I was wondering if there might be a position available in Congressman McKeon's office. I had previously applied for a vacant one and spoke to the Chief of Staff a number of months back.

Also, how do you know Danielle Hillwig?
I don't know Danielle at all, unfortunately, and I don't know of any openings. Do you recall the position?
Oh, she was on your friends list. I wouldn't call it unfortunate. She is not someone that you would want to remember.

Yes, it was for Legislative Director but the Chief of Staff told me that I should aim for something lower, like a Legislative Assistant, but I can't seem to get any opportunities at all. It is getting very frustrating because I have been trying for awhile.
March 14, 2012
By the way, are you going to accept my friend request?
April 4, 2012
??????
June 25, 2012
pleaseee answerrrr
February 16
Why do you never answer me? If you're a Christian why don't you help me when I need it?
February 25
Lindseyyyyyyyyy
February 28
Why do you ignore me? THat's really mean. I ask you for help and you are silent. not a Christian thing to do!
I don't think I know you nor do I know what your asking but it is just - if not more mean - to insult people and try to use their faith and Christian beliefs against them. If you truly have faith, you would believe God will bless your life and you will not feel so compelled to attack mine. I please ask that you stop contacting me.
Really, your faith? you are like in your late 30's and unmarried, which means you almost certainly have pre-marital sex, which is VERY un-Christian to do..... so don't pretend to be a Christian. Further, since you don't have a family, where does the couple hundred thousand a year you make go? I remember on legistorm you were making close to what a member made a few years ago.... so why don't you share that if you won't help me get I job I want.....

I ask that you STOP claiming to be a conservative when you do not believe in CHASTITY and CHARITY and KINDNESS to OTHERS, INCLUDING STRANGERS.
and omgggg the nerve of me to call you out for an obvious hypocrisy!
And how wrong you are...
Really? on what?
Both of your insults. Please know that you are wrong but I understand you are feeling stretched, therefore attacking me.
It's ok.
That said, you will understand how personally difficult it is to forgive you while you are asking for help?
Feeling stretched? No it is not OK when people treat me like crap and don't give me an opportunity.... you could've helped me if you wanted to but you IGNORED me..... I lost patience from being ignored.... because you were too important to respond to me apparently.
In my position, who would you then suggest I recommend hire you? I promise to listen and then will pray on it.
So yes, my attitude is a product of the fact that people reject me and don't give me a chance when I can do a lot.... and it does bother me that the GOP is full of phony people. Well, I would make a great Press Secretary, so perhaps a Congressional friends of yours? or something like that. If you took the time to get to know me you'd see more than the point at which I am just upset/frustrated, which is what I am right now.
And for your peace of mind, I am only as important as those I love and those who depend on me believe I am - and as important as God wants each of us to be in this life.
And you know a LOT of people who have jobs in the GOP would laugh at the idea of abstinence.... because that is what our society has become today, yet they get these positions.... I don't get it. This party used to stand for more than it does now. I could go on forever telling you how corrupt and greedy the Romney campaign is too, but no one listens to me.
And unfortunately, it would be hard to describe the overwhelming number of texts, emails, FB messages, twitter messages, etc etc etc that come in each day. We are all only human. I cannot be all things to all people, surely you can understand that, yes?
Yes, I understand, I am not just any person though.... I intend to be President one day. I know how many people say that, but I mean it. I may be far from that goal now, but I have the drive and I have the potential. I just need to get a foothold, and I haven't been able to do it yet. I would love to be one of those people who are constantly busy with all that though. Can I text you sometime then? I won't overwhelm you.
You can but I want to be very honest about the current number of unanswered texts that are in my inbox even now. I know you don't believe me and trust me this isn't about self importance. I weep at what I cannot accomplish. Last night in fact. So it is unfair and unjust that you so aggressively insulted me and accused me of falsehoods. I must ask for an apology, please.
Yes. I do sincerely apologize for what I said and for misjudging you. I just snapped and thought you were intentionally ignoring me too. It's okay. I can wait for whenever you manage to get to them. What's your #? Mine's 732-546-4287.
I don't get to them all. Please note that so that I don't then get hateful messages directly to my phone. I can only do the best I can.
Yes, I understand.
I need some time to pray on what just happened and the insulting things you sent me. Forgiveness is important but not always easy and it sometimes takes me time. And please remind me how we know each other. And also please just note that I am not involved in party politics really. I am heavily involved in general business and women's issues.
Marcus Aurelius is my favorite philosopher.... I quote him all the time.

"Accept the things to which fate binds you, and love the people with whom fate brings you together, but do so with all your heart."
Marcus Aurelius



I must of seen you on some political types friends list a year ago. I don't recall exactly. Well, I mean, I know you have a lot of friends on the hill, and I wouldn't be opposed to working for a private firm either.... so yeah.

and you did say I could at least text?
March 1
Please give me some time. It was not ok what you said to me. If what you want is to be President...be it to your core...mind your tongue. Words can be more hurtful than weapons and should be guarded fiercely.
I know.... but please understand what I have to deal with too.... it is also not okay that I can't get jobs that people who far worse and less capable than I am seem to get.... it's not fun sitting in your family home in NJ when you are almost 24 and you should be off having your own life.... in fact it's really sad that this is where I am now. It shouldn't be this way.

and yes, I have a problem with running my mouth, usually the things I accuse people of are true but it always blows up in my face anyway.

Anyway, please also consider that I am just trying to find someone to help me so I can have some happiness and be doing something I am good at....
and to give you an example, ONLY Bachmann's campaign ever gave me ANY sort of chance in the Presidential cycle. The others treated me poorly, and Santorum & Romney's even threatened me.... all I was trying to do was get an opportunity.
It lies within you and God. Truly, you must know that deep down. Stop pointing at people like me, virtual strangers. I care to a fault. I have sunk all my money into helping others to the point of bankruptcy. I haven't had more than four hours of sleep any night in order to work. Sweet dreams. Please think about what has happened tonight - not that you won because I responded to your cruel words but that you hurt someone you don't even know - purposefully. And you are blaming the rest of the world when some real internal work might be at hand. Trust in God. Believe in the words you cherish from Marcus A. Sweet dreams Ajay. Goodnight.
Sweet dreams?I probably won't be sleeping for another 5-6 hours, like just about any night.

and you are only a stranger because you haven't gotten to know me........

How do you help them?

Also, you went back on something you said too......... how do I know you will ever respond again?

and sure I need internal work, but the way the world treats me is not right.

I just sent my resume to every single conservative senator, member of the RSC, and Governor... if I don't get anything something is very, very wrong.
Then look for the other door that must be opening. Consider that maybe (and only God knows) that maybe supposed to work in Congress right now. Seems as though you are focused on everything except for you.
Also, I take issue with you having Danielle Hillwig on your friends list and not me, a girl who made me upset to the point of crying for months. Why is she on your friends list? Her "husband" has a Press Secretary job and the guy was NOT qualified and he is a total jerk too......
and I never wanted to work in Congress, but I can't exactly be a speechwriter for a Republican President now can I? and I need a platform to be able to run for Congress myself in a few years... and that's a good spot to start.
I could say the same. You have made me cry. Please, I beg of you, please give me some time here
At least delete her? Not that much to ask, and okay, I will.
Far too much to ask at this point.
It will take two seconds, and like you said, you do not even remember who she is.
and I will give you time. Just a small favor.. the principle of it. Please.
Also, tell Trent Franks to worry about other things but online poker. I really enjoyed playing it, and I never even deposited money. He should get pornography banned instead. There is nothing wrong with playing a card game. I read that he is a STRONG advocate of banning it. This is not freedom.... and there is nothing immoral about it if it is done responsibly.... on the other hand there should be a ban on internet porn but I never hear that being brought to a vote in Congress.
Anyway, please tell him that. I will leave you alone for now.
and one other thing, why does Bill Clinton get treated nicely? The man is basically a rapist and a perjurer.... and a war criminal. Okay, I'm done for now. I forgot to mention that.
This is too much, Ajay
What is?
And so wrong. Please, I beg of you. Please go pick on someone else.
I am not picking on anyone. Please, I beg of you.... help me. and you said I could text you. I will come down if I can...
calm*
and don't block me in case you are thinking of it. I am super upset.
I am trying to have a conversation with a friend who survived cancer to be constantly insulted by you. I have had enough. Please find someone else I asked you to respect me by giving me some time and you chose not to despite my multiple requests. Now rather than visiting with people who are kind to me and uplifting, I have spent a great deal of additional time with someone who clearly is disrespectful. And don't you dare threaten me.
no no no I said I will CALM down, I corrected myself, it was a typo.
STOP
I am NOT disrespectful. I am VERY respectful. Okay, we will talk later then?
No
You said we could!!!
That is not nice at all!!!! and you are the one smiling with a man who has committed adultery MANY times, lied under oath, and murdered 5,000 Serbian civilians.
You broke the request....the multiple requests. Stop. Stop. Stop writing.
Excuse me for saying the TRUTH!
Bye Ajay
I have some people I can ask for your #.... I am sure someone has it. I will get it somehow.
DON'T TREAT ME THIS WAY! WTF
Stop it! This is NOT Christian at all!!!!
I will just use your name to help me get jobs and say you recommend me, which you SHOULD!
i DON'T DESERVE TO BE TREATED LIEK CRAP BY SOME PRSON WHO IS SO SNOBBY AND RICH THEY THINK THEY ARE TOO GOOD FOR ME!!
AND YOUR CONGRESSIONAL SALARY IS ALL VOER LEGISTORM!!! NICE BIG PAYCHECK!!!
FYI LI is a terrible organization too
STOP IGNORING ME!!!!!!!!
I DON'T DESERVE TO BE TREATED THIS WAY!!!! STOP IT!!!!
Jesus would NEVER turn someone away!
and bankruptcy my behind... you were making almost as much as a Member of Congress, and now probably several times more.
YOU are being hurtful to ME and it is NOT RIGHT!!!!!
and delete Danielle. She is AWFUL!
if you even listened to me I would tell you WHY she is awful!
Thanks you make me want to cry now.
So we can talk now?
I think McKeon or Franks or on of those guys should hire me as Press Secretary.
March 2
THIS is soooo wrong Lindsey.

FYI, I have nothing better to do but ask you for help since I have no job and sit on the computer all day because people like you with power and money and influence choose not to help me... so help me instead.