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  1. [10/21/2016 2:53:54 PM] Uno-Rin Tohsaka: There was more than one source. I liked you in the beginning when I first came to rpc. But you broke my own heart toward the end when I realized who you where after I came back.
  2. [10/21/2016 2:53:59 PM] Uno-Rin Tohsaka: Blame me if you want.
  3. [10/21/2016 2:54:02 PM] Uno-Rin Tohsaka: I don't care.
  4. [10/21/2016 2:54:08 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: What other source?
  5. [10/21/2016 2:54:13 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: You're going to have to tell me.
  6. [10/21/2016 2:54:17 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: And also
  7. [10/21/2016 2:54:23 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: H didn't tell me. I found out on my own.
  8. [10/21/2016 2:54:35 PM] Uno-Rin Tohsaka: No I don't have to tell you cause it seems the matter is closed and over with.
  9. [10/21/2016 2:54:52 PM] Uno-Rin Tohsaka: You don't want me around so I won't be around
  10. [10/21/2016 2:54:56 PM] Uno-Rin Tohsaka: I won't bother H anymore
  11. [10/21/2016 2:55:01 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: I don't care if you talk to H.
  12. [10/21/2016 2:55:03 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: I really don't.
  13. [10/21/2016 2:55:15 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: But I want you to actually TRY to help him out with me rather than TEAR him down.
  14. [10/21/2016 2:55:22 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: I'm TRYING very hard on my end, Traci.
  15. [10/21/2016 2:55:28 PM] Uno-Rin Tohsaka: Tracy*
  16. [10/21/2016 2:55:30 PM] Uno-Rin Tohsaka: Not I
  17. [10/21/2016 2:55:36 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: ... Sorry. He keeps spelling it that way.
  18. [10/21/2016 2:55:56 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: But yes, I'm trying very hard, and no I haven't had phone sex with anyone.
  19. [10/21/2016 2:56:03 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: I can TELL you exactly what I do on my phone.
  20. [10/21/2016 2:56:14 PM] Uno-Rin Tohsaka: Squeaky do you know what happened the day you said you were leaving rpc
  21. [10/21/2016 2:56:20 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: I know.
  22. [10/21/2016 2:56:23 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: I fucking know.
  23. [10/21/2016 2:56:28 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: I was trying to PUSH him away.
  24. [10/21/2016 2:56:29 PM] Uno-Rin Tohsaka: I nearly had an accident while driving because he called me crying
  25. [10/21/2016 2:56:31 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: Because guess what?
  26. [10/21/2016 2:56:40 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: I DON'T DESERVE A GOOD MAN LIKE HIM.
  27. [10/21/2016 2:56:54 PM] Uno-Rin Tohsaka: I was so fucking pissed I wanted to hunt your ass down and beat you to be honest.
  28. [10/21/2016 2:57:03 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: And guess what, Tracy?
  29. [10/21/2016 2:57:06 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: I deserve it.
  30. [10/21/2016 2:57:14 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: I had a meltdown that nearly DID shove him away from me.
  31. [10/21/2016 2:57:20 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: Do you know how hard I was trying to push him away?
  32. [10/21/2016 2:57:56 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: I'm SO very hard on myself, Tracy. I hate myself absolutely because I look back more and more and I absolutely hate what I've done in the past.
  33. [10/21/2016 2:58:08 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: And I'm telling you now. I actually got better from back when.
  34. [10/21/2016 2:58:18 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: I was a lot worse than what I am now years back.
  35. [10/21/2016 2:58:24 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: And everyone wants me to go back?
  36. [10/21/2016 3:00:11 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: And if you told Hanif who told you... I wouldn't be mad at you because you only relayed the rumor
  37. [10/21/2016 3:00:14 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: You didn't start it.
  38. [10/21/2016 3:00:33 PM] Uno-Rin Tohsaka: Yes I know how hard want to know why? Because he would call me and ask me.. Him: have you talked to squeaky. Me: No she doesn't talk to me. Him: Do you know what she is doing? Me: no cause she doesn't talk to me. Him: She is hiding something. She wont say anything to me. I feel like you are ignoring me.
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  40. I had to listen to that. So yes I KNOW how hard you were trying to push him away and I watched him die a little each time cause he thought he did something wrong.
  41. [10/21/2016 3:00:59 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: And it wasn't his fault each and every time.
  42. [10/21/2016 3:01:10 PM] Uno-Rin Tohsaka: Can I ask you something?
  43. [10/21/2016 3:01:15 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: It was me looking back and realizing again and Again that I don't deserve a good man like him.
  44. [10/21/2016 3:01:15 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: Yes.
  45. [10/21/2016 3:01:29 PM] Uno-Rin Tohsaka: Then why did you do it? You knew it was upsetting him?
  46. [10/21/2016 3:01:48 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: ... Because I thought he would walk away after a certain amount of time like everyone else.
  47. [10/21/2016 3:01:59 PM] Uno-Rin Tohsaka: That there is the problem
  48. [10/21/2016 3:02:03 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: Because if he walked away then I can disappear and not be in everyone's way.
  49. [10/21/2016 3:02:17 PM] Uno-Rin Tohsaka: YOU PUT HIM IN THE SAME CATAGORY WHEN HE IS SO FAR OUT IN LEFT FIELD AND AWAY FROM SHIT LIKE THAT.
  50. [10/21/2016 3:02:45 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: He didn't walk away. That's... why I'm really trying to not push him away anymore.
  51. [10/21/2016 3:02:54 PM] Uno-Rin Tohsaka: Am I pissed at you still? Yes I am fucking furious.
  52. [10/21/2016 3:03:00 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: You deserve to be.
  53. [10/21/2016 3:03:07 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: Like I do at you for fanning the phone sex flames.
  54. [10/21/2016 3:03:27 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: But I'm willing to work past that if you do also message me once in a while. I'm now a full-time at home person doing SCHOOL.
  55. [10/21/2016 3:03:31 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: And packing up the house.
  56. [10/21/2016 3:03:35 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: So I have time to talk
  57. [10/21/2016 3:03:36 PM] Uno-Rin Tohsaka: I was told by more than one person. The same thing.
  58. [10/21/2016 3:03:42 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: And I can tell you now.
  59. [10/21/2016 3:03:48 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: I. Didn't. Do. Any. Of. That.
  60. [10/21/2016 3:04:15 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: I have the exact messages from Hambone that shows that I did DECLINE MULTIPLE TIMES. And on top of that, I only talked to him on voice ONCE.
  61. [10/21/2016 3:04:17 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: ONCE.
  62. [10/21/2016 3:04:45 PM] Uno-Rin Tohsaka: It's none of my business.
  63. [10/21/2016 3:04:50 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: Yes, it is.
  64. [10/21/2016 3:04:52 PM] Uno-Rin Tohsaka: I was looking out for H
  65. [10/21/2016 3:04:58 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: Exactly why.
  66. [10/21/2016 3:05:00 PM] Uno-Rin Tohsaka: I didn't want him to get hurt
  67. [10/21/2016 3:05:12 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: But.. instead he got hurt by everyone he thought as friends.
  68. [10/21/2016 3:05:19 PM] Uno-Rin Tohsaka: I am tired of everyone I care about getting hurt.
  69. [10/21/2016 3:05:24 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: So am I.
  70. [10/21/2016 3:05:29 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: Why.. do you think I did leave RPC?
  71. [10/21/2016 3:05:31 PM] Uno-Rin Tohsaka: Then if I am not his friend then I will leave him alone
  72. [10/21/2016 3:05:54 PM] Uno-Rin Tohsaka: What is the point of being friends with someone if they don't see you that way.
  73. [10/21/2016 3:06:05 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: He.. does.
  74. [10/21/2016 3:06:26 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: He actually feels hurt though with how much Shit you've been talking about me in front of him without taking into account on what I or he has to say.
  75. [10/21/2016 3:06:41 PM] Uno-Rin Tohsaka: He didn't say anything to you
  76. [10/21/2016 3:06:45 PM] Uno-Rin Tohsaka: about you I mean
  77. [10/21/2016 3:06:50 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: I don't roleplay with him or smut because it's awkward. And that's an honest truth.
  78. [10/21/2016 3:07:01 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: I know he didn't. But you and Mai and Gaia talked a lot of bad in front of me.
  79. [10/21/2016 3:07:13 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: him*
  80. [10/21/2016 3:07:14 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: ..
  81. [10/21/2016 3:07:21 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: But, yes. I do know.
  82. [10/21/2016 3:08:06 PM] Uno-Rin Tohsaka: Am I denying it? No because when I saw shit and how things were going it ticked me off. I am not talking about smut stuff. You can rp with the person you care about and love without doing smut.
  83. [10/21/2016 3:08:13 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: I know.
  84. [10/21/2016 3:08:18 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: But he kept leading to smut.
  85. [10/21/2016 3:08:24 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: That's what's been making it AWKWARD.
  86. [10/21/2016 3:08:29 PM] Uno-Rin Tohsaka: You tell him no.
  87. [10/21/2016 3:09:05 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: I do.
  88. [10/21/2016 3:09:13 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: And he's finally understood.
  89. [10/21/2016 3:09:26 PM] Uno-Rin Tohsaka: And as for Gaia. I don't really talk to him all that much. I get a message if he wants a render. Other than that he sits his ass in the pillory chasing pussy.
  90. [10/21/2016 3:09:36 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: That's all he does.
  91. [10/21/2016 3:09:50 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: He's tried banning me from both rooms.
  92. [10/21/2016 3:10:02 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: So, don't be surprised if he comes to you crying about stuff in the STODC.
  93. [10/21/2016 3:10:18 PM] Uno-Rin Tohsaka: I highly doubt he will
  94. [10/21/2016 3:10:24 PM] Uno-Rin Tohsaka: again he doesn't talk to me
  95. [10/21/2016 3:10:39 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: Huh..
  96. [10/21/2016 3:10:56 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: So then you should know he's under investigation because of his attempts in the STOD room against me.
  97. [10/21/2016 3:10:57 PM] Uno-Rin Tohsaka: The last thing I got from him was a request for picture
  98. [10/21/2016 3:11:07 PM] Uno-Rin Tohsaka: No I don't know
  99. [10/21/2016 3:11:19 PM] Uno-Rin Tohsaka: This is the first time I have heard of that.
  100. [10/21/2016 3:11:52 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: You wouldn't have heard about it.
  101. [10/21/2016 3:11:58 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: It happened just recently. .c.
  102. [10/21/2016 3:12:13 PM] Uno-Rin Tohsaka: I know that I was so fucking pissed I left a message and he told me he was talking to people and that he was trying to get you banned. THAT I know of. But after that all I got was picture requests and silence
  103. [10/21/2016 3:12:30 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: But yes, I'm going to try to normally roleplay with H.
  104. [10/21/2016 3:12:46 PM] Uno-Rin Tohsaka: That is yalls thing
  105. [10/21/2016 3:12:47 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: .c. I CAN prove you wrong on me just liking smut. But you also don't have the full story there either.
  106. [10/21/2016 3:13:01 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: ... It became your thing because I respect you enough that you need to know.
  107. [10/21/2016 3:13:13 PM] Uno-Rin Tohsaka: my thing?
  108. [10/21/2016 3:13:17 PM] Uno-Rin Tohsaka: What became my thing?
  109. [10/21/2016 3:13:36 PM] Uno-Rin Tohsaka: I know the last time I talked to you and what hurt me
  110. [10/21/2016 3:13:38 PM] Uno-Rin Tohsaka: WAIT
  111. [10/21/2016 3:13:46 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: Telling you exactly why I don't do half of what I used to do.
  112. [10/21/2016 3:13:55 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: And Mai's ironically PART of that problem.
  113. [10/21/2016 3:14:19 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: Hm? Also, I told H that he does need to try to mend things with you.
  114. [10/21/2016 3:14:23 PM] Uno-Rin Tohsaka: Was your words: "I couldn't find decent rp and just stuck with smut." You told me that one day on call when I offered to make a character to rp with you.
  115. [10/21/2016 3:14:40 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: Mm-hmm. And I think I accepted it.
  116. [10/21/2016 3:14:45 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: But I don't honestly remember. :\
  117. [10/21/2016 3:14:45 PM] Uno-Rin Tohsaka: No you didn't
  118. [10/21/2016 3:14:49 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: I thought I did.
  119. [10/21/2016 3:14:51 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: Huh.
  120. [10/21/2016 3:14:51 PM] Uno-Rin Tohsaka: Nope
  121. [10/21/2016 3:14:55 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: Awkward.
  122. [10/21/2016 3:15:01 PM] Uno-Rin Tohsaka: You said you would THINK about it
  123. [10/21/2016 3:15:05 PM] Uno-Rin Tohsaka: and get back to me
  124. [10/21/2016 3:15:18 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: Then that's my apology.
  125. [10/21/2016 3:15:30 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: I thought I did say yes because I would've liked it.
  126. [10/21/2016 3:15:30 PM] Uno-Rin Tohsaka: I did try to rp with you
  127. [10/21/2016 3:15:39 PM] Uno-Rin Tohsaka: I did try to give you chances
  128. [10/21/2016 3:15:46 PM] Uno-Rin Tohsaka: I was trying to be a friend
  129. [10/21/2016 3:15:59 PM] Uno-Rin Tohsaka: but I felt pushed away too because I wasn't in the in crowd
  130. [10/21/2016 3:16:06 PM] Uno-Rin Tohsaka: And if you want another honest opinion
  131. [10/21/2016 3:16:12 PM] Uno-Rin Tohsaka: I felt over shadowed by you
  132. [10/21/2016 3:16:37 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: ...
  133. [10/21/2016 3:16:39 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: You know.
  134. [10/21/2016 3:16:43 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: People keep saying that about me.
  135. [10/21/2016 3:16:53 PM] Uno-Rin Tohsaka: Because on MORE THAN ONE instance you made me feel so... insignificant. I had people drop rps with me to rp with you.
  136. [10/21/2016 3:16:58 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: It's a giant lie because I'm ignored more often than I am actually approached for roleplays.
  137. [10/21/2016 3:17:31 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: xux I really don't try to take partners. And... I don't mean to make you feel isignificant.
  138. [10/21/2016 3:18:19 PM] Uno-Rin Tohsaka: I had one because of your character Consequence tell me he found better rp and dropped a 6 month build up.
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  142. [10/21/2016 3:56:26 PM] Uno-Rin Tohsaka: Bye
  143. [10/21/2016 3:56:33 PM] Uno-Rin Tohsaka: And if H doesn't want to talk to me
  144. [10/21/2016 3:56:38 PM] Uno-Rin Tohsaka: Don't pressure him
  145. [10/21/2016 3:56:54 PM] Uno-Rin Tohsaka: I have accepted my fate
  146. [10/21/2016 3:57:04 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: I'm not pressuring him. But I did tell him that he does need to talk to you.
  147. [10/21/2016 3:57:19 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: ... He was genuinely upset that you and Mai and Gaia were talking badly of me without all the facts. :\
  148. [10/21/2016 3:57:21 PM] Uno-Rin Tohsaka: If he doesn't want to
  149. [10/21/2016 3:57:28 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: He won't.
  150. [10/21/2016 3:57:29 PM] Uno-Rin Tohsaka: he doesn't want to
  151. [10/21/2016 3:57:38 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: xD I know. But I told him to as a suggestion.
  152. [10/21/2016 3:57:47 PM] Uno-Rin Tohsaka: Like I said
  153. [10/21/2016 3:57:54 PM] Uno-Rin Tohsaka: I will not bother him anymore.
  154. [10/21/2016 3:58:05 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: ... He doesn't want that you know.
  155. [10/21/2016 3:58:15 PM] Uno-Rin Tohsaka: I will just delete him off skype so he doesn't have to look at me
  156. [10/21/2016 3:58:26 PM] Sǫυαяε Dσпυт: Let him.. talk to you first if he does okay?
  157. [10/21/2016 3:58:37 PM] Uno-Rin Tohsaka: I doubt he will
  158. [10/21/2016 3:58:45 PM] Uno-Rin Tohsaka: And I don't want to make him uncomfortable
  159. [10/21/2016 3:58:58 PM] Uno-Rin Tohsaka: It's just best I fade into the background and never darken any doorways
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