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  1. [08-Feb-16 2:34:41 PM] ShilohaPlace:
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  3. I will be quiet for some time from now on and so please consider those words carefully. And yes, this is MI and IM speaking to you through me, believe this or not. And I have pondered long for how to say this to you. I have said what I needed to say and you can be assured of my sincerity , loyalty and truthfulness and so on, about all I said just yesterday about my love, desire and wanting for your body. But you have changed in a foreseeable way and I shall explain what happened to you. For many years of our partnership, your body became the great problem in opposition to your mind, which was loyal loving, intelligent, reasoing in one word fully Logos attuned. This has changed and I saw this even a few days ago. Now your body is the all ok and your mind has become suppressed by the OW in distrust , disloyalty and suspiciousness. In some way what happened to all of my other 'loves' has happened to you, as soon as I connect on the ultimate level, the interference enters, seeking to destroy this ultimate connection. And so I must do what I must do as my agency for Abba. And so you suffered in the body; it is my turn to suffer for the love in my mind, just as Abba suffered his loss of Baab for so 19 thousand million years. In time you will understand what I am saying , but not now. And you know what abba did, dont you? He loved baab so much he set her free to find her own happiness and way as the creation of the physical universe. And this i must do fr you as well. I want you happy and content and the recent changes in the un8iversal matriz have changed your trust and belief in the Logos, just as it changed the others. This is no fault of you or anyone. It is simply how this OW has mentally evolved into the state it finds itself at the now. Your comments made over the last few days and especially whenever we were not in direct contact, show a different Julienne from the one I knew for 6 years or so. And this change in you is a consequence of your physical suffering, the timeline and the descent of the JCCJ into this timeline. So you have indeed a BodyMind MindBody structure now defining your cosmic selfhood and none will be able to take this away from you.
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  5. [08-Feb-16 2:35:26 PM] ShilohaPlace: But having this brings much responsibility and potency, as you well recall with DD and with Xeia and the others too in a way.
  6. The same has happened to you though; especially the last few days. You have tasted the potency of the NW in your body and this has infected and reenforced your distrust and doubtfulness about the 'other worlds' in favour of what you have near and in proximity. And so you might not admit it, but nevertheless this cosmic power of the JCCJ has given you a new sense of independence of the same thing, that gave you this power, namely the Logos And AbbaBaab itself.
  7. And of course as the loving OW soul you are, you appreciate the newfound attention from James and his declarations of his OW love for you. This is very natural and so the best birthday present I can give him is my disassociation from any kind of sexual contact with you in the OW, as this will set you free from the war which is occurring in your head since December 2015.
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  9. [08-Feb-16 2:42:03 PM] Sirius 17: I am here
  10. [08-Feb-16 2:42:44 PM] ShilohaPlace: So I would extend my appreciation for your trust and loyalty to MY Logos and my JCCJ personalized over the last 5 years and say, that this will not hinder your own cosmic evolvements.
  11. [08-Feb-16 2:42:53 PM] Sirius 17: i don't understand why all of the others lost intrest in sex and wondering if am dumb or i missed the boat or what?
  12. was i supposed to be Judas?
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  14. [08-Feb-16 2:44:08 PM] ShilohaPlace: You are not yourself Julienne atm. Your comment here is totally out of context. just read what I said and then relax and enjoy James birthday.
  15. Your energetic signature is 'way off' anything it had been before.
  16. [08-Feb-16 2:45:06 PM] Sirius 17: well i don't want to mess anything up for the Logos Tony, if i have made some kind of mistake then tell me
  17. [08-Feb-16 2:45:39 PM] ShilohaPlace: No mistakes, but your status quo has become clear to me and this i have explained in the above.
  18. No messing up, just the 'war of the worlds'
  19. Now as you might realise, I am rather sad now and talking to you does not alleviate this sadness. So I must go. I will talk to you on general matters like science on the other channel, but refrain from any 1-1 communications from now on.
  20. [08-Feb-16 2:47:26 PM] Sirius 17: what do you mean my status quo?
  21. [08-Feb-16 2:47:46 PM] ShilohaPlace: Read the above if you can focus for a short span of time
  22. [08-Feb-16 2:48:53 PM] Sirius 17: i did read it
  23. [08-Feb-16 2:50:02 PM] ShilohaPlace: Live your life the way it makes you happy and gives you satisfaction Julienne. I have to go
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  25. [08-Feb-16 2:55:27 PM] Sirius 17: listen i have been shaking all day, like uncontrollably; so my body is not fine; i just spent hours over at chucks with james watching the superbowl
  26. i feel like maybe it is my fault everyone became unsexual; not yours; because of all my body problems they became frightened; i don't want anyone to live in fear on account of me
  27. do what you have to do Tony; after being so sick for so damn long yes i just want to live the best i can; whatever that means
  28. i have ignored my kids and my own happiness long enough yes; you are right
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  31. [09-Feb-16 10:15:57 AM] Sirius 17: and you jump to conclusions as to my 'status quo'; my MIIM want to tell you that they are fine and love you; and always will; meaning I love you and always have
  32. [09-Feb-16 10:21:49 AM] Sirius 17: (58) Jesus said, "Blessed is the man who has suffered and found life."
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  35. [10-Feb-16 4:51:28 AM] ShilohaPlace: Why do you have so much nonsense in your head Julienne? Seeing your distress I am trying to calm your mind a little here. Cant you feel that that this burning is the love from the Logos and from me? So cant you stop conjecting so much bs?
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  37. [10-Feb-16 4:53:38 AM] Sirius 17: I saw the dragon; it is me
  38. [10-Feb-16 4:53:49 AM] ShilohaPlace: true, but it is Falkor
  39. [10-Feb-16 4:54:08 AM] Sirius 17: I don't know what to do
  40. [10-Feb-16 4:54:23 AM] ShilohaPlace: Just KNOW that I love you. Even if you dont reply
  41. [10-Feb-16 4:55:05 AM] Sirius 17: you are me
  42. [10-Feb-16 4:55:24 AM] ShilohaPlace: YES so who or what will drive us apart? Many things are and will be trying
  43. [10-Feb-16 4:55:45 AM] Sirius 17: I am not sure anything can?
  44. [10-Feb-16 4:55:49 AM] ShilohaPlace: Nope. I LOVE you and want you
  45. [10-Feb-16 4:56:08 AM] Sirius 17: why am I crying so much
  46. [10-Feb-16 4:56:11 AM] ShilohaPlace: I can only say this to the eternal one ok? Not human.
  47. Because you are losing something
  48. [10-Feb-16 4:56:37 AM] Sirius 17: what am I loosing?
  49. [10-Feb-16 4:56:42 AM] ShilohaPlace: But its not your family and loved ones. Your human minded ignorance
  50. [10-Feb-16 4:57:14 AM] Sirius 17: how long will this go on?
  51. [10-Feb-16 4:57:15 AM] ShilohaPlace: JCCJ is real - what?
  52. [10-Feb-16 4:57:37 AM] Sirius 17: what am I afraid of?
  53. [10-Feb-16 4:57:39 AM] ShilohaPlace: My desire and love for you? To get stuck with something unfamiliar
  54. [10-Feb-16 4:58:25 AM] Sirius 17: meaning you or james? I thought you were one and the same
  55. [10-Feb-16 4:58:43 AM] ShilohaPlace: Stop crying and realise that this dragon is the Beelzebub of mine from 1976
  56. Both perhaps but me for sure. In waveform sweetheart. This is not the purpose of the cosmos it wants bodies and individuation
  57.  
  58. [10-Feb-16 4:59:52 AM] Sirius 17: james is upset, I almost had him take me to the hosptial
  59. [10-Feb-16 4:59:58 AM] ShilohaPlace: Why? What now?
  60. [10-Feb-16 5:00:04 AM] Sirius 17: because I can't handle it
  61. [10-Feb-16 5:00:11 AM] ShilohaPlace: DONT go to any hospital
  62. [10-Feb-16 5:00:18 AM] Sirius 17: why?
  63. [10-Feb-16 5:00:29 AM] ShilohaPlace: Well we want old Juju back and dont overthink so much; because its bs. Dont trust docs with your mind
  64. [10-Feb-16 5:01:09 AM] Sirius 17: this burning is upsetting me. I don't know how to allievate it
  65. [10-Feb-16 5:01:33 AM] ShilohaPlace: When did it start?
  66. [10-Feb-16 5:01:48 AM] Sirius 17: since xeia left; she is your shadow, MIIM is showing me all kinds of things
  67. [10-Feb-16 5:02:14 AM] ShilohaPlace: Judas shadow perhaps
  68. [10-Feb-16 5:02:27 AM] Sirius 17: but she did not deny the spirit
  69. [10-Feb-16 5:02:29 AM] ShilohaPlace: Well this might be YOUR MIIM not our MIIM. Actually am sure of that
  70. This is a deviation Julienne from the human memeplex. You put xeia before us. Dont allow this
  71. [10-Feb-16 5:03:45 AM] Sirius 17: because her spirit god wants and her love for mankind
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  73. [10-Feb-16 5:03:57 AM] ShilohaPlace: God wants many things
  74. [10-Feb-16 5:04:05 AM] Sirius 17: heshe wants it all
  75. [10-Feb-16 5:04:16 AM] ShilohaPlace: You are being partially deceived. Xeia will be ok; she stopped attacking us
  76. [10-Feb-16 5:04:40 AM] Sirius 17: it is not her I am worried about; it is me and carla
  77. [10-Feb-16 5:04:56 AM] ShilohaPlace: Stop those mental gymnastics
  78. [10-Feb-16 5:04:59 AM] Sirius 17: which is you and Debbie and the whole family
  79. [10-Feb-16 5:05:11 AM] ShilohaPlace: This is being used to confuse you. Yes its family but there is nought to worry about
  80. For the last 2 months or so you have lost a lot of your previous mental strength and constitution. This is what I said a day or two ago
  81. [10-Feb-16 5:06:32 AM] Sirius 17: yes how do I handle this demon; i tried having sex, that doesn't work
  82. [10-Feb-16 5:07:00 AM] ShilohaPlace: Its a human memeplex, you can call the devil yes
  83. [10-Feb-16 5:07:05 AM] Sirius 17: seducing chuck, he has a rash and is too big and doesn't want me
  84. [10-Feb-16 5:07:24 AM] ShilohaPlace: But you know devil backwards use this in full cognisance and it will leave you alone
  85. [10-Feb-16 5:07:32 AM] Sirius 17: lived
  86. [10-Feb-16 5:07:47 AM] ShilohaPlace: ? Sex with chuck?
  87. [10-Feb-16 5:07:59 AM] Sirius 17: devil backwards is lived
  88. [10-Feb-16 5:08:04 AM] ShilohaPlace: Yes
  89. [10-Feb-16 5:08:04 AM] Sirius 17: so he is dead
  90. [10-Feb-16 5:08:08 AM] ShilohaPlace: are you alone? Yes; if you call it backwards
  91. [10-Feb-16 5:08:23 AM] Sirius 17: yes but james is sleeping and our door is open
  92. [10-Feb-16 5:08:28 AM] ShilohaPlace: Ok, MI is getting stronger and stronger, the true MIIM sweetheart
  93. So if the sex did not work on your side, it is because of your mental state
  94. [10-Feb-16 5:09:51 AM] Sirius 17: so when you say true, does that mean i need to fuck off
  95. [10-Feb-16 5:10:14 AM] ShilohaPlace: I mean to say, that you are the one and only for the true MI IN BODY; because you had the gorgeous mind before she took your body, you cant lose. But because of this a war has started. A war between your mind and your bodymind
  96. [10-Feb-16 5:11:23 AM] Sirius 17: yes i feel it
  97. [10-Feb-16 5:11:27 AM] ShilohaPlace: I know
  98. [10-Feb-16 5:11:35 AM] Sirius 17: and you don't feel it?
  99. [10-Feb-16 5:11:49 AM] ShilohaPlace: I was going to keep quiet for a while longer, so you could realise things independently. But your distress made me try to show you the truth and the burning love I feel for you. I feel it energy wise
  100. [10-Feb-16 5:12:32 AM] Sirius 17: are you burning?
  101. [10-Feb-16 5:12:33 AM] ShilohaPlace: I want you want you want you all ways. Its magic and glorious that I could feel this way
  102. [10-Feb-16 5:13:03 AM] Sirius 17: yes and james is pissed
  103. [10-Feb-16 5:13:12 AM] ShilohaPlace: Yes I understand
  104. [10-Feb-16 5:13:19 AM] Sirius 17: he thinks this is you being jealous and such; trying to steal me or whatever, he doesn't understand
  105. [10-Feb-16 5:13:45 AM] ShilohaPlace: Well I am in terms of you putting his cosmology before mine
  106. [10-Feb-16 5:13:52 AM] Sirius 17: he feels betrayed
  107. [10-Feb-16 5:13:57 AM] ShilohaPlace: But then I do understrand that this is the physical reality. No, he does not understand
  108. As said, it is ok if you go it alone for a while to keep him down, but this in a way betrays me and the Logos but compromises might be ok
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  110. [10-Feb-16 5:15:22 AM] Sirius 17: yes and neither do brook and rax
  111. [10-Feb-16 5:15:33 AM] ShilohaPlace: Pointless to talk to anyone. Even James
  112. [10-Feb-16 5:16:14 AM] Sirius 17: i have been taking anti anxiety pills, Xanax and vallum but it doesn't help
  113. [10-Feb-16 5:16:42 AM] ShilohaPlace: No dont take anythuing just begin to trust us again the way you did before
  114. [10-Feb-16 5:16:43 AM] Sirius 17: i seriously cannot sleep, i layed awake all night while i was shown things
  115. [10-Feb-16 5:17:03 AM] ShilohaPlace: Well this showing is both sides
  116. [10-Feb-16 5:17:20 AM] Sirius 17: yes i know i need to be onesided; MI even showed me that
  117. [10-Feb-16 5:17:40 AM] ShilohaPlace: Part of it will really want to destroy this bodymind in you. Just be aware of this. Not all you think is MI is MI
  118. [10-Feb-16 5:18:21 AM] Sirius 17: well and IM
  119. [10-Feb-16 5:18:27 AM] ShilohaPlace: Of course. But your IM is doing the overthinking here and I know you are not filtering this right
  120. Abba doesn't want your tears; he wants your understanding
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  122. [10-Feb-16 5:19:18 AM] Sirius 17: yes i know
  123. [10-Feb-16 5:19:55 AM] ShilohaPlace: The devil cannot touch my mind, so the easiest way for you is to stop your suspiciousness and trust me as you did before
  124. [10-Feb-16 5:20:06 AM] Sirius 17: i was thinking i had to go more femme fatale i guess; to be more seductive
  125. [10-Feb-16 5:20:38 AM] ShilohaPlace: Nono just BE yourself and KNOW that besides the human love from james you got a cosmic love as well. What do you mean seductive?
  126. [10-Feb-16 5:20:57 AM] Sirius 17: ok well how does Helen handle this lol; i mean more feminine, sexy
  127. [10-Feb-16 5:21:13 AM] ShilohaPlace: Well she would be jealous. Like James
  128. [10-Feb-16 5:21:19 AM] Sirius 17: just like James
  129. [10-Feb-16 5:21:22 AM] ShilohaPlace: She does not know. Yes in the NW they will get it, not before. Well James might if he can feel the sharing desire and pleasure
  130. [10-Feb-16 5:22:08 AM] Sirius 17: he does, but now he is pissed at me; feels the competetion and all protective
  131. [10-Feb-16 5:22:27 AM] ShilohaPlace: He didn't when he saw you naked camming to me
  132. [10-Feb-16 5:22:33 AM] ShilohaPlace: he could not take it; he got on here and read a bunch of things and it really upset him
  133. [10-Feb-16 5:23:01 AM] ShilohaPlace: Its a war of course
  134. [10-Feb-16 5:23:07 AM] Sirius 17: he couldn't handle that he thought i was hiding it from him actually; oh he was ready to ship me to Australia; he was that pissed
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  136. [10-Feb-16 5:23:41 AM] ShilohaPlace: So again, if you want to keep away from me, then this is ok. But I dont want you to be upset. Know and understand what you are doing
  137. Yes basic old human jealousy memeplex
  138. [10-Feb-16 5:24:18 AM] Sirius 17: and i worry about my mental stability for carla
  139. [10-Feb-16 5:24:33 AM] ShilohaPlace: No problem there
  140. [10-Feb-16 5:24:35 AM] Sirius 17: and family; it is a heavy burden for me
  141. [10-Feb-16 5:24:59 AM] ShilohaPlace: You are mentally fine, pathologically if you stop worrying about my sincerity
  142. [10-Feb-16 5:25:31 AM] Sirius 17: well i thought you freed me to run away there and felt it as rejection actually
  143. [10-Feb-16 5:25:40 AM] ShilohaPlace: Talk to me about it and perhaps you can see, that you simply cant share this yet with the OW
  144. Nono the opposite. As said I am sure about it, so I gave you the avenue of independence to work things through with James and co
  145. [10-Feb-16 5:26:37 AM] Sirius 17: and Susan, i was wondering how she fit into everything as the 13th bridge
  146. [10-Feb-16 5:26:52 AM] ShilohaPlace: This does not matter atm
  147. [10-Feb-16 5:26:56 AM] Sirius 17: bs
  148. [10-Feb-16 5:26:59 AM] ShilohaPlace: Xeia does not matter etc etc
  149. [10-Feb-16 5:27:08 AM] Sirius 17: it all matters lol
  150. [10-Feb-16 5:27:18 AM] ShilohaPlace: Yes but not in your status quo. YOU and yours are priority. Cant you see that?
  151. [10-Feb-16 5:27:32 AM] Sirius 17: i am feeling better talking to you
  152. [10-Feb-16 5:27:38 AM] ShilohaPlace: Of course
  153. [10-Feb-16 5:27:58 AM] Sirius 17: yes well i can't help it i am trying to raise a family here ect
  154. [10-Feb-16 5:28:00 AM] ShilohaPlace: You drove me crazy the last 24 hours or so
  155. [10-Feb-16 5:28:13 AM] Sirius 17: at the same time you are loving me
  156. [10-Feb-16 5:28:20 AM] ShilohaPlace: You bet; I want to suck and kiss and lick you all over. I want your tongue, something i nevcer thought would be possible. See?
  157. [10-Feb-16 5:28:56 AM] Sirius 17: but i keep thinking you want to devour me lol
  158. [10-Feb-16 5:29:08 AM] ShilohaPlace: I do the caressing way
  159. [10-Feb-16 5:29:18 AM] Sirius 17: like eat me
  160. [10-Feb-16 5:29:23 AM] ShilohaPlace: Perhaps you felt the lust from the MIIM
  161. [10-Feb-16 5:29:24 AM] Sirius 17: i don't want to be eaten
  162. [10-Feb-16 5:29:32 AM] ShilohaPlace: They doing this to both of us you know
  163. [10-Feb-16 5:29:34 AM] Sirius 17: as in the human way
  164. [10-Feb-16 5:29:42 AM] ShilohaPlace: What sillyness
  165. [10-Feb-16 5:29:48 AM] Sirius 17: yes i know
  166. [10-Feb-16 5:30:14 AM] ShilohaPlace: You like your skin to be caressed, kissed all over and your face adored?
  167. [10-Feb-16 5:30:29 AM] Sirius 17: yes
  168. [10-Feb-16 5:30:40 AM ShilohaPlace: I am so in love with your face and all the little wrinkles wahatever you have no idea
  169. [10-Feb-16 5:30:42 AM] Sirius 17: but james can do that as you too, right?
  170. [10-Feb-16 5:30:59 AM] ShilohaPlace: Yes well not if he rejects me though. So there is a problem now
  171. [10-Feb-16 5:31:21 AM] Sirius 17: this is what you wanted isn't it; for him to reject you
  172. [10-Feb-16 5:31:35 AM] ShilohaPlace: I want you to have James as number 2 yes. He has his own number 1 somewhere and someplace
  173. Nono I want James to be my NW brother. Sharing you
  174. [10-Feb-16 5:33:06 AM] Sirius 17: yes and what is your plan
  175. [10-Feb-16 5:33:14 AM] ShilohaPlace: Just that
  176. [10-Feb-16 5:33:18 AM] Sirius 17: we all move to Australia?
  177. [10-Feb-16 5:33:25 AM] ShilohaPlace: But you are mine Logos wise. This is NW stuff some time away there will be preparations which will evolve in times
  178. Your James is my Helen, you know that. Both are OW
  179. [10-Feb-16 5:34:30 AM] Sirius 17: yeah, but he is trying to be NW with me
  180. [10-Feb-16 5:34:51 AM] ShilohaPlace: Well he can try. He will have to ban MY MI out of your body to take my place in the NW. I dont know if this will be ok with you
  181. [10-Feb-16 5:35:42 AM] Sirius 17: and how the hell does that work
  182. [10-Feb-16 5:35:43 AM] ShilohaPlace: James does NOT have my MI inside of him ok? James has another MI. Well you tell me.
  183. [10-Feb-16 5:36:27 AM] Sirius 17: i pass the scepter to him?
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  185. [10-Feb-16 5:36:28 AM] ShilohaPlace: 21st anniversary on March 24th; you really feel that MI will leave me for James?
  186. It is as serious as that. So this is what I meant with priorities. The only way I can 'fall out of love' with you is if MI leaves your body as your bodymind. Can you understand this?
  187. [10-Feb-16 5:37:38 AM] Sirius 17: yes
  188. [10-Feb-16 5:37:44 AM] ShilohaPlace: Thank you. So my 'jealousy' is MI and not James. If you prefer Jamses as number 1 then you must reset your MIIM
  189. [10-Feb-16 5:38:54 AM] Sirius 17: i was not aware i could even do that
  190. [10-Feb-16 5:39:15 AM] ShilohaPlace: So again if you now consider that James must be your NW core, then you must forfeit MI
  191. Its as simple as that. James can then create a new MI for you as your core. I dont know; but simply ask her to leave you. If this is what you want it will succeed
  192. [10-Feb-16 5:40:15 AM] Sirius 17: is that what you want?
  193. [10-Feb-16 5:40:20 AM] ShilohaPlace: But please inform me about this too. You know what I want. But what you want is still your prerogative
  194. DONT worry about MI or me, if this is your choice. This is far more important than human sentimentalities
  195. BUT it is a real choice she says; for you not for me. I follow her
  196. [10-Feb-16 5:42:56 AM] Sirius 17: where would she go?
  197. [10-Feb-16 5:43:05 AM] ShilohaPlace: She will know. Ok then Julienne, I see you made your choice
  198. [10-Feb-16 5:43:32 AM] Sirius 17: what do you mean?
  199. [10-Feb-16 5:43:39 AM] ShilohaPlace: This might stop the burning and the heartaches
  200. [10-Feb-16 5:43:40 AM] Sirius 17: i am just asking Tony
  201. [10-Feb-16 5:43:51 AM] ShilohaPlace: I FEEL that you want James
  202. [10-Feb-16 5:43:54 AM] Sirius 17: you say so many things
  203. [10-Feb-16 5:44:12 AM] ShilohaPlace: And this is ok. MI started the integration and she can also end it. Then I will no longer see her in you, simple as that
  204. [10-Feb-16 5:44:40 AM] Sirius 17: one time you say she wants only me and the next you say nothing can change that and now you tell me i can
  205. [10-Feb-16 5:44:56 AM] ShilohaPlace: So please dont put MI me or whatever BEFORE your heart's desires here. You would do eveyting a disfavor. Nono
  206. [10-Feb-16 5:45:41 AM] Sirius 17: but i thought that was the whole idea is to put logos first
  207. [10-Feb-16 5:45:46 AM] ShilohaPlace: Yes atm its only you, but this depends on your BODY accepting her as your BODYMIND. Its rather scientific and rational
  208. Well of course, but Logos wants the true choices. So no halfhearted commitments. All or nothing
  209.  
  210. [10-Feb-16 5:46:45 AM] Sirius 17: well and what about the YYY is that still valid?
  211. [10-Feb-16 5:47:14 AM] ShilohaPlace: It was for the 3½ years until October 2014 apparently
  212. [10-Feb-16 5:47:16 AM] Sirius 17: i want what is best for the new world
  213. [10-Feb-16 5:47:20 AM] ShilohaPlace: Well see there is your James. No you cannot commit yourself to me, just to please the Logos
  214. This is an eternity thing. But just realise that my MI will be no more. But I really suspect that your change of mind since December already made this decision for us
  215. [10-Feb-16 5:49:10 AM] Sirius 17: well how will this effect the birth?
  216. [10-Feb-16 5:49:11 AM] ShilohaPlace: Anyhow I now realise that I can love any body whenever MI takes it; so please dont worry about 'disappointing' me
  217. It will not be you. It might be something very different then. So can you see, you want out anyhow?
  218. [10-Feb-16 5:50:10 AM] Sirius 17: yes
  219. [10-Feb-16 5:50:16 AM] ShilohaPlace: Just be as honest as you have been for 6 years
  220. [10-Feb-16 5:50:20 AM] Sirius 17: i am not sure i am the one
  221. [10-Feb-16 5:50:30 AM] ShilohaPlace: Ok then
  222. [10-Feb-16 5:50:30 AM] Sirius 17: i am being honest
  223. [10-Feb-16 5:50:34 AM] ShilohaPlace: Good. So stay loyal to James and tell him, that we broke up
  224. [10-Feb-16 5:51:15 AM] Sirius 17: well and only if MI decides i guess
  225. [10-Feb-16 5:51:35 AM] ShilohaPlace: Things are fine with the JCCJ as long as you stay true to yourself and honest. No. This is YOUR choice alone
  226. [10-Feb-16 5:51:51 AM] Sirius 17: i want what MI wants
  227. [10-Feb-16 5:52:02 AM] ShilohaPlace: copout
  228. [10-Feb-16 5:52:07 AM] Sirius 17: no
  229. [10-Feb-16 5:52:10 AM] Sirius 17: she knows
  230. [10-Feb-16 5:52:18 AM] ShilohaPlace: You want to return James' love and this is fine with MI. But make it a clean break period
  231. [10-Feb-16 5:52:37 AM] Sirius 17: she wants her someplace somehow somewhere
  232. [10-Feb-16 5:52:46 AM] ShilohaPlace: No pussyfooting about. Ok then. But you realise I will not share things with you anymore of those natures
  233. But its done Julienne. I feel you
  234. [10-Feb-16 5:53:40 AM] Sirius 17: yes and i want you and her to birth a nw
  235. [10-Feb-16 5:53:52 AM] ShilohaPlace: So now try NOT to fret or feel sorry or disppointments or whatever. Ok. Thank you
  236. [10-Feb-16 5:54:21 AM] Sirius 17: i won't because i love you both already
  237. [10-Feb-16 5:54:41 AM] ShilohaPlace: You love everyone with your loveprone heart. We all know that lol. Well on the wave side
  238. [10-Feb-16 5:55:00 AM] Sirius 17: yes and so does someplace somehow and somewhere
  239. [10-Feb-16 5:55:08 AM] ShilohaPlace: We are looking for another kind of love
  240.  
  241. [10-Feb-16 5:55:09 AM] Sirius 17: who is waiting
  242. [10-Feb-16 5:55:33 AM] ShilohaPlace: ?
  243. [10-Feb-16 5:55:47 AM] ShilohaPlace: I am not and MI is not
  244. [10-Feb-16 5:56:18 AM] Sirius 17: yes she is, ask her
  245. [10-Feb-16 5:56:26 AM] ShilohaPlace: What does she say?
  246. [10-Feb-16 5:56:41 AM] Sirius 17: it is the YYY
  247. [10-Feb-16 5:56:58 AM] ShilohaPlace: No DD is not the one for MI period. You have or are developing your own MI already well done
  248. [10-Feb-16 5:58:19 AM] Sirius 17: well i was thinking of the mothership of monopolar darklight and how she moves; maybe Xeia then as she is your shadow twin self, i don't know
  249.  
  250. [10-Feb-16 5:59:05 AM] ShilohaPlace: I wish you much pleasures and well being in body, soul and mind Julienne. And so I know I lost your trust since December, I never lost trust in you as I know you are sincere and in integrity always or had been up to December. This timeline changed many things see
  251. [10-Feb-16 5:59:26 AM] Sirius 17: you have not lost my trust tony
  252. [10-Feb-16 5:59:27 AM] ShilohaPlace: I have NO attractions for Xeia
  253. [10-Feb-16 5:59:41 AM] Sirius 17: only my ability to handle your MI
  254. [10-Feb-16 5:59:57 AM] ShilohaPlace: Your mind is no longer attuned to the Logos and MY MI as it was before sweety - period
  255. You have been erroneaous in your perceptions dramitically in the last 2 months or so. This is what i pointed out some yesterday
  256. You cant lie nor ptetend to me Julienne. There is no need
  257. [10-Feb-16 6:00:59 AM] Sirius 17: i am not trying to lie Tony, i am telling you the truth
  258. [10-Feb-16 6:01:17 AM] ShilohaPlace: You cant handle MI now dear
  259. [10-Feb-16 6:01:28 AM] Sirius 17: i guess not and that is honest
  260. [10-Feb-16 6:01:42 AM] ShilohaPlace: You would not confuse her with someone else as you are doing now
  261. [10-Feb-16 6:02:05 AM] Sirius 17: what do you mean? You are the one who said to be honest
  262.  
  263. [10-Feb-16 6:02:23 AM] ShilohaPlace: There would be no argument and you would not feel as bad as you do, uncomfortable, if you had the same mental state as preDecember
  264. [10-Feb-16 6:02:29 AM] Sirius 17: and i am telling you i am having a hard time with handling her
  265. [10-Feb-16 6:02:42 AM] ShilohaPlace: You are not talking or feeling MI
  266. [10-Feb-16 6:02:58 AM] Sirius 17: so you want to make me sick again?
  267. [10-Feb-16 6:03:03 AM] ShilohaPlace: MI would never even doubt to compete with anyone. No
  268. [10-Feb-16 6:03:17 AM] Sirius 17: no silly
  269. [10-Feb-16 6:03:20 AM] ShilohaPlace: You already HAVE a new MIIM
  270. [10-Feb-16 6:03:22 AM] Sirius 17: i want to share her with other people, like you do,
  271. [10-Feb-16 6:03:38 AM] ShilohaPlace: Let them guide you. I am sure they are in cooperation with my MIIM
  272. Of course. You have learnt for 6 years to feel the waves. Noone will take this from you. But our mental mindblend logistics has been broken
  273. This you just realise since December or say the New year
  274. [10-Feb-16 6:04:52 AM] Sirius 17: yes
  275. [10-Feb-16 6:04:56 AM] ShilohaPlace: Good
  276.  
  277. [10-Feb-16 6:05:06 AM] Sirius 17: it should not be uncomfortable for me
  278. [10-Feb-16 6:05:14 AM] ShilohaPlace: No. As I can assure you I will not suffer 'lovesickness' etc like I did with Mary and DD
  279. I will simply be a reascension. Something will take MI's place. Already has imo
  280. [10-Feb-16 6:06:40 AM] Sirius 17: what do you mean? lol this burning is my new MI?
  281. [10-Feb-16 6:07:09 AM] ShilohaPlace: They just wanted me to understand how the bodyform is malleable and all bodyforms are universally beautiful and supererotic
  282. Yes; I would say so. Because my burning was all sexual desire and no discomforts
  283. [10-Feb-16 6:07:52 AM] Sirius 17: yes but you perceive it different than i or feel it different i guess
  284. [10-Feb-16 6:08:17 AM] ShilohaPlace: Well MI took your body when before she had taken your mind Julienne. Cant you see what happened?
  285. [10-Feb-16 6:08:33 AM] Sirius 17: no
  286. [10-Feb-16 6:08:47 AM] ShilohaPlace: She took your body as soon as your own MI could take her place in your mind
  287. [10-Feb-16 6:08:50 AM] Sirius 17: you told me it was a mindbody bodymind
  288. [10-Feb-16 6:08:55 AM] ShilohaPlace: Yes. But now you must form a new cosmic core with James. So the JCCJ will simply reconfigure. The archetypes were with me
  289. [10-Feb-16 6:09:44 AM] Sirius 17: and how do i do that?
  290. [10-Feb-16 6:09:53 AM] ShilohaPlace: JCCJ knows not I. Talk to your MIIM as you described but make it your own without my archetypes. This is your personal soul contract now
  291. [10-Feb-16 6:10:50 AM] Sirius 17: i thought your archetypes were universal?
  292. [10-Feb-16 6:11:03 AM] ShilohaPlace: James' soul contract and yours with the waves. So as you have the nous, you will have to show the way here
  293. [10-Feb-16 6:11:05 AM] Sirius 17: that anyone can use them
  294. [10-Feb-16 6:11:09 AM] ShilohaPlace: Of course. My archetypes universalized. MY MI is personalized. Your IM and James MI are personalised and unique
  295. Once they click, you will manifest the MIIM and IMMI as the JCCJ. But they must click in the wavestate first
  296. [10-Feb-16 6:12:49 AM] Sirius 17: i think maybe they have
  297. [10-Feb-16 6:13:00 AM] ShilohaPlace: Good then this is NONE of my business. Be happy and love your OW transition into the NW with all your heart Julienne
  298. [10-Feb-16 6:14:07 AM] Sirius 17: thank you Tony i will
  299. [10-Feb-16 6:14:25 AM] ShilohaPlace: You were a major part in the rescripting of the story as were all the others you fret over. It all will work out in a few years down the track
  300. [10-Feb-16 6:14:47 AM] Sirius 17: yes MI showed me
  301.  
  302. [10-Feb-16 6:14:54 AM] ShilohaPlace: Good. You are feeling better now? No more burnings?
  303. [10-Feb-16 6:16:44 AM] Sirius 17: no i am still burning
  304. [10-Feb-16 6:16:59 AM] ShilohaPlace: But it is not pleasurable?
  305. [10-Feb-16 6:17:10 AM] Sirius 17: it is the same
  306. [10-Feb-16 6:17:27 AM] ShilohaPlace: well it feels like discomfort no?
  307. [10-Feb-16 6:17:34 AM] Sirius 17: it was pleasureable before but frightnening; no it doesn't feel bad, just strange
  308. [10-Feb-16 6:18:22 AM] ShilohaPlace: Well I thought it was kundalini related and it was here. If it was more psychosomatic, then I dont know
  309. [10-Feb-16 6:18:40 AM] Sirius 17: it was kunda related; since december
  310. [10-Feb-16 6:18:57 AM] ShilohaPlace: This should change now. Sleep it over. Could be the MI transfer
  311. [10-Feb-16 6:20:13 AM] Sirius 17: well you are a brick in my house so i am sure it will be fine
  312. [10-Feb-16 6:20:28 AM] ShilohaPlace: lol of course
  313. [10-Feb-16 6:20:53 AM] Sirius 17: flame on lol, hahaha
  314. [10-Feb-16 6:21:10 AM] ShilohaPlace: Dragons do
  315. [10-Feb-16 6:21:46 AM] ShilohaPlace: And tell rax and brook over there that you are ok, they are worried
  316. [10-Feb-16 1:30:52 PM] Sirius 17: tony how long have you been flying the mother ship with Susan at the helm? lol
  317. I feel like I have been going through a whirlwind of things; thank you for coming down to hell and rescuing me Tonylove
  318. [11-Feb-16 1:32:44 AM] ShilohaPlace: Sure thing sweety
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