I understand what I did was wrong and before I was permabanned I genuinely posted an apology to the bald men chat channel, and poked it to Optical, as for the unbanning, you have no reason to, what I did was uncalled for and I can clearly see why I was banned, as attacking anyone, even if not on hg, should not be taken lightly, but especially since this is an environment I love and basically live on I should have not done it.

However, saying that I WOULD like to be unbanned, reason being I basically live on the server, as I spend most of my time on it and quite frankly it is one of the only places I feel accepted, which is why I am now feeling like a dickhead and greatly regretting doing it. I have made countless friends, and literally anything you say I have to do to get unbanned I would attempt to do in a heartbeat, I know that it isn't that simple as that can be what everyone says, however I do truly mean it. I was just annoyed as he kept on disputing the rule that you cannot shoot through smoke, yet I got tlocked by a mod for shooting through smoke (so imo rules need to be clarified as there are a lot that are broke, such as only warden shoots, so things like this don't happen to others). After that I kept carrying on with it quite stupidly, and optical did not deserve that, especially when all he does is help the server when admins/mods are not on and furthermore by supporting HG and keeping the server running, so me doing something as stupid and as ignorant as I did to someone who has done literally nothing but support is completely uncalled for.

The main reason I did it was because something happened to me today and I've just been angry/sad all day, and I had to take it out on someone, thus making this situation occur, and causing issues that did not need to be caused, especially to the people they did.

All in all, I really do sincerely apologise for my actions, and there is no need to unban me, however if you would be so kind to give me one final chance I would gladly take it, as again HG is basically my life atm and I honestly don't know what I'd do without having the option to go on teamspeak and chill with people or to be in the jailbreak server of which I mostly reside. If you do happen to give me one chance, I would promise that this would never happen again, and I will formally apologise to everyone involved in this incident, and especially to optical, Also I don't know if you've seen it yet, but this is the apology I sent to them of which I apologised for behaving the way I did and for being so childish. http://pastebin.com/0qjDqELF

Thank you, and I once again apologise, as for what I've done I don't really think I can say it enough times.

- Charlie