked around confused and asked what was going on, why could she see, is she dreaming.  I explained to her that I gave her sight, and all she did was stare at me.  I guessed she was trying to process what I was saying but she knew already, telling me that “I was right, Silver I have been waiting for you my entire life.”  I stood frozen in shock, how did she know my name?  Am I the one dreaming?  Am I….  Falling in love with a mortal mare I had only just met?  They still don’t know that I am a demon… No pony must know.

Entry 6: Two Months Pass
	It has been quite a while since I have wrote about anything that has happened and I apologize.  I have been rather busy, killing all these evil demons and I have found out that their powers do transfer to me, making me stronger with every kill.  However power is nothing compared to what I feel for Agatha.  That mare has me by the throat, doing chores, worrying about me when I leave and chewing my ear out when I come home hurt…  I wouldn’t have it any other way, she lit a fire inside my heart like no other. I haven’t felt the touch of another in my life, mother died giving birth to blackstar and before then she never held me, father was a king so he had no time for us, and Blackstar...  Well, let’s say he isn’t the touchy feely kind of brother.  On the other hoof this mare… Hugs me, kisses me, treats me like I am her hero in her own way.  I work my flank off to keep this family together, and we are expecting another small addition to the family.  Hehe!







Entry 7: The Day Comes Soon!
I have been gone for another long while it seems.  I have been running through evil demons, they seem to be coming up more and more.  Let them come, none can stand in my way with the power I have obtained, Something strange happened however, I met a stallion who seemed to be a demon, but with bright white wings and power more than a demon, He looked hurt but as soon as I touched him, he seemed to get sucked in like the other demons and I absorbed his power. This was strange, but I let it go since he must have been just another evil demon if I had taken his powers.  On a brighter side of all this, Agatha has had a belly on her for quite some time, I do my best to keep her from working but that mare doesn’t know when to give up!  She cleans as much as possible and cooks, when I am home I cook with her and clean whatever needs to be cleaned. I won’t let her do anything and she gets so flustered, it’ adorable.  I think our foal or filly is due soon, and she know it so she has been trying to slow down on the work and tries to rest. I can’t believe that this has happened for the while I have been in this world.  I wonder exactly how father would take this…

Entry 8: Darkness…
A Beautiful baby foal, Agatha had given birth to a beautiful little foal… Had my coat and her eyes I cried, I held the little one in my arms and cried…  Then what happened next would break me forever… My father had felt the birth a half demon half mortal foal and came to take care of what had happened…  I blinked just once, and little Fenris was gone…  I looked up and he had been impaled into the wall and his blood was everywhere… Agatha screamed and I sat frozen, unable to move, fath- the king had shown himself and told Agatha what I was and she stared at me with fear, fear I have never seen before in that mare.  As I looked away I heard nothing but screaming from Agatha, cursing my name, saying that she wished she never had met me, told me to return to hell and burn for what I did to our…  son… I felt my heart blacken as I heard gurgling from her… The king had killed her and her last words were “I hate you.” I don’t recall what happened after...My head still hurts all I know is that The king is dead… and I have his power.. The blood of my family covering me, and the room… This isn’t the mortal world… This is the real hell…

Entry 9: The Lone Protector
	I have my duty to protect these mortals, everypony knew what I was now.  Today I walked into town and was shot through the wing and stabbed repeatedly.  This is my life… Being hated and protecting those who hate me...This is my duty and I will keep to it…

Entry 10: Fight Between Brothers
	My brother found me today and sought revenge for the king, After fighting so many demons and the king he was no match for me, I defeated my brother easily and let him live… Even though I was supposed to be the next king I also put him under the crown.  I don’t wish to go home… Actually, no… I have no home, for I am not welcomed anywhere… My brother Has a wife, I believe her name was Saphira, I should pay her a visit since he is going to be busy from now on.  There isn’t much more to say about the fight, I don’t want to talk about having to almost kill the last family member I have even if they hate me…
Entry 11: The Angel in the Dragon Family
	Another Strange occurrence has happened, I went to visit Saphira and Found that in her family there is a little Angel filly who goes by the name of Angela.  Although she was angel, she didn’t fear me nor try and kill me… What could that little one be planning… I told Saphira about Blackstar and then tried to leave but.. The little angel had somewhat begged me to stay because I was cold, I asked her questions and then decided to leave… What’s with that filly, is she just that kind or is there something else… I haven’t said this before but I am constantly having nightmares…  Of Agatha and Fenris, I hear voices while I am awake and I feel my sanity slipping every second… This can’t be me...no it’s something else…

Entry 12: A Shine in Darkness
	I came back to the home of Dragons at request of Angela, This little filly is something else, she is so kind and has no intention on killing me.  She is a cute little filly and her parents are lucky but don’t know, they have way too many children in the house and the father, who goes by the name of Dragon Death, is a drunk…  That poor little filly…  She isn’t mortal but… she helped the pain… I’ll go and see her again soon.

Entry 13: Darkness Arises
	I have figured out these voices in my head aren’t truly me, they are something that I absorbed, maybe that strange stallion I saw?  Either way he is trying to take over but he doesn’t know what he is dealing with.  I suppressed him so he can't hear my thoughts nor see my actions nor hear what I hear unless I want him to.  I plan on letting him take over and see his true intentions but it might take time.  He is quite a headache though… And he knows about my old family….using that against me will be his downfall…

Entry 14: Taking in the Angel
	I couldn’t bare to see Angela in that home, I know Saphira takes care of her but she isn’t always around to take care of her.  I will take her with me, I feel as if I could possibly give her a better home than what she has there, and Sapphira can see her whenever she wishes, hell she can live with us if she wants… I just… I am drawn to Angela And I don’t know if it’s because of her… Or if I want another chance to be a father… Either way I want her safe, and I will keep her safe. No matter the cost to me.

Entry 15: A Unexpected Take Over
	My name is Greyrot, I am a angel banished from heaven for trying to save Ethereal Wave from his prison. I know that he has a daughter and I am sure that she is scared, not of the demons or dragons that accompany her but of angels themselves, I will hide my power and try my best to protect little Angela, I was lucky to be sucked into this demon, not evil, cares for others.  Cares for Angela… It’s going to be easy to trick him into thinking that I am just evil and turned into good. *This entry can only be read by mortals and angels, due to some type of magic*



Entry 16: Can’t Remember
	I can’t seem to remember what happened after I let that entity take over, but I know that Angela has a dark side to her. A kind of corruption or other self, it goes by the name of Angela Noire and it is evil and only wants to see this world burn.  I know that isn’t the little Angel truly, it’s a born hate from something in her past and can’t be turned to good.  Angela doesn’t deserve that, so I have decided that I will do everything in my power to keep her safe, happy, and teach her how to use the powers she has.  On a different matter, the strange angelic being inside me is named Greyrot, he thinks he can fool me but I am the puppet master here.  His intentions seem to only be aiding Angela and saving her.  Any signs of him trying to contact other angels or hurting Angela and I am going to eradicate him.  So I hope he keeps straight, I had him start training her in magic.

Entry 17: A Evil Side
	It’s been awhile since I have taken in little Angela, my daughter and my little love bug.  Being a father like I once… almost was… feels amazing as I thought it would.  She is amazing filly and I couldn’t ask for better. Something happened today though… Something that she can’t know ever happened.  I… ran into Saphira and I had spoken to her for a short time, petty arguing about who Angela loves more, stupid things that we weren’t really fighting about, but… she said something that I couldn’t hear, but I scattered my mind, I couldn’t think nor speak.  I sat there still and couldn’t move as I felt a shroud of darkness take over me.  I could still see, and what I watched was horrifying… My body moved on it’s own, I saw Saphira look at me in fear, she went to take off and fly away when blood spouted where her wings should have been.  I looks around trying to stop myself, but all I could do was sit and watch.  Her legs were gone next and she passed out from the pain, there… was so much blood… But I heard Greyrot’s voice say “Your really going to let her die hmm? You're not the good father I thought you were, Pathetic!” That woke me right up and I had total control over myself again… I rushed to Saphira’s side and used the gathered magic I have had from the numerous evil demons that I have slain and brought her back… attaching her wings back to her body and legs the same… When she woke up I was holding her in my hooves crying hysterically. She looked up at me and hugged me… and said “it’s ok, I know it wasn’t you, please don’t cry.” I , couldn’t hear her… All I heard was the words echoing in my mind like “EVIL, MONSTER, DIE.” Saphira brought me back… from that dark place in my mind… and she said that she loved me… Then it hit me, I have a family...Angela and Saphira… even Greyrot.  I love them all, and I can’t let this ever happen again, I won’t!  Saphira said to never tell Angela that this happened, and I agree.  We shouldn’t….

Entry 18: Just Catching Up
I haven’t wrote in for a while, so I thought I would.  Me and Greyrot have been busy with Angela and Angela Noire.  I put a seal on Angela suppressed Noire and we let her out so that Greyrot could talk to her, it ended in Greyrot scaring Angela half to death, and merging the two Angela and Noire into one.  It was interesting to see that Angela and Noire merge when they feel the same emotion.  But I don’t wish it to happen again, I don’t want my little angel to feel like that ever again.  I also learned that my theory was correct, Angela is scared of angels and so is Noire, that must be what had created Noire.  I can’t be sure but either way I have many angels that are friends on mine, and we will have to help Angela get over that fear but that will come with time.  Angela has a lot to learn and understand, I as her father will make sure she is prepared for the future.

Entry 19: A Beautiful Demon
	No….No no no… Angela and me met another demon today and I saw her and the first glance I was taken over by beauty.  I know that this is another demon yes, but wow… Anyway She was a shy mare named Fallen Ace, she was rather skinny and obviously didn’t want anypony to know she was a demon.  We had invited her over and she came, we had tea and we talked… Well I asked questions and she somewhat avoided almost every single one, either way Angela seemed to really like her and well.. I really liked her.  I want to tell her…

Entry 19: A Beautiful Mistake (Continue)
	I am writing this while Angela is asleep, I don’t know what I was saying… I have been losing sleep because Agatha’s words still haunt me in my sleep, and the bloody walls still cover my mind.  I was pushing my luck with taking in Angela and I hope every day that I don’t lose her.  Fallen wouldn’t want me, nor would she be safe with me.  I am a good father to Angela, and that’s all I need to be.  If I love again….  Somepony will get hurt…  So I’ll just give Angela my everything…

Entry 20: Can’t Shake Her
	I just can’t shake the feeling that Fallen is different, different from Agatha.  I loved Agatha but she didn’t love me anymore… But Fallen has a different vibe from her, I can tell she has felt pain, I can tell that she hates herself for something in her past.  I want to so desperately change how she feels about herself… But who am I to do something like that for her… She came over to eat breakfast and she looked so skinny… Heh, Angela noticed and made her eat the rest of her food.  I haven’t had a nightmare since I saw her, I only dream about her, and giving Angela the family she truly deserves.  A family of ponies that will love and protect her with their lives, she has me and Saphira.  Fallen would make a amazing addition but…. I won’t force that one her, i’ll just see how it goes with her.

Entry 21: Day To Remember
I sat at the dock and Fallen had seen me there, and she approached me.  We had sat together and talked, I just told her if she ever needed somepony to talk to or be there for her that I would always be here for her.  She had opened up to me a bit more after, telling me a little more about herself and as she swirled the water with her hoof Jugo, a little water Guardian I had met not to long ago. He took a liking to her quickly and swirled up her hoof, it freaked her out a bit at first but she warmed up to him.  And we were making waves to let Jugo swim and she caught me staring at her, I could only look away blushing.  She told me she had somepony who she has feelings for and my heart dropped. Oh… There is another… then Jugo bit me and it made me look over to her and I noticed that she wasn’t just talking about another stallion, she was talking about me! THANKS JUGO!  I told her that there was another pony I had feelings for and that it was her and… AHHHHHHH!!!  I never was so excited in my life!  Fallen and I are together now, and I just… I just am so happy that I want to jump all over the place!  However I keep my composure very well so I was able to play cool.  I can’t wait to see Fallen again!

Entry 22: Far Beyond Belief
	After a small confrontation with some demon hunters, Fallen healed the holy water burns on my face.  I wish she hadn’t, it would have healed itself eventually, but she healed me and weakened herself to do so.  I offered her help and she wouldn’t take it but I couldn’t bare to see her weak like that, so I took her home and laid her in bed.  She tried to insist on getting up and that she was fine.  So I laid next to her and held her close to me, telling her that I would have to stay and make her rest.  She didn’t have a problem with that as she fell asleep to the sound of… Well my very rapidly beating heart.  I am writing this as I hold her in my hooves, so beautiful… It’s so hard not to stare but she looks so cute when she sleeps…  I never thought this moment would have ever came… It’s far beyond my belief…

Entry 23: With Open Eyes and A Scattered Mind
	I fell asleep and hadn’t seen Agatha there, in my dreams that is, only Fallen and the sweet whisper of her voice against my eardrums.  It was pure bliss, something I don’t believe I have ever truly felt until now.  As she awoke she screadmed “Dad!” she was having a nightmare.  She would explain what happened but I could tell it was something to do with her father, and possibly about her time as a guard where ever she used to be.  This simply will not do, I am going to do whatever it takes to save her from these nightmares.  This mare has been through alot, and anypony can see that… Fallen… Let me love and care for you...

Entry 23: The Ring
	I bought a ring for Fallen today, It has a beautiful red tear-stone in a silver band. “Silver” heh...funny…. Anyway I bought it for her and enchanted the ring with a spell that will help her with her nightmares, When she feels distress in a dream a sort of version of me will appear in the dream to help her and put her at ease.  My sweet Fallen needs help and she will take it, because what hurts her… Hurts me now…  I don’t know what I am saying at the moment, I believe most would call this “Love Drunk” but to be honest.  I am more sober now than I have been in a lifetime..