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  5. Anonymous 06/22/13(Sat)13:20:24 No.7445750
  6. Replies: >>7445821 >>7446204 >>7446504 >>7446764
  7.  
  8. Why did you give up, /r9k/? Did someone break your spirit?
  9.  
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  11. Ricky !aZkBiDudVc 06/22/13(Sat)13:26:05 No.7445796
  12. Replies: >>7445831 >>7446576
  13.  
  14. Her name was Alex.
  15.  
  16. Fuck that bitch
  17.  
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  19. Anonymous 06/22/13(Sat)13:26:33 No.7445801
  20. Replies: >>7446105
  21.  
  22. I didn't give up at all. I'm just taking my asswhoopings with a smile on my face because my victory is secure.
  23.  
  24. Praise jesus.
  25.  
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  27. Anonymous 06/22/13(Sat)13:28:02 No.7445821
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  32. >>7445750 (OP)
  33. someone?
  34.  
  35. >born uncompatible with world worthless idealist
  36.  
  37. >>
  38. Anonymous 06/22/13(Sat)13:28:56 No.7445831
  39.  
  40. >>7445796
  41. >give up after one grill didn't want to have sex with you
  42.  
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  44. sadtom !SAdTOmFxzk 06/22/13(Sat)13:44:05 No.7445979
  45. Replies: >>7446091
  46.  
  47. At first it was someone, then i realized it was myself and i am powerless to stop myself.
  48.  
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  50. Anonymous 06/22/13(Sat)13:57:07 No.7446091
  51.  
  52. >>7445979
  53. feel it.
  54.  
  55. i hurt myself out of my own self hatred.
  56.  
  57. also her name is Elena
  58.  
  59. >>
  60. Anonymous 06/22/13(Sat)13:58:28 No.7446105
  61.  
  62. >>7445801
  63. amen. finally some wisdom on r9k
  64.  
  65. >>
  66. Anonymous 06/22/13(Sat)14:00:19 No.7446126
  67.  
  68. I've far from given up.
  69.  
  70. >>
  71. eeyore !!uKzh7f/AofC 06/22/13(Sat)14:06:28 No.7446185
  72.  
  73. Give up pertaining to what, exactly?
  74.  
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  76. Earthwormstyle !!bUOfFgHwfoS 06/22/13(Sat)14:07:48 No.7446204
  77.  
  78. >>7445750 (OP)
  79. Theres just no reason to keep going.
  80. I'll take everything I can get with minimal effort and thats about it
  81.  
  82. >>
  83. Syndicate 06/22/13(Sat)14:36:50 No.7446504
  84.  
  85. >>7445750 (OP)
  86. I came here to see poor, dying souls.
  87.  
  88. >>
  89. Anonymous 06/22/13(Sat)14:40:14 No.7446540
  90.  
  91. She made me happy. She meant everything to me. She died 2 months ago. ;~;
  92.  
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  94. Anonymous 06/22/13(Sat)14:40:11 No.7446541
  95.  
  96. I may have drowned someone in spaghetti a few hours ago.
  97.  
  98. >>
  99. Anonymous 06/22/13(Sat)14:40:26 No.7446545
  100. Replies: >>7446724
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  104.  
  105. Got tired of being shit on every time I tried to improve my lot in life. Just waiting to die now.
  106.  
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  108. Anonymous 06/22/13(Sat)14:42:45 No.7446565
  109.  
  110. Fucking Julia, She told me she loved me and cut any contact from me and I still don't know why.
  111.  
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  113. Anonymous 06/22/13(Sat)14:43:29 No.7446576
  114. Replies: >>7446592
  115.  
  116. >>7445796
  117. alex is a guys name bro
  118.  
  119. >>
  120. Anonymous 06/22/13(Sat)14:44:32 No.7446592
  121.  
  122. >>7446576
  123. Alexandra or Alexander.
  124. You're an idiot.
  125.  
  126. >>
  127. Anonymous 06/22/13(Sat)14:44:47 No.7446596
  128.  
  129. >give up
  130. I'm not sure if I was ever really trying in the first place.
  131.  
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  133. Anonymous 06/22/13(Sat)14:45:55 No.7446613
  134. Replies: >>7446801
  135. File: 1371926755926.png-(421 KB, 641x471, Untitled.png)
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  138.  
  139. because bitch broke my heart
  140.  
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  142. Anonymous 06/22/13(Sat)14:57:11 No.7446724
  143. Replies: >>7447604
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  148. >>7446545
  149. yeah, this
  150.  
  151. nothing in my life ever goes according to plan, nothing I do ever goes right or ends well
  152.  
  153. I actively hate living, all my peers are getting so far ahead of me and I still live at home with no job and no skills and no interests in anything worth pursuing and not even any tools with which to do anything
  154.  
  155. i actually do think of suicide sometimes, and have tried to maim myself before
  156.  
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  158. Anonymous 06/22/13(Sat)14:58:19 No.7446733
  159.  
  160. I didn't "give up." Its more like I "gave in" to my id.
  161.  
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  163. Anonymous 06/22/13(Sat)15:01:51 No.7446764
  164.  
  165. >>7445750 (OP)
  166. >Why did you give up, /r9k/?
  167. I didn't.
  168.  
  169. I never even fucking started.
  170. I was a teenager in the nu-metal period (late 90s-early00s)
  171. Everyone was angsty assholes.
  172. We gave up before we even got picked for the team.
  173.  
  174. Fred Durst owes me.
  175.  
  176. >>
  177. Anonymous 06/22/13(Sat)15:06:03 No.7446801
  178.  
  179. >>7446613
  180. sorry to hear fatbro
  181.  
  182. >>
  183. Anonymous 06/22/13(Sat)15:53:14 No.7447247
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  187.  
  188. >every relationship ive ever had went the same way
  189. >shit goes good
  190. >seemingly in love
  191. >she becomes unhappy and never tells me why
  192. >i try to keep the relationship going for as long as possible
  193. >and it ends
  194. >broken heart
  195.  
  196. I eventually just realized that all people are shit and that all my actions will eventually become meaningless.
  197.  
  198. That is why i have given up
  199.  
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  201. 54m50n !rFHRbO/sT. 06/22/13(Sat)15:59:40 No.7447305
  202.  
  203. my last breakup was devastating, but mostly because I was using her as a crutch. what truly broke me was being expelled from a school for fuckups. that showed me I was a true scumbag, who fucks up every opportunity he's given with his selfishness and idiocy
  204.  
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  206. Anonymous 06/22/13(Sat)16:00:48 No.7447314
  207.  
  208. I don't wanna try anymore. Rejection just feels worse every time.
  209. It doesn't even make sense.
  210.  
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  212. Anonymous 06/22/13(Sat)16:03:36 No.7447340
  213.  
  214. Yeah. She said I had a superiority complex. Or maybe an inferiority complex that manifests itself like that. She's probably right too, and that's what hurts. I hate myself and wish I didn't act they way I do.
  215.  
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  217. Anonymous 06/22/13(Sat)16:04:06 No.7447348
  218.  
  219. This thread makes me sad
  220. ;_;
  221. qqblox
  222.  
  223. >>
  224. Anonymous 06/22/13(Sat)16:05:51 No.7447369
  225.  
  226. I can't do things right.
  227. I just embarrass myself.
  228. No one will like me, but all I want is for people to like me.
  229. I'll eventually victimize myself because I can't stay in my room forever.
  230.  
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  232. Anonymous 06/22/13(Sat)16:07:55 No.7447394
  233.  
  234. Only person who saw something in me is in a different country.
  235.  
  236. Spend way too much time on dating sites that crushed my spirit after that.
  237.  
  238. Whatever happens, happens.
  239.  
  240. >>
  241. Anonymous 06/22/13(Sat)16:31:22 No.7447604
  242.  
  243. >>7446724
  244. I just don't have it in me to try suicide. But every time I try to put my life back together, I end up worse off for it. So why try?
  245.  
  246. >>
  247. Anonymous 06/22/13(Sat)19:30:05 No.7449685
  248.  
  249. Whenever I see threads like this, I always ask myself why.
  250.  
  251. And I don't know. I never really started trying to begin with. I don't agree with other people's way of doing things and I'd rather be alone.
  252.  
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  254. Anonymous 06/22/13(Sat)19:34:27 No.7449732
  255.  
  256. she didnt break my heart as much as she opened my eyes to knowing what women are capable of.
  257.  
  258. >>
  259. Anonymous 06/22/13(Sat)19:38:09 No.7449769
  260.  
  261. I think what it boils down to is that I have 0 willpower and commitment skills.
  262. If something doesn't literally land at my fucking feet I won't do shit to pursue it, I'll just give up on it. This is why I don't even try anymore,hell I don't think I'm even worthy of yet another second chance after all the things I've fucked up, and since I've gotten into my head that I'll fail at everything no matter what, it's become a never failing self-fulfilling prophecy.
  263. Now I essentially just sit in my room all die waiting to die.
  264.  
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  266. Anonymous 06/22/13(Sat)19:38:51 No.7449781
  267. Replies: >>7449880 >>7450007
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  271.  
  272. I am a social retard.
  273.  
  274. I talk too much.
  275.  
  276. I'm too random.
  277.  
  278. I'm too emotional.
  279.  
  280. The only time I'm confident around women is when someone is depending on me.
  281.  
  282. I've had sex, but it was a shit time because I was too drunk to like it.
  283.  
  284. I've never cuddled with a girl and I screw things up horribly when I meet one I'm attracted to.
  285.  
  286. I've learned to hate dancing and parties, something I used to like, because I suck.
  287.  
  288. Happy OP?
  289.  
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  291. Anonymous 06/22/13(Sat)19:40:08 No.7449800
  292. Replies: >>7449924
  293.  
  294. because i got to see the "hurr alpha/beta" shit firsthand and it's 100% true
  295.  
  296. thanks, college
  297.  
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  299. Any moose tripped up !!Gsrq9YAmhuy 06/22/13(Sat)19:44:46 No.7449873
  300.  
  301. Yes. They outnumbered me, until there was simply a shell of a man.
  302.  
  303. Worst part, I do not fantasise about vengeance, I fantasise about saving their pathetic lives, to prove them wrong.
  304.  
  305. Even at my angriest and most hateful, I'm still a beta.
  306.  
  307. >>
  308. Anonymous 06/22/13(Sat)19:45:13 No.7449880
  309. Replies: >>7450007
  310.  
  311. >>7449781
  312. >go to a party
  313. >get drunk out the ass because I can't hold alcohol for shit
  314. >girl is there
  315. >I say something terribly idiotic to her
  316. >shame and remorse haunt me for years
  317. I'm fucking GLAD I don't go to parties anymore.
  318.  
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  320. Anonymous 06/22/13(Sat)19:48:47 No.7449916
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  325. She broke my heart, my spirit and my confidence
  326. Not only did she traded me for other, she made sure to tell me why and how bad i was.
  327. That was just the first hit
  328. >Lost confidence
  329. >Start having trust issues
  330. >Became extremely self-conscious of what i was doing and saying.
  331. >Started to worry about what others think of me
  332. >Stopped talking to people
  333. >Lost all socials skills
  334. >Couldnt make any firends
  335. >Never got another gf
  336. >Nowdays i cant even talk to females anymore
  337.  
  338. >>
  339. Anonymous 06/22/13(Sat)19:49:05 No.7449924
  340.  
  341. >>7449800
  342. What school did you go to?
  343. A big state school?
  344. Lel
  345. Shoulda gone somewhere that was actually difficult to get into (Not including the Ivies)
  346.  
  347. >>
  348. Anonymous 06/22/13(Sat)19:54:40 No.7450007
  349.  
  350. >>7449880
  351. You think thats bad....prepare your anus:
  352.  
  353. >Smoking with some friends in the bathroom (cold as fuck outside)
  354. >get a text from a friend
  355. >She invites me to drink and says I can bring friends
  356. >whynot.jpeg
  357. >Drink and play games with my friends, my roommate and his friend who came to visit
  358. > My friends leave, my roommate goes to sleep, my roommate's friend takes a free bed (I lived with three other people)
  359. >Super drunk and have sex with my friend who invited me to drink on my roommate who wasn't there bed.
  360. >She leaves
  361. >Other roommate is pissed
  362. >We fight
  363. >I "win", but I end up with a scar on my head from a chair
  364. >Roommate's friend calms us down and we sleep
  365. >Roommate and I who fight reconcile, my other roommate finds out about the bed
  366. >thisisniggamad.jpeg
  367. >Had to get stiches
  368. >Girl I had sex with didn't remember, but I was blasted to. Felt like a rapist for weeks
  369. >Contemplated suicide
  370. >Me and her reconcile
  371.  
  372. This is the reason I don't drink tequila.
  373.  
  374. This is the reason I feel I officially deserve to die alone.
  375.  
  376. I am the scum of the earth. I still think about suicide from time to time.
  377.  
  378. BTW I posted this>>7449781
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