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Slendid being a fucking dolt.

Dec 5th, 2014
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  1. Skype logs (starting from Nov 30)
  2. [11/30/2014 6:39:41 PM] Eraclea: you alive, mate?
  3. [11/30/2014 6:40:59 PM] Slendid: heya!
  4. [11/30/2014 6:41:15 PM] Eraclea: hey, are you still too busy to do the pic?
  5. [11/30/2014 6:43:34 PM] Slendid: yeah im kinda
  6. [11/30/2014 6:43:46 PM] Slendid: bleh
  7. [11/30/2014 6:44:02 PM] Eraclea: I mean, not to be werid, but can I ask why?
  8. [11/30/2014 6:44:07 PM] Eraclea: It's been like... 8 months
  9. [11/30/2014 6:44:16 PM] Eraclea: I get when you're in a funk
  10. [11/30/2014 6:44:26 PM] Eraclea: is there any way I can help?
  11. [11/30/2014 6:59:26 PM] Slendid: hjv
  12. [11/30/2014 6:59:56 PM] Eraclea: what is hjv
  13. [11/30/2014 7:00:02 PM] Slendid: your right
  14. [11/30/2014 7:00:06 PM] Slendid: its been a long
  15. [11/30/2014 7:00:18 PM] Slendid: atm im pretty derpressed and at this rate all never do it
  16. [11/30/2014 7:00:20 PM] Slendid: should i just like
  17. [11/30/2014 7:00:23 PM] Slendid: send you money or something im sorry
  18. [11/30/2014 7:00:27 PM] Eraclea: what...?
  19. [11/30/2014 7:00:37 PM] Eraclea: I mean, you know other artists, right? COuld you call in a favor?
  20. [11/30/2014 7:01:39 PM] Slendid: not really?? I dont think ive ever heard of anyone doing that :y
  21. [11/30/2014 7:02:01 PM] Slendid: im sorry i dunno waht to do
  22. [11/30/2014 7:04:19 PM] Eraclea: I dunno.... I really like your art, man
  23. [11/30/2014 7:04:39 PM] Eraclea: I like your style so much... I mean, have you stopped arting all together?
  24. [11/30/2014 7:08:36 PM] Slendid: no im still drawing
  25. [11/30/2014 7:09:02 PM] Slendid: I have trouble getting myself to draw on my own free time
  26. [11/30/2014 7:09:43 PM] Eraclea: I'm not really sure what the problem is then
  27. [11/30/2014 7:09:47 PM] Eraclea: I'm not trying to be rude
  28. [11/30/2014 7:09:52 PM] Eraclea: but I actually don't get it.
  29. [11/30/2014 7:09:58 PM] Eraclea: I'm sure you're having a hard time
  30. [11/30/2014 7:11:42 PM] Slendid: its hard to draw things I dont exactly want to draw at that moment?
  31. [11/30/2014 7:11:50 PM] Eraclea: ohhhh, kk
  32. [11/30/2014 7:11:51 PM] Slendid: i dunno
  33. [11/30/2014 7:11:53 PM] Eraclea: I feel ya
  34. [11/30/2014 7:11:56 PM] Eraclea: Well
  35. [11/30/2014 7:12:05 PM] Slendid: im super anxious that I owe you something and its wrong that I didnt deliver
  36. [11/30/2014 7:12:12 PM] Slendid: i dunno how to fix it
  37. [11/30/2014 7:12:33 PM] Eraclea: is it just /anything/ you don't want to draw?
  38. [11/30/2014 7:12:42 PM] Eraclea: Because I can give you other ideas
  39. [11/30/2014 7:12:50 PM] Eraclea: since griffs are sort of barely mlp anyway
  40. [11/30/2014 7:12:55 PM] Eraclea: I have friends that would love apic from you
  41. [11/30/2014 7:13:54 PM] Slendid: drawing requests from other people is different from drawing for fun
  42. [11/30/2014 7:14:31 PM] Eraclea: ahhh
  43. [11/30/2014 7:14:32 PM] Eraclea: I see
  44. [11/30/2014 7:14:45 PM] Eraclea: So since you're having trouble to motivate yourself to do even that....
  45. [11/30/2014 7:15:08 PM] Eraclea: So waht /do/ you draw for fun
  46. [11/30/2014 7:15:14 PM] Eraclea: I'm trying to think of a solution here :3
  47. [11/30/2014 7:15:17 PM] Slendid: even before that I just was being lazy
  48. [11/30/2014 7:15:23 PM] Slendid: and thats shitty of me
  49. [11/30/2014 7:15:31 PM] Eraclea: yeah, but we all make mistakes
  50. [11/30/2014 7:16:10 PM] Slendid: I kicked in gear for a few days and then I started doubting my motivations and I just got pretty depressed agian
  51. [11/30/2014 7:16:28 PM] Eraclea: Aww
  52. [11/30/2014 7:16:43 PM] Slendid: since then all I really been drawing is a furry oc I made
  53. [11/30/2014 7:16:44 PM] Slendid: lol
  54. [11/30/2014 7:17:01 PM] Eraclea: ooh, nice, links?
  55. [11/30/2014 7:17:05 PM] Slendid: i guess sorta vent art but yeah
  56. [11/30/2014 7:18:51 PM] Slendid: slendidnt.com/tagged/slendidart
  57. [11/30/2014 7:19:14 PM] Slendid: omg sorry
  58. [11/30/2014 7:19:21 PM] Slendid: for some reason things dont make links anymore
  59. [11/30/2014 7:19:26 PM] Eraclea: aww, cute goat
  60. [11/30/2014 7:20:00 PM] Eraclea: how would you feel about drawing my fursona?
  61. [11/30/2014 7:20:09 PM] Eraclea: A nice otter girl?
  62. [11/30/2014 7:22:51 PM] Eraclea: Or is that along the same principles as the griffon; just something you don't want to draw atm
  63. [11/30/2014 7:23:31 PM] Slendid: well
  64. [11/30/2014 7:23:58 PM] Slendid: considering im just watching south park and playing games atm ;A;
  65. [11/30/2014 7:25:05 PM] Eraclea: well....
  66. [11/30/2014 7:25:07 PM] Eraclea: in the meantime
  67. [11/30/2014 7:25:12 PM] Eraclea: what are the odds you play csgo?
  68. [11/30/2014 7:30:38 PM] Slendid: omh
  69. [11/30/2014 7:30:44 PM] Slendid: i do actually play it a little
  70. [11/30/2014 7:30:45 PM] Slendid: im really bad
  71. [11/30/2014 7:31:09 PM] Eraclea: Friend me on steam: Elaclaire
  72. [11/30/2014 7:31:13 PM] Eraclea: I'm also really bad XD
  73. [11/30/2014 7:32:01 PM] Slendid: I dont even have a rnak
  74. [11/30/2014 7:32:07 PM] Slendid: i still gotta win like 2 more games to get a rank
  75. [11/30/2014 7:32:55 PM] Eraclea: Oh, it's okay~
  76. [11/30/2014 7:32:58 PM] Eraclea: Let's pleh
  77. [12/1/2014 1:31:23 PM] Eraclea: but wait, birthday pics...?
  78. [12/1/2014 1:32:22 PM] Slendid: sigh...
  79. [12/1/2014 1:32:27 PM] Eraclea: oh, and you're streaming?
  80. [12/1/2014 1:32:54 PM] Eraclea: *were
  81. 12/5/14:
  82. [10:42:50 AM] Eraclea: isn't goat just pone with horns?
  83. [10:47:14 AM] Slendid: naw
  84. [10:47:48 AM] Eraclea: well, in the style you draw it
  85. [10:47:57 AM] Eraclea: but you're good enough you could probably draw pone like that too
  86. [11:36:45 AM] Eraclea: so, if not my request, what /would/ you want to draw me?
  87. [1:31:52 PM] Eraclea: ?
  88.  
  89. On his stream: (12/5/14)
  90. getspookedson: [angry nanomachine noises]
  91. Slendidnt: h
  92. Slendidnt: h
  93. Slendidnt: whoops got a lil distracted haha
  94. Slendidnt: startin in a sec c:
  95. Slendidnt: FUCK
  96. Slendidnt: i have to restart fucking fuck fuck
  97. Slendidnt: h
  98. Slendidnt: l
  99. Slendidnt: ok here we go agian
  100. TempusFidgets: giraffeternoon
  101. Ebonmane: What are we drawing today?
  102. Florid: Heyo o/
  103. Florid: More goat
  104. CirrusSky: Goat-astic!
  105. Eraclea: Hey Slendid
  106. Slendidnt: hia
  107. Eraclea: so, um, after goat, can you do my pic?
  108. Slendidnt: ...
  109. Eraclea: dude, stop with the 3 dots.
  110. Eraclea: you've owed me for like 8 months. if you're gonna stiff me, jsut say so
  111. Slendidnt: did we not already discuss this
  112. Slendidnt: i just want to verify that im talking to the person i think i am
  113. Eraclea: you basically said "I don't wanna"
  114. Slendidnt: You wrote me the fic right?
  115. Eraclea: yes sir
  116. Slendidnt: yes
  117. Slendidnt: we already discussed this
  118. Slendidnt: i said Id pay you
  119. CirrusSky: :v
  120. Slendidnt: i said i couldnt do it
  121. Slendidnt: please fuck off
  122. Eraclea: wellllll then
  123. Slendidnt: im sorry img etting really upset
  124. Ebonmane: couldn't this be settled in tumblr asks or something?
  125. Slendidnt: you keep asking and i keep saying i cant do it
  126. Ebonmane: Why you gotta bother him on stream?
  127. Eraclea: uh, nah, he's been giving me the runaround for a while
  128. Eraclea: so I figured I might as well do it in public
  129. Slendidnt: i sat around all day yesterday doing absoloutely nothing because I was too worried to draw
  130. CirrusSky: dude
  131. Slendidnt: IS AID
  132. Slendidnt: ID GIVE YOU MONEY
  133. Slendidnt: I FEEL BAD
  134. Slendidnt: BUT I SAID I COULDNT DO IT
  135. Eraclea: yeah I know but that makes /me/ feel scummy
  136. Eraclea: w/e
  137. Eraclea: we'll talk later
  138. Eraclea: draw the goat
  139. Slendidnt: jfc
  140. CirrusSky: Eraclea, you are a proper jerk
  141. Eraclea: wow really?
  142. Eraclea: I'm the jerk?
  143. Eraclea: For wanting slendid to hold up his end of a trade?
  144. CirrusSky: I don't have to understand anything else, You came in here and overtly aggitated him
  145. Eraclea: fuck me, right?
  146. Eraclea: agitated!>
  147. Eraclea: I jsut asked him?
  148. CirrusSky: you chose to make it a spectacle
  149. Slendidnt: I ALREADY EXPLAINED THAT I WASNT GOING TO BE ABLE TO DO IT
  150. Slendidnt: but you kept asking about it
  151. Eraclea: You were so fucking handwavy
  152. Slendidnt: and I was choosing to ignore it
  153. Eraclea: you basically said "not now"
  154. Eraclea: which is classic artist "I don't want to"
  155. Slendidnt: and then you were asking about the subject instead of the fact that I cant draw for another person right now
  156. Slendidnt: it doesnt matter what imd rawing i just dont feel like i can draw for other people on request right now
  157. Eraclea: w/e
  158. Eraclea: discussion over
  159. Slendidnt: i cant believe your harassing me this much over a short smut story
  160. Eraclea: I'm not harassing you
  161. Eraclea: I said it's done
  162. Slendidnt: after I told you several times that im sorry I just wont be able to do it
  163. Slendidnt: you keep asking
  164. Eraclea: okay, I get it now
  165. Eraclea: as for cirrus, you want skype logs?
  166. Eraclea: He was /very/ handwavy about this
  167. Eraclea: but again
  168. Eraclea: over
  169. Eraclea: done
  170. Slendidnt: wtf does handwavy mean
  171. Slendidnt: you think i dismissed you?
  172. Eraclea: vague and not very clear on what you meant
  173. Eraclea: I figured you were saying something like "I'm depressed, talk to me later"
  174. Slendidnt: ...
  175. Slendidnt: do i have to explain what depression is
  176. Slendidnt: or do you want to know my life story or something
  177. Slendidnt: im confused
  178. Eraclea: that's not the part I didn't understand
  179. Eraclea: it's just
  180. Eraclea: when you draw all the time
  181. CirrusSky: No, I don't want your skype logs, That's not proper of you to just blast your personal problems here...
  182. Eraclea: it confuses me
  183. Eraclea: personal problems?
  184. Eraclea: w/e
  185. Slendidnt: i just think you dont graps the difference between me drawing on my own volition and drawing on request
  186. Eraclea: forget it
  187. Ebonmane: I find a lack of patience ironic toward a pony artist.
  188. Eraclea: just forget it
  189. Ebonmane: Even if he is drawing goat.s
  190. Eraclea: patience?
  191. Eraclea: I waited 8 months
  192. gemocolz: hi there
  193. Eraclea: but yeah, I guess I'll be the bad guy here
  194. Ebonmane: did you pay him?
  195. Slendidnt: and I definitely value the fact that you wrote a story for me
  196. Slendidnt: and i tried to explain that I wont be able to draw your griffon
  197. Ebonmane: like real money? because if not, he ain't obligated to do shit for you.
  198. Slendidnt: i offered you some paypal money in exhange
  199. Eraclea: emphasis on tried
  200. Slendidnt: you said no
  201. Slendidnt: but you kept asking for art
  202. Eraclea: yeah, because I like your art. it's good
  203. Eraclea: you're a good artist
  204. Slendidnt: i dont think u understand
  205. Eraclea: I fucking get it now
  206. Eraclea: I said it's OVER
  207. Slendidnt: ok, go ahead and slander me or w/e
  208. TempusFidgets: Eraclea, as an artist that also takes commissions, when I'm behind on them because of mental stuff, ~I still have to draw something~ every day because otherwise the lack of productiveness in general leaves me in a pit.
  209. Eraclea: I
  210. Eraclea: I'm not going to slander you
  211. Eraclea: I'm not even mad
  212. Eraclea: just, confused and disappointed
  213. Eraclea: but whatever
  214. TempusFidgets: I can't speak for Slendid, but assuming he's drawing things that aren't commissions just to mess with you is ignorant.
  215. Eraclea: I'll just... not do that again
  216. Ebonmane: It's okay.
  217. Slendidnt: i dont think that tempus
  218. Ebonmane: I've gotten frustrated with artists too.
  219. Slendidnt: Im sorry i snapped
  220. GoldenPansy: >Gets in an art livestram to see some drawings
  221. GoldenPansy: >People are fighting instead
  222. Eraclea: nah, I didn't think he was drawing stuff to mess with me, it's just I don't really get the reasons for why he's not drawing anything /other/ than the goat, but now that I understand he's very absolute on that
  223. Eraclea: I basically give up
  224. Eraclea: so, sorry
  225. Ebonmane: shit happens
  226. Eraclea: apologies
  227. Slendidnt: ive been really depressed recently and i literally sat around all day doing nothing tryin to find something to do on my day off
  228. Eraclea: Oh, and guess who came and ruined it
  229. Eraclea: meeeeeee
  230. Ebonmane: Don't beat yourself up.
  231. Slendidnt: after trying to draw
  232. Ebonmane: Just go watch Frozen.
  233. Ebonmane: Let it Go.
  234. Eraclea: I am letting it go
  235. Slendidnt: i dont blame you
  236. Eraclea: I'm confused as to why he's still typing and not drawing
  237. Eraclea: since this is an art stream and not a drama stream
  238. Ebonmane: We're getting there.
  239. Ebonmane: This would probably be a good time to get a drink or a snack.
  240. Slendidnt: yeah no i think im done
  241.  
  242. In skype:
  243.  
  244. [1:54:29 PM] Slendid: its not your fault that i was on edge sorry i snapped but i dont think we have much more to talk about
  245.  
  246. ****then he blocked me.****
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