EmpAzraelDmonicSin a rejoint le chat
JakiBangBang: have a seat
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: Hello Commander
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: Loading still
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: The room is not loading completely on my mobile app
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: But I did have an idea to help with my situation
JakiBangBang: whats that?
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: But figuring out how to incorporate it here could be a challenge
JakiBangBang: im all ears
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: It is something I do in RL
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: To help as an outlet to my emotions
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: Which is martial arts
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: If there was a way to make a room that could have things for an individual to do something like that could help
JakiBangBang: yes thats a very good idea, and as a martial artist I would completely encourage you to go down that path
JakiBangBang: you should look into martial arts classes irl
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: I have RL training
JakiBangBang: having training is fine.... but you need to have a sensei
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: I was thinking of a way to incorporate it here
JakiBangBang: hmmmmm
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: Like a room with punching bags or something
JakiBangBang: when I said I wanted to councel you it was more about how to be able to withstand the stress that is caused by having to function within the fleet
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: I know
JakiBangBang: you can have a pixel punching bag but a real one is infinitely more useful
JakiBangBang: and we have to chase that Zen
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: I know but where I live it isn't really possible
JakiBangBang: outletting through physical activity can bring one close to that clarity
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: Due to the rules of the landlord
JakiBangBang: isnt there a martial arts club in your town? there has to be one
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: Not that will admit me as I know MMA
JakiBangBang: why wouldnt they admit you?
JakiBangBang: you can take a karate class even if you already know judo
JakiBangBang: or vice versa
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: They all have said as they are specifically dedicated to one style as I know multiple that I use at the same time they can't admit me
JakiBangBang: martial arts is discipline
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: The town I live in has a lot of weird rules and laws
JakiBangBang: but no sensei that I know of would refuse a student on grounds that, oh, you do MMA so you cant possibly do tae kwon do for example
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: I know what you mean
JakiBangBang: if you dont want to try a new thing because you're too stuck on the other thing...... its not that clubs fault...
JakiBangBang: you have to open your brain and step out of that comfort zone.... theres a lot of good things to learn from it
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: But they also say that it's a liability issue due to my health issues
JakiBangBang: I do Jiu Jitsu, its a blend of everything else...... but if I want to learn kung fu.... I'll have to listen to the sensei... he knows best.....
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: I understand what you mean
JakiBangBang: thought I do have a suggestion
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: I'm listening
JakiBangBang: if you dont want to "deal with people" as I feel like sometimes
JakiBangBang: you can always find katas and techniques to study on youtube
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: I'll try that
JakiBangBang: and practice by yourself..... doing the silly walks up and down your hallway...
JakiBangBang: a martial artst can NEVER sit on his laurels thinking they he knows all.... ;)
JakiBangBang: even the wisest of folks never stop learning
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: I do have to get ready to meet with Luz and Zara
JakiBangBang: by all means
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: Talk to you soon
JakiBangBang: I hope you will find the proper motivations
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: I will look into it
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: Permission to depart
JakiBangBang: granted. have a good evening
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TheLostSoulHunt a rejoint le chat
JakiBangBang: I dont think you've seen my office yet!!
TheLostSoulHunt: There has been no need
TheLostSoulHunt: Though it is good to see my Calander Here
TheLostSoulHunt: Infinite diversity in infintite combinations, most excelent
JakiBangBang: oh looks in the back too you will find a nicer view still
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TheLostSoulHunt: hi jaki
TheLostSoulHunt: jaki
TheLostSoulHunt: jaki
TheLostSoulHunt: jaki
TheLostSoulHunt: jaki
JakiBangBang: Soul
JakiBangBang: Soul
JakiBangBang: Soul
JakiBangBang: Soul
JakiBangBang: Soul
JakiBangBang: Soul
JakiBangBang: Soul
JakiBangBang: .......
JakiBangBang: Soul
JakiBangBang: :3
TheLostSoulHunt: lol
TheLostSoulHunt: so i was not in the room
TheLostSoulHunt: i mean i was there but not paying any attention because quiet frankly we need to be rid of Azrael
JakiBangBang: it got old a while ago
TheLostSoulHunt: yes
TheLostSoulHunt: jaki what was the result of that little meeting did he get stripped of his rank?
JakiBangBang: yeah
JakiBangBang: ensign and still on the tec
JakiBangBang: not that I want him but i didnt want to just shoot him off willy nilly
JakiBangBang: that went in through one ear, then right out the other
JakiBangBang: so yeah.... about the science station on the ship....
JakiBangBang: *grabs the bottle of Strongasfark and pours herself a stiff space-drink* want one?
TheLostSoulHunt: Alistening
TheLostSoulHunt: lest pull him in here
TheLostSoulHunt: when we are ready
JakiBangBang: yes make it so
TheLostSoulHunt: hmmmm no respone
TheLostSoulHunt: there he is'
EmpAzraelDmonicSin a rejoint le chat
TheLostSoulHunt: JAki!
JakiBangBang: Soul!
JakiBangBang: we are one
TheLostSoulHunt: Aye Ma'am
JakiBangBang: So Cleghorn......
EmpAzraelDmonicSin a quitté le chat
JakiBangBang: sweet. case closed
JakiBangBang: *drinks more*
TheLostSoulHunt: lol
TheLostSoulHunt: lets try again
JakiBangBang: damn. ok
EmpAzraelDmonicSin a rejoint le chat
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: i crashed
JakiBangBang: fair enough
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: you wanted to speak with me?
TheLostSoulHunt: No Problem and stay out of the ACCADAMY WHILE YOU RE HERE
TheLostSoulHunt: Sorry Caps lock
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: yes ma'am
TheLostSoulHunt: Can you move?\
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: still loading
TheLostSoulHunt: ok
TheLostSoulHunt: we can wait
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: you wanted to speak with me?
TheLostSoulHunt: Jaki Yes I have a question before we start
JakiBangBang: im all ears #1
TheLostSoulHunt: Is there any guarenty The Ensign wont be doing the same thing tomorrow that we are dealing with today? Can you answer that Ensign?
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: yes ma'am i can
JakiBangBang: if theres one thing i truly despise its having to repeat myself
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: i just need to have things explained to me more clearly so i can process them
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: because my mind processes things slower then normal
JakiBangBang: I'm sorry to hear about your issues Cleghorn but the fact here is that..... we are not babysitters
JakiBangBang: how old are you?
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: physically 31
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: psychologically 14
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: i have a developmental disorder with my brain
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: which is part of the issues with processing things
JakiBangBang: but you cant be acting 14 around us
JakiBangBang: we dont have time for that
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: i understand
JakiBangBang: try at least to act like you're 21
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: like i said im willing to do what is necessary to be here
JakiBangBang: I dont want to kick you out Az and neither does the fleet admiral
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: i know
JakiBangBang: but this cant go on like this
JakiBangBang: and you need to seriously change your ways
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: but Zara wants me gone
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: yes ma'am
JakiBangBang: it aint the Zara Show
JakiBangBang: its the ShawneeLuz Show
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: i understand
JakiBangBang: Zara is still an admiral
TheLostSoulHunt: What is it you want Ensign?
EmpAzraelDmonicSin a quitté le chat
TheLostSoulHunt: reinviting
EmpAzraelDmonicSin a rejoint le chat
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: crashed
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: i want to be here
TheLostSoulHunt: so please stae your desire Ensign
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: to answer your question before i crashed
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: i want to be here
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: but i want to learn science
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: i dont like be moved from station to station
TheLostSoulHunt: I dont have an issue with working the Science station
TheLostSoulHunt: the only issue is that it is my station
TheLostSoulHunt: Captain whats your take?
JakiBangBang: I dont think theres ever been a first officer that wasnt assigned to a station
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: its confuses me trying to learn the different stations
JakiBangBang: the one compromise that comes to mind,
TheLostSoulHunt: Az I know its an issue thats why we are talking about it
JakiBangBang: is that Lt Cdr Soul would accept working a different station.
JakiBangBang: but see Cleghorn, I cannot make the Lt Cdr.
TheLostSoulHunt: You see the irony Commander, that the head of the Science Department cant be a science officer....
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: i understand it is your station ma'am
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: which is the reason i requested the transfer
TheLostSoulHunt: Yes but there is room at the top
JakiBangBang: And I told you,
JakiBangBang: Cleghorn,
JakiBangBang: that I would let you go....... AFTER you told me WHERE you want to go......
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: im listening
JakiBangBang: and AFTER I've made sure that its all proper and up to reg....
TheLostSoulHunt: I am just saying what I think is possible that Cleghorn be the Junior Science officer on our Ship
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: the only ship i know that i would be able to go to now is the italia
TheLostSoulHunt: Cleghorn listen
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: yes mama
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: maam sorry
JakiBangBang: we can totally do that. have you as a Junior Science officer.
TheLostSoulHunt: As junior Science Officer I would still be able to work the post as I desire but you would still have science duties reguardless of what I was dioing
TheLostSoulHunt: This is possible as I am the GM
JakiBangBang: this way you'll be sitting in the science chair..... but you'll have to defer with Soul for big science projects whatever crazy hijinks might come up
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: i understand
TheLostSoulHunt: Exactly
JakiBangBang: would this be acceptable for now Mr Cleghorn?
TheLostSoulHunt: But I would look to you to Preform all duties of science
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: i am wanting to be more active and more creative though in the role
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: and i feel this compromise would limit my creativity
TheLostSoulHunt: You are not restricted, think of it as a plot device for me
JakiBangBang: the point of a compromise is that both parties give up a part of what they want to enjoy something at least
JakiBangBang: Soul is giving you a chance to oversee the science dept
TheLostSoulHunt: I will know the plot line you wont
JakiBangBang: only, if theres something you dont understand, or cant do, the Lt Cdr can give you pointers
TheLostSoulHunt: You will be free to act in the roll of science officer while I can interject plot points as I need
EmpAzraelDmonicSin a quitté le chat
TheLostSoulHunt: full crash
TheLostSoulHunt: inviting
EmpAzraelDmonicSin a rejoint le chat
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: back
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: ma'am what confuses me is you said id have to defer things
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: im used to working as i go in the rps
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: the having to defer things seems like it would restrict my creativity
TheLostSoulHunt: No You would have me there as a senior science officer but you would be accpected to act fully as the science officer even thow I can step in and do plot points as I need
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: ok i understand now
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: like i said sometimes when you explain things to me more specifically i can understand it better
TheLostSoulHunt: Is this accepatable?
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: i think it is worth trying
TheLostSoulHunt: Good this will free me up to do things I need to do in the rp
TheLostSoulHunt: Captain is this acceptable?
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: understood
JakiBangBang: you understand..... but is this okay with you....
TheLostSoulHunt: Jaki?
JakiBangBang: you get the science chair...... you do science stuff...... if you need help..... Soul is there....
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: Captainim willing to give it a shot
JakiBangBang: so we agree then
TheLostSoulHunt: So we are all in agreement?
TheLostSoulHunt: ok
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: yes ma'am
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: and thank you both for giving me a chance
TheLostSoulHunt: I do have one issue Captain
JakiBangBang: you are welcome.... but be warned....
JakiBangBang: yes #1?
TheLostSoulHunt: Why dont I have a nifty arm band?
JakiBangBang: :O
TheLostSoulHunt: ikr
JakiBangBang: I will see that you have one shipped your way
JakiBangBang: this is unacceptable lol
JakiBangBang: we represent our ship most proudly
TheLostSoulHunt: you are a blessing to the fleet ma'am
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: its in Alys shop i can invite you there soul to show it to you
JakiBangBang: and I dont understand you wouldnt have one yet.... its quite strange
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: if youd like me to
JakiBangBang: Cleghorn focus
JakiBangBang: I got one last thing to speak on
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: i got mine back when Alys was captain
TheLostSoulHunt: Well its a major lack of funding mostly
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: yes ma'am
JakiBangBang: you are still kind of grounded with me..... so if for some reason in the next week and a half you have an urge to ask for a transfer again..... I will deny it....... until its you, me, and some other captain in the same room for that specific purpose
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: yes ma'am
JakiBangBang: and I do NOT........ under any circumstances...... want to be asked again and again to get promoted in rank
TheLostSoulHunt: Also Jaki and I are both going to keep individual records of this log
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: yes ma'am
JakiBangBang: the more often you ask me..... the more I will keep you waiting....
JakiBangBang: I will not be cruel, but I will be firm
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: i understand
TheLostSoulHunt: and if you earn it you will get it
JakiBangBang: do you positive;y amd fully understand??
JakiBangBang: I ask again because I want to be sure you appreciate the gravity of the stiuation
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: i understand but may i ask one question
JakiBangBang: yes you may
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: given the fact that the entire time i have been in the fleet which is since June of 2016 i have only missed 1 rp does that not so reason to be promoted?
JakiBangBang: no.
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: and have done my very best in every rp i have done
JakiBangBang: look.
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: that is all im trying to understand
JakiBangBang: I passed my cadet review with 100%.... so I skipped ensign...... but I was Lt Jg for like 6 months
JakiBangBang: and honestly, it hardly mattered what rank I was
JakiBangBang: its not a compatition for me
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: im not trying to make it a competition
JakiBangBang: 6 months at least even
TheLostSoulHunt: And as you go up in rank responcibilities get more complex
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: to me its shows my progress
JakiBangBang: yes so really..... you should njoy being an ensign.... and having nothing to worry about...
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: and being as i have been the same rank since i graduated i feel like ive made no progress
TheLostSoulHunt: If as you say you are emotionally a teenager it may be that you dont enjoy the upper ranks
JakiBangBang: you would become.... a figure of authority
TheLostSoulHunt: Not saying it would happen, but it might
JakiBangBang: you woul dont like authority
JakiBangBang: *you who
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: but as you both have stated i need to show more maturity having more responsibility might help with that
JakiBangBang: Az you have come a long way but you still have a bit to go
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: i understand what you are saying
TheLostSoulHunt: We want you to succeed
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: im just saying i think the extra responsibility might help me to show the maturity you are asking me to
JakiBangBang: you are already working with Adm Katie in the academy are you not?
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: not anymore
JakiBangBang: how come?
TheLostSoulHunt: because of her Family?
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: because of the stress i was told by FAdm Luz that im to report to my CO or LtCmdr Archer
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: and to Avoid Admiral Katie
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: which means not working at the academy
JakiBangBang: I will try to find something for you. That is, if im not pulled to the side to re-hash things that have been settled a while ago but not accepted
JakiBangBang: or called in to hear out how needlessly offended people are
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: and ma'am Admiral Katie as well as Admiral Zara and LtCmdr Angel have all blocked me on here
JakiBangBang: i try to be cool with everyone
JakiBangBang: but I'm letting myself get pushed lately
JakiBangBang: thats part of your ....being grounded
JakiBangBang: youll have to make amends
TheLostSoulHunt: Az it is there right to block who ever they wish
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: ok
JakiBangBang: and Az...... complainers rarely get ahead...... so fix that
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: ma'am after the Statements Admiral Zara made there is nothing that can be done to fix that
JakiBangBang: Zara will be dealt with and I will attempt to talk with her
JakiBangBang: though I will not make any promise or guarantee
JakiBangBang: for Zara is not under my jurisdiction...
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: she made personal attacks about me as a person and would like to file a formal report about what she said after FADM Luz crashed
JakiBangBang: Az. drop it with the formal reports
JakiBangBang: you're getting on peoples nerves
JakiBangBang: so they react
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: im not trying to
JakiBangBang: deal with it
JakiBangBang: make amends
JakiBangBang: and shape up
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: but to take shots about a person just because of their disabilites?
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: that constitutes Cyber bullying
JakiBangBang: we're fighting Zara cuz we dont want to boot you but if you're making this too difficult, we wont keep up for long
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: which is illegal
JakiBangBang: until the day Zara messages you everyday to do the unthinkable..... and I have no doubt she has better things to do.... I dont want ot hear about it
JakiBangBang: people talk garbage to each other on the internet all day
JakiBangBang: grow up
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: im not trying to be difficult im just voicing that what she said is also against imvu tos
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: which she wanted to make reference to earlier
JakiBangBang: you rubbed her the wrong way...... you got bit....
JakiBangBang: just dont provoke it again
JakiBangBang: I repeat myself even if I dont like it
JakiBangBang: grow up, and make amends
JakiBangBang: thats all ther eis to this discussion for now
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: well im about to bite back unless this is resolved ill report her to imvu
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: for the comments she made to me
JakiBangBang: be careful, you can get reported for threatening to report someone.
JakiBangBang: and thats in the TOS.
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: its not a threat
JakiBangBang: I'm just stating.
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: i was stating that it is in my rights to report it
JakiBangBang: that is all, save this log
JakiBangBang: and when you have it secured, then you are dismissed
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: i dont know how to save logs
JakiBangBang: are oyu on computer?
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: no
JakiBangBang: .....
EmpAzraelDmonicSin: the signal kept dying so im back on mobile
TheLostSoulHunt: I am keeping a record of the log too
JakiBangBang: we are both keeping independent copies of this chat, that say the same things
TheLostSoulHunt: saved on my computer
JakiBangBang: word for word
TheLostSoulHunt: aYE
JakiBangBang: so if you ever bring anything from this meeting back into question..... expect us to bring this log up