Hi Merkii.

Whenever me and you are in the Shoutbox, you cannot stop talking about my past, for saying that you are only stating facts, you are stating facts from months ago, not only this but your facts of me are so strong that you seem to be obsessed with them enough to say it every single time me and you are in the Shoutbox.

Firstly, When I first joined up to NGU, I wasn't aware of the rules, because I was new here. I of course did some Rep boosting, as have most members here -- in fact, didn't the user called Reaper (Former Staff) release a Thread about his time on NGU? He stated that he had Rep boosted too, yet people don't bother him about his past.

Of course I got infracted for Rep boosting, so I had my punishment for breaking the rules, which was entorely my mistake so I needed to accept the consequences of my actions.

After this, I decided to start helping out the community, so I released Game Saves of mine for others, amongst other Threads too. I did not get any of my Saves from Xploder Database, whoever told you this is wrong. In fact, my Level 81 Skyrim Save is actually with my profile name, as are all of my other Saves which I uploaded for others. This is not a form of Reputation boosting Merkii, it's called a Thread, and I don't force anybody to Thank me or give me Reputation, they give me that of their own free will.

During this I got promoted to Gaming Squad, which I didn't expect -- or want to be honest, but still I accepted it anyway because you only live once.

As Gaming Squad, I never really offered much to Elite as I was never asked to, Outsider just told me to continue what I was doing before I got the promotion, so I did.

Then Elkyeim Psn wanted to Rep boost, so I said sure (stupidly of course, but he's my friend so why not?) So me and him both did that Rep4Rep style, and we got caught. Me and him were both warned by NeedaLifeSoon.

I decided to stop that, but Elkyeim was sort of annoyed, so I decided to take a look at the Video submissions, where you receive 15 Rep points for each video uploaded. I told this to Elkyeim and we both decided to do that, not only getting us Rep, but also providing videos to that section to help improve NGU.

Anyway, I got caught with this by NeedaLifeSoon, and he removed 10,000 Rep points, this was that time when you posted a Visitor Message saying 'Nice Rep. '.

Anyway, after this, things were going normal. Until one day, I was in the Shoutbox, and Lovol had banned me from the Shoutbox (this was on the day just before Elite was revealed). I had Cammmmy remove the Shoutbox ban as he did this from nowhere without reason.

After that, Lovol and Ninja (Ninja was still a Mod) were both spamming up the Event Box and the Elite Box with silly sentences which didn't make any sense. I threatened to report Lovol for spamming (I tried to rustle his jimmies for banning me before).

Weirdly enough, Lovol got demoted or he Retired on that same night (which was a coincidence). I had asked Outsider if I had anything to do with him not being a Mod anymore, and he said no, it was for numerous other complaints about Lovol and his behaviour towards others.

Anyway, after this things were normal again, Lovol got to be Mod again, Ninja stopped being Mod, Elite members came, etc.

This is when you started Merkii. You kept trying to troll on me from nowhere, and it's getting boring now Merkii. I mean fair enough you are not happy with what you believe to be true about me, which is not. But, i'm growing tired Merkii.

I always thought you was a cool guy, and i'm not just saying this, I honestly thought you was great, as before when you was in the Shoutbox (before all this hate) you seemed like a smart and intelligent person.

All I want is to get along Merkii, I have enough problems to deal with in my life, without dealing with this shit here too.

I hope you can understand this Merkii, I spent all of this time typing all of this to you because i'm too tired to give a shit anymore, and I just want it to stop.

Lets face the facts, if you continued this every single time, what good will come out of it? Especially because you are trying to 'troll' me or whatever about things that aren't even true.

I've made mistakes Merkii, i'm not saying I haven't, I will admit I have Rep boosted before, I don't hold shame on it, as i'm Human Merkii, the whole point of being Human is to learn from the mistakes you make, which make you wiser as you get older.

I'm truly sorry if you think i'm fighting with you or being nasty, i'm really not trying to do that at all, I just want us to get along, as i'm sure you have made mistakes in your life which you have learned from. And wouldn't you get tired of someone you thought was cool kept talking about your mistake every time you came into contact with that person?

You can delete this or whatever, I hope for a reply if possible, and I hope we can both come to an understanding.

Thanks for reading if you got this far.